Greetings! And welcome back to Between the Pillars.
Today I have a special announcement.
This has been a long time coming. Somehow, it has taken nearly 5 years to manifest, but only because of the depth of the knowledge I needed in order to complete it.
I present to you, my second book!
The Cosmic Egg: A Manual to the Higher Worlds.
It has been a long, hard and exciting task to finish this work, and it is my best stuff yet. It contains something people have been asking for since I began the blog: a practical guide to initiation! Specifically, on how to develop oneself to be able to practice magick and access these higher worlds.
The Cosmic Egg is a three part work. It contains a basic introduction to the nature of the spiritual Cosmos, which then leads us to a map of the four worlds, broken up into eight levels containing sixty six planes of existence. It contains in depth information about the planes, how they’re divided, what is their nature, and what sorts of beings of entities reside in its vibration.
The third, and perhaps most important, part gives real, simple and practical exercises and tips on how to develop the Four Bodies, or Vehicles of Light. These are: the Physical, Etheric, Astral and Causal Bodies. You will also learn how they map onto the Chakras, and to the Tree of Life.
The books is specifically written in a way that allows it to ‘fit’ with any religious, spiritual or magical tradition. The work is Universal and does not favour any one system over another. Different frameworks are given, and the Cosmology is grounded in practical science and philosophy. It also contains diagrams to help you understand these concepts in an easy and visual manner.
It represents a culmination of my years of magical study and practice, and goes very in depth into the physical bodies, the various ethers, the nature and development of the aura, and the framework of the psychic structures within the aura.
It describes all sixty six planes in detail, along with their functions, and how they act in our daily life. The book also contains a magical cosmology that is harmonious with modern astrophysics.
I was specifically instructed to write this book by the Gods of Egypt, so if that resonates, then you may find this book especially useful. However, it is universal and will be highly useful to followers of all traditions. Meaning, it is not specifically about Egyptian magick, only that deities and masters from that tradition asked me to write it.
When I started, my own knowledge was too limited to actually complete it, and large amounts of learning, inner work and practical magick had to be done before I could actually do so. This is why it took so long. At one point I myself wasn’t sure I’d ever finish it.
But the wait is over!
You can purchase the book right now on my Gumroad page by clicking this link, or by navigating to the ‘Books’ tab on the top right corner.
As a release bonus, I am offering a discounted bundle, which will contain The Cosmic Egg, along with my first book, the Tree of Life: A Beginners Guide. This bundle is 25% off what you’d normally pay for both books if you bought them together, but it is only available until Sunday, 31st August.
So, to reiterate, the Tree of Life is a beginners guide to magick, kabbalah and hermeticism. It contains a practical guide to the theories of magick, and a map of the Tree of Life itself, where each Sphere is described in detail.
Meanwhile, this new book, the Cosmic Egg, is a manual of initiation, containing an in depth guide to the Spiritual Cosmos, the Planes of Reality, and the development of the four bodies. It is universal and can be adapted to fit with the theories and rituals of any spiritual of magical tradition.
Both books contain diagrams as well, and from today until Sunday, both can be purchased together in a discounted bundle. If you already have my first book, then you’ll probably understand the new one better, as they build upon each other.
A new post is on the way, but in the meantime I have a special announcement.
Over the past few years, I’ve been doing tarot readings, natal charts and providing ritual services. But I never actually got around to setting up a special tab or page for these services, and clients reached me directly via email.
I’ve now created a proper page, where all my services are listed clearly along with what you get. Click on the Services tab at the top right of the page to see more.
I should mention that since my living situation has changed a lot, and prices have gone up a bit. The people who got these services at almost half the price just a month ago are pretty lucky.
Prices may go down in the future however. But that won’t be for at least a year or so.
So, what’s new?
The Tarot reading service was earlier divided into ‘simple’ and ‘detailed’ reading. Since all my clients preferred the detailed reading, and now all Tarot readings will be detailed.
Natal charts have remained the same, but they are much more streamlined and custom made for the needs of every individual client.
The deity invocation services have expanded, and now I will perform a ritual of invocation not just for deities or angels, but also for spirits guides and demigods etc.
Finally, a new service has been introduced, that being Talisman creation. I personally make use of talismans a lot, and have always found it to be a very powerful tool of passive magick.
The service is simple: I will design and consecrate a custom talisman for your needs, You can print this out, or even draw it out (perhaps with magical ink) and use it. I will share instructions on how to energise and empower the talisman on a regular basis, and how it is to be used.
All services have limited slots, which will be updated every Sunday.
Those are the four main services. A simple rule of thumb is this:
Tarot: If you need general guidance in an area of your life or clarity with your present situation, such as love, career, finances, life path, spiritual practices etc.
Talisman: If you wish to attract or repel some specific energy, or want to manifest a situation or life path, or general protection. For example, you can have talismans to attract wealth, new job opportunities, love, sexual attraction, or to protect against envy or negative energy.
Natal Chart: If you desire insight into your life path as a whole, and how the planets affect you. A natal chart can help you understand various karmic patterns that are at play in your life, and how you can work through them and reclaim your inner power.
Invocation Ritual: If you want to connect and work with a patron deity, angel, guide or daemon, this is the service for you. It involves a ritual of invocation with is completely personalised, where I connect you to your chosen patron, channeling messages and guidance, along with rituals or prayers you can use to stay connected to them.
Special Services and Classes
Now we come to some special sessions.
They are not provided by me, and they are not a one time service. Rather, they are a set of 3-4 sessions each, and will be conducted on a one to one basis over zoom with a highly experienced and advanced Reiki Master and Medium.
There are two things in this category: Ancestral Connection and Reiki Initiation for both level 1 and 2.
Keep in mind these are serious practices that require commitment and time, and will cost more. Additionally, each client or student shall be accepted at the discretion of the Master. Slots are limited and will open up based on availability, usually once per month. If you’re interested then email me.
(Please send me a personal message at white.raven.magi first before signing up for these. Regardless, if your request is not accepted, your money shall be refunded if you accidentally make the payment first. But let’s avoid any complications)
Ancestral Connection: This is a set of 3 sessions where you will be connected to your ancestors, who may come with guidance, blessings, healings or messages. This is usually quite an intense process, and you must be ready to connect with your ancestors and have a genuine desire or need to do so.
Reiki Classes: Reiki is a form of spiritual healing that originated in Japan. It is a serious, powerful discipline that must be undertaken with discipline and commitment. These classes in particular shall be a full, proper initiation and attunement, and should not be taken likely.
Reiki has 3 levels. At present, we offer initiation into level 1 and 2. Later on, we may offer level 3 initiation. You must pass through a level before going to the next.
Reiki initiation shall train you to sense and channel Reiki energy, which is used mainly for healing or protection. It shall open the energetic channels of your body, and awaken your spiritual senses, intuition and psychic abilities. After initiation, you will be able to call upon Reiki energy.
If you have further questions or are interested in these special services, please feel free to reach out to us. You can email me at white.raven.magi@gmail.com
It has been a long, and interesting few months. Last time I wrote, I spoke about the portal that opened, and was going to cause the world itself to ascend. I also felt it was going to bring great change to the lives of many magicians and witches around the world, myself included.
A…lot has happened since then.
For one, I’ve left the country where I was born and raised, at least for the time being.
The city where I grew up, studied, went to college and worked my early jobs is now a distant memory, or so it feels. So much has happened. I’ve had a rather large shift in mindset, energy, lifestyle and even career.
I’ve quit a lot of my addictions lately, as my body was unable to sustain them any longer.
I barely drink beer and coffee anymore, and I hardly eat sugar. These things were causing a lot of anxiety and tension, so I feel greatly at ease now. I gave up these things as a sacrifice towards greater goals, at least for now. This is not to say indulgence is bad, but at one point it was a choice between growth and comfort. I chose growth.
I’ve also discovered quite a few deeper secrets about magick.
Real magick. High magick. The type that allows one to unravel and move across timelines, in order to manifest the one you want. Perhaps many of you are also developing such a deeper awareness about magick and spirituality.
I’m still working it out and performing some experiments. Slowly and steadily, I will start to put it into my writing. This marks a shift in the nature and content of this blog, and I feel like I have to let you all know. I will no longer write about any outdated or non-functional forms of magick, especially if I know that they don’t really work.
The fact that it is coming through so clearly, indicates that humanity has gone through some sort of major ascension. Perhaps some of our ascended masters have had a revelation after centuries of meditation. And with that, the knowledge percolates across all spheres of Earthly society. First to the masters, then to us magi, then to the great thinkers, innovators and artists, and then even further into the political, economic and socio-cultural spheres. Hopefully, it shall eventually become a part of daily, mundane life.
To get more esoteric, it seems some great war has been won. It seems that the order of angels called the Ophanim specifically have, finally, managed to defeat and overcome some very dark and negatively aligned planetary collective, that lured souls into prisons of misery and fear, and then drew energy from that.
I’m saying this because I had visions. A dream of Ophanim preparing for war against some ancient adversary, or the adversaries being defeated and shamed, and finally giving up their evil ways. I saw planets where they design psychic prisons and lure human souls into them, to keep them trapped in misery and fear, and then to draw energy from those emotions.
As above so below.
The victory of the Ophanim over this dark planet, whatever and wherever it is, is reflected on our planet as well, and across the Universe. This dark and toxic energy was saturating various nations, factions and groups on this planet, especially those who live in fear and are weak willed. With the destruction of the source, these energies should start clearing up.
Like how, when you destroy the root of an infestation, its tendrils start to wither and fade.
But that’s all I will say about that. Be joyous, something good has happened. A great karmic knot has been cleared. A New age has indeed begun.
My Essential Thoughts
This is a special post.
I realised recently that this blog has now been around for a decade.
Over time, many of my beliefs, opinions and general understanding of magick has changed. The world has changed, and so has the tone and audience of Between the Pillars. I myself have changed a lot.
So, this post is like a short summary of my present understanding of magick. I will outline what I think of various esoteric phenomena, and if it contradicts anything I’ve written before, just know that this represents my most current and accurate knowledge. I probably won’t get to everything, but I hope to touch on most of the important topics.
This is based on my experiences, rather than opinion and hypothesis.
I’ve been guided to take a rather scientific approach to magick. So while I don’t have ‘proof’, and likely won’t within my lifetime, I want you to know that nothing written here is based on intellectualization. I’m not just reading this out of books or making sense of it in my own head. That path would only lead to self deception.
Ascent and Descent
So first and foremost, let me start with what people ask about most often: deities and spiritual ‘beings’. This is actually the most simple answer.
First, I do not believe that any religion in history has correctly understood what ‘spiritual’ beings really are. In other words, no cosmology is correct.
There are no specific divisions like “angel”, “demon”, or “god”. Rather, there are beings. Just like there are a variety of animals, plants, minerals and all sorts of humans, celestial bodies and elements, there are a vast variety and diversity of living beings in the Universe. All religious cosmology are simply the attempts by our ancestors to make sense of these things.
Our ancestors utilised a system of ‘natural philosophy’ and mathematics to describe the world. They had not yet developed the scientific method, which uses hypothesis and evidence instead. Sometimes they were dead on, such as in describing the motion of stars, or discovering the healing properties of plants. Other times, they were simply flat out wrong. But they were not fools, and often changed their mind and refined their knowledge. For example, germ theory became widely accepted after it showed results.
The same goes for religion. As pre-modern people understood more about the nature of these ‘spiritual’ beings, they refined their theology. This is what led to the creation of better and better cosmologies.
Religion, spirituality and magick advances alongside all other human sciences and endeavors.
However, the nature of the Gods and Spirits is elusive. Evidence is hard to procure. For the last 4200 years, humanity has been within Kali Yuga, the dark age, during which time their spiritual senses have been dulled. So, the cosmology became speculative and drifted very far from truth.
The decline of knowledge like this is not far fetched. In the Bronze age, the people of Egypt could read and write, and build the pyramids. But by the iron age, literacy, art and engineering had collectively declined. Pyramids from 500 BCE are far lower in quality than the ones in 2700 BCE.
Humanity evolves, but it also goes through periods of decline. The same is true for spirituality.
The ‘decline’ is actually a descent into matter. As we declined mentally, we developed materially. This is why technology developed so rapidly in the Iron age and beyond.
So, the Ages of Light and Darkness are really just an ascent into Mind and descent into Matter. You can also see these are the inner and outer self.
Did you know, the most intellectually superior humans were the hunter gatherers who preceded agricultural society?
When we look at the fossils of the ‘primitive’ hunter gatherers of this time, the results are interesting.
Our hunter gatherer ancestors were stronger, taller and had larger skulls, and thus larger brains. Their daily lives required a much greater level of strength, stamina, will power and problem solving. They would likely out-perform many modern human beings in an IQ test. In other words, the Inner Self was very developed, and they were deeply in tune with their intuition, and thus with spiritual energies. But the energy was contained within them, and so their art is not particularly deep, nor was their technology or society very sophisticated, and they probably relied greatly on generational wisdom and will power.
As we descended into matter, the energy left our bodies and expanded into the aura. The ‘descent’ means descending down the wheel of the Zodiac, from Leo, steadily down to Pisces. Now, with Aquarius, the energy is moving back around, and so an ‘ascent’ is starting. Or at least, that’s one way of looking at it.
During the descent, humanity declined mentally and physically. They became increasingly short, with less intelligence and poor diets. They became ignorant and impulsive. But collectively, that lead to the great endeavor of human civilisation.
The 20th century in particular was the culmination of this, bringing an enormous, almost unparalleled growth in technology, political philosophy, art, literature, science and yes, even magick.
Magick in particular developed the most in the ‘dark’ age, because as people lost their spiritual power, they were forced to create methods that were reliable and be used by anyone. Hence, the organized religions were created.
It’s a lot like how our agriculture evolved as less and less people became able to hunt and gather food.
And now, as we reawaken some of our mental and spiritual gifts, we enter the new age with far greater foundation than ever, which is our science, technology, commerce, humanities and arts. We lost inner power, but developed a tremendous outer power. And now we regain some of that inner power, without loosing the outer power.
This is how the cycle of ascent and descent ensures steady growth of our civilisation. It is not so different from the cycle of life, death and reincarnation.
Gods, Angels and Demons
Regarding ‘deities’. What we call Gods, Angels and Demons etc. are simply beings that populate this planet, solar system and cosmos.
Our ancestors created various systems to categorise them, but none is fully correct. Even our new age systems of dividing them according to stars or planets (eg. Paleidans, Arcturians, Atalanteans etc.) is likely also wrong. We simply cannot be sure about this. It is just a framework.
Secondly, these beings are not psychological constructs. Jung was wrong. The whole concept of ‘thought forms’ is a way of keeping alive the monotheist delusion. Turning them into ‘aliens’ is little more than polytheistic idolatry. Ancient Aliens is wrong too.
I am not 100% sure what is the nature of the Gods. But, I have a pretty good idea.
In this Universe there is not just a diversity of beings, but also a hierarchy. I visualise 8 categories, or levels of beings. I do this so it can fit within our system of 8 chakras, but the actual truth is likely far more complex. I’ve already spoken of this in previous posts, but I will reiterate briefly.
First, there is mineral life. Mineral life is what we call ‘Spirits’ or ‘elementals’. In other words, the minerals we see are simply the bodies or physical forms of Spirits.
Then there is animal life. I call this Kerubic life. Above the spirits are the Kerubs, or animalistic beings. I’m not 100% sure I put plant life in this category. In fact, I think there’s no such thing as ‘plant’ life. What we call plants are an entire hierarchy on their own. Some ancient trees, for example, are demigods or even gods. While smaller plants are elementals, and some may be Kerubs.
Over the Kerubs are what I’d call ‘Angels’ or sentient beings. Most of Humanity would fall in this category.
Then, what I may call ‘Archangelic’ life, or beings who have penetrated the Veil and have extended their consciousness beyond the astral plane. Beings capable of actual thinking, not just emotional reactions.
And to be clear, I do not put the actual ‘archangels’ of Kabbalah in this category.
No, when I say ‘archangelic’ life, I mean something akin to demigods or devas. Beings with power over themselves. Most of us magicians and mystics are at this level.
Over them are what I’ll call as ‘Ministers’. Who are ministers? Beings who can do magick. True magick on the highest level, being able to command and alter natural and cosmic laws. To create manifestation with some surety, and being mostly free of karmic cycles.
It will sound like i’m bragging, but I count myself within this category. This is the “5D” collective. Many of our ascended masters are counted here. After this level is crossed, reincarnation no longer occurs, or occurs with much more control and with much greater lifespans.
Then are those I call ‘Monarchs”, or Kings and Queens. These are particularly powerful beings who can perceive multiple levels of reality. They have prescience, and can see the consequences of their actions, and their past lives. These are the ones we call Bodhisattvas.
Over the Monarchs, I’d place the Gods, or more correctly the Holy Living Ones. Your so called ‘Archangels’ of Kabbalah, and many of the Gods and Buddhas are from various religions are on this level.
This level is special, because it exists outside the material Universe. Beings who have reached this level become one with everything. They become an embodiment of the Rays of Creation.
Meaning? Meaning, they can manifest wherever and however they desire. They can become as small as an atom, or as big as a galaxy. They can exist in your thought, they can exist within gravity or electromegnetism.
This is what people are getting at with the whole ‘thought form’ stuff. When they say, the Gods are within you, it means that the Gods are perfected beings who can manifest within your chakras.
They are, basically, perfect fractals, and they can fit within your fractal shaped chakras. So, these Gods are ‘internal’, in a sense. They can dwell within you, and inhabit you. They are one with everything.
To worship a being is to begin the process of internalizing it, or allowing it to embody a Ray of Creation within you.
Thus, Jehovah as the Father, or Jesus as the Savior. Thus, Shiva as the Father, Durga or Kaali as the mother. Thus, Hermes as the Messenger, or Loki as the Trickster. These Gods are able to embody not just one archetype, but any archetype. Hence, the various ‘avatars’ or manifestations of these Gods.
The final or 8th level belongs to the Rays of creation themselves, which are 8, and embody the 8 chakras. The 8 divine principles which are behind everything we know. Direct perception of the rays is not possible, and thus they can only be known through another soul, such as parents, friends, enemies, gurus, teachers, lovers etc, and especially through the Gods.
The Gods are special because they embody the perfected form of these rays. They do not falter, and thus the 8 Rays can be perceived in their purest form through the Gods.
What of Demons?
The great hierarchy of Creation is twofold. There are beings of light who produce energy, and beings of darkness, who consume energy. Look at predators and prey animal.
But this is also a false division, because all beings technically do both. Even prey animals and plants consume energy, and even predators release energy into the environment.
What we call as creatures of light and darkness, are really just beings who lean towards Destruction or Creation.
On the highest level, however, this duality nearly disappears. Thus, Vishnu and Shiva are almost indistinguishable. Shiva is the an ecstatic light, but he manifests as darkness. Vishnu is an immersive darkness, but he manifests as light.
When we go down lower, the duality is more pronounced. St Paul was a healer, and a martyr, and we’d call him a ‘good’ person. Judas, however, is seen as a traitor. Regardless of whether he was asked by Jesus to do what he did, even Gnostic accounts describe him as a troubled individual, exhibiting many traits we’d call sinful or negative.
So, when a being is focused on creation, it is a being of light. When it is focused on destruction, it is a being of darkness.
Gods are beings who govern the cosmos, where there is creation and destruction. And so, there are Gods of Light, and Gods of Darkness. There are also people and other beings aligned to this. While they may not always act with wisdom, whatever they do is part of their own growth and thus part of the divine plan.
However, there is something further to say.
I’d love to tell you that all demons are actually good and benevolent, but no.
There are such things that we would call ‘evil’ spirits. These are beings who are misaligned and act out of ignorance, often hindering spiritual growth. Some of these are even powerful.
There are also evil beings who hinder others souls from pursuing their true path, or from evolving, and do so willingly.
See, there will always be dark forces. Just as Buddha was tested by Mara and Jesus was tested by Satan some beings exist specifically to test and challenge souls on their path. Thus Mara is a Buddha and Satan is an angel. There are also cases where two different beings are simply in conflict. Recall the stories of many wars between Gods.
But then there are other beings, who simply hinder progress or cause stagnation, and only because they have lost their purpose entirely. These are called by magicians as ‘phantoms’.
These are the actual ‘demons’ described in holy books, who cause illness, possess or torment people, or simply cause disharmony.
What are they? It does not matter.
Generally, these are wandering spirits who have refused to pass on. Sometimes human souls, sometimes the souls of other things. Most often they are elementals.
It is the job of exorcists, healers and often magicians to help these beings pass on. That is all.
Sometimes, they are not living beings, but artificial constructs created by strong negative emotions. In other words: thought forms.
When you begin the work of magick, phantoms may become curious or interested in your and your work. They may disrupt meditations, or masquerade as gods, angels, or alien life. They are often seen on psychedelic trips by those who cannot break through the lower astral plane.
This is why banishing rituals are so important, and why focus and willpower is so important.
Furthermore, there are also powerful, evil forces in the Universe. Not mere phantoms, but incarnate beings who have lost their purpose, or drifted into stagnancy. These are usually beings of the 4D. They are powerful enough to have spiritual power, but have not awakened to 5D yet.
While they cannot hinder most magicians, they can and do keep humanity within spiritual slavery.
However, I gather from my visions that sometimes these beings can be very powerful and of much higher level, comparable even to 6th or 7th vibration beings.
Why? I have no idea.
My hypothesis is: these beings ascended at some point, but then fell back into ignorance and darkness. After all, look at how many well meaning politicians and freedom fighters turn into dictators once they rise to power, forgetting all their ideals. It must be the same with these dark beings or planets who, despite great spiritual development, have developed a blockage in their system of Chakras. For beings so powerful, the effects of such a karmic blockage must be great too.
I have another hypothesis: that all these dark beings, from phantoms to devils, are some sort of astral construct. These are not real beings at all, but rather projections, and they are like the enemies in video games, being used to test humanity and help us to develop our power.
At least, these are some possibilities I’ve considered. I don’t dwell on these forces for too long, since I don’t want to empower them.
What I Think about Earth
I have often got the sense that the Earth is an experiment.
Here’s what I’m 70% certain of: there’s no such thing as a ‘human’. Or rather, human souls do not belong to a single soul tribe, or spiritual category.
I think what usually happens is, most planets have a group of souls that have similar heritage, and are present on a similar level of vibration. Like this Ophanim planet I dreamt of.
But Earth is different. I remember there was some new age book that stated that most planets have a very narrow range of beings who live there, spanning across about 2-3 levels only. So, the most evolved beings on these planets would have maybe 2-3 chakras.
For example, if a planets is very intellectual, the most evolved beings there shall have throat, mind and crown chakra. Other planets are more animalistic or material, and beings may have the root, sacral, and solar plexus chakra.
But Earth is unique, because it extends across all 7 bands of vibration. So, we have insects and microbes living in the same place as ascended masters. And the human body contains all 7 chakras. This means that even a low ranking soul can incarnate here and have vivid, 7th chakra experiences. It means very high ranking souls can incarnate here and be forced to satisfy lower chakra energies like hunger and sexual desire.
Many of us magicians have so much trouble because we are high vibrational beings, forced to interact with root and sacral chakra energies. Certainly, any person who meditates regularly will understand the challenge. Going into deep meditation and then suddenly coming down and having to do daily chores can be a whiplash.
The mystic Ram Dass once described how he would be in deep meditating, experiencing oneness with the cosmos and seeing Gods, and the next moment he would come crashing down to Earth, checking his gas and trying to start his car.
On this planet, alongside humans, are also plants, animals, minerals and also demigods and fae. Within humanity itself are souls of very diverse spiritual heritage, and this causes conflicts. Each group thinking that they are the ‘correct’ ones, wage spiritual, cultural and material wars against each other. Additionally, Earth has beings that are aligned to both light and darkness. This further complicates the picture. Earth is almost like a free for all.
It’s like the unranked mutiplayer mode in an otherwise single player game, where players from all stages can jump in and test their skills with minimal rules.
Why? I feel that it is all because of the 8th Chakra.
I hypothesise that the 8th Chakra, the fruit of life, can only manifest and flourish when all 7 chakras are present. It requires a complete circulation of energy across all 7 frequencies. This would mean that only a planet like Earth can facilitate true spiritual awakening.
Further, I theorise that the more suffering that one endures, the greater or faster is one’s spiritual development. Conflict is needed to generate spiritual energy. Spiritual energy is released when two opposing forces clash against each other. This is not just a spiritual law, but also a law of physics.
After all, how is electricity generated? When electrons move from a place of high potency to low potent.
Think about breeze, and how it is only possible when a high pressure atmosphere is next to a low pressure atmosphere, causing wind to move. Why do you burn your hand when you grasp a hot cup of coffee? Because energy is moving from something hot, which is the cup, into something cool, which is your hand. If both were the same temperature, there would be no flow of energy.
And why the diversity of beings? I imagine it is a privilege to be incarnate here in Earth, and so beings contest for the right to be here. Even those who are enlightened descend here to witness the great experiment. Perhaps only a few planets in the Universe exhibit 8 frequencies. Imagine, a planet where a demigod can descend into the lowest vibration of matter, and indulge in simple desires like eating, drinking or having sex. I’ve also heard that Earth is a resting or healing place for many such evolved souls.
But I think this privilege comes with great responsibility. Hence, highly evolved beings must agree to perform some important actions on this planet, in order to have a cycle of incarnations here. You agree to play a role in the experiment.
These are just some of my thoughts about planet Earth. And I also think that the planet Earth, itself, is going through her own evolution, on a much higher level than we can imagine.
While it is a free for all, it is clear that the planet goes through periods when one or another energy dominates. For a rather long time, Earth has been very conducive to 3rd and 4th vibration frequencies. Hence, it has been very comfortable and conducive to planets, animals and people who exist within a feudal structure. Meanwhile, 5th and 6th vibration beings were generally in the background, observing, and at times being persecuted.
But now the Earth is evolving. And as such, it is getting warmer. ‘Global warming’ is nothing but the alchemical furnace heating up. And so you see, the extinction of various animal and plant species. Note, how many animals going extinct are the carnivorous type, or the type that consume more energy than they produce.
It is not a matter of good or evil. The souls of those beings have completed their work. The ‘species’ or category of forms, now unneeded, are being dispensed with. Animals and plants have their own karmic laws.
As for humanity, as the vibration of the Earth increases, the climate gets warmer. Humans develop higher metabolism, and eat lighter foods, especially what we would call ‘sattvic’ foods.
People ditch ‘dense’ foods which are more suited to cold climate, and this change in diet will cause a change in spiritual energy. Notice the break down of communal forms of government for more individual and democratic ones. After all, in a cold climate people live closer together, while in a warmer climate people are more likely to disperse, and spend more time outdoors.
Notice the changing architecture and urban environments, as industrial life and warmer climate favors lighter colors, natural building materials, and the reliance on renewable resources over unrenewable ones. If global warming keeps up, soon very few cities will have dark stone, asphalt or concrete, because these trap heat.
As the magnetic field of Earth weakens and we are exposed to more solar radiation, along with radiation from electronics, and also the increase of microplastics and other toxins, it will also cause Souls with a higher level of mental, physical and spiritual fitness to remain on the planet, and for the body and mind to either adapt to these energies and get stronger, or simply die off. Notice how souls who cannot withstand the high energy of solar radiation, and also an increasingly open and free culture, are slowly departing this Earth.
Does this sound harsh? Do I sound like a fascist?
That is not my intention. It’s only something i’m observing. I, for one, notice that the increase of solar radiation in the atmosphere causes an increase in magical power, or of higher thought. It’s because I know how it feels to tap into the higher chakras. Only a very strong, and healthy body can withstand the energy.
It’s been 4200 years. Those beings who still haven’t learned their lessons yet may as well leave. Let them incarnate on other planets, more suited to medieval and dogmatic ways of thinking. I refuse to live in a feudalistic, communal and closely packed environment just so less evolved souls feel safe and comfortable. Not anymore.
Perhaps Mother Earth has also had enough, and thus she pushes for her own evolution, getting warmer and warmer, and lighter. A lot of new agers, failing to read omens, say that Mother Earth is dying. I say she is being reborn.
It’s the middle path but not how we understand it. Rather than pulling away from both directions, they seem instead to push. The Middle path does not seem to one of avoiding the extremes, but rather of upholding them simultaneously.
The Gods will tell you that shadow forces are trying to control the world, and that you must stand against them and uphold the rights of the weak and the vulnerable. But then they’ll tell not to hate the rich and powerful, because they have manifested that wealth and power for themselves.
They’ll tell you that society is hierarchical, and humanity is to be led by a spiritual aristocracy, or an ‘upper caste’. But then they tell you that every single person on Earth is worthy of this privilege.
They’ll tell you to quit your addictions and live a clean, and healthy life. And then one day they’ll aggressively push you to buy a certain bottle of strong alcohol and offer it to the Divine. They’ll tell you that inner peace is a lie, and that the conflict of energies against each other causes growth and evolution. Then they’ll tell you to forgive all your enemies. They’ll give you an enormous and complicated transmission of spiritual knowledge, then tell you not to overthink it and just leave it alone for a while.
I suppose what makes them Gods, or 7th vibration beings, is that they don’t really see duality. To them, there is no ‘problem’ or thing that is not meant to happen. They see everything as happening in line with everything else, and everything develops and unfolds naturally as it needs to, as cause and effect. There is no ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ action, but just action and consequence of action. It’s all up to you, what action you want to take and what result you desire. That’s the ‘magickal’ mode of thinking. You decide what you want, and then you figure out how to attain it, and what consequences, if any, will follow. No whining about the state of the world, or what is and isn’t possible. In theory, everything is possible….
So yeah, i’ll let you guys know when I figure out levitation 🙂
What is Magick exactly
In my opinion, magick is a science.
In a simple sense, it is the art of manifesting your will, and all that usual stuff.
But what is it exactly. How does it precisely work?
Magick is the art and science of directing energy. What is ‘energy’?
Attention.
Attention applied over a certain span of Time is energy. It’s almost mathematical.
Attention x Time = Energy.
Light means giving attention. Darkness means to not give attention. When you pay attention to something over a period of time, it causes that thing to grow. When you ignore something, it causes that thing to shrink. That is the meaning of light and darkness, or creation and destruction.
Different esoteric traditions, or ‘systems’ of magick are simply different technologies for directing this energy. Some are man made while others originate from other sources. Most of them involve aligning elemental energies with planets and zodiacal signs, and using the sun, moon or earth as a battery.
Why does magick exist? I really don’t know. Why would something like this exist, and humanity not have access to it?
My theory is that humanity has not yet developed its own system of magick, because many here on this planet have not yet learned to control their energy.
So, it gets controlled for them. And those of us who can do magick are also souls who have, thus far, relied on the constructs of other, higher races. And so, we require the aid of deities or demigods in order to do most magick. But, through sustained discipline and practice, many of us can reach the level required where we can do independent magick. This means, using one’s own system of magick that does not rely upon deities. A truly human, or earthly technology. I feel that we are currently living in a century where such forms of magick will first emerge, and soon it is even possible that people will be able to do magick or accomplish what we call ‘miracles’ outside of a religious context, without the aid of deities or other spiritual beings. One may see it as the dawn of spiritual puberty for humanity.
I don’t think that, till this point, any such tradition has existed on a mass scale. At best, certain very, very highly evolved individuals have managed to accomplish these tasks.
And for such individuals, I feel that they maintain a very high state of spiritual, physical and mental purity in order to do ‘real’ magick, such as transmuting objects or levitation. This could be because the vibration of our planet is so dense. As the density lessens and we move out of the Dark Age, perhaps ritual purity and abstinence will not be required for operations of high magick.
For some reason, I feel like speaking about Babaji.
Who is Babaji? He is the living incarnation of Yoga. He is one of the immortal ascended masters who remain incarnate upon the Earth in material form, and is said to preside in the Himalayas. While I have never had the chance to see him for myself (yet), I have had visions of him. I have, however, seen the Count of St Germain with my own eyes, which makes me believe that these other ascended masters are indeed around.
These guys are unique. While many ascended masters remain on Earth in light bodies (or so I’m told), some have retained their physical form.
As in, you could meet them as normal people. Not as beings of light, but as actual beings of matter.
Babaji is described in some detail in the book Autobiography of a Yogi, since Parmahamsa Yogananda apparently met him face to face, as did his master Yukteshwar Giri, and his master in turn, Lahiri Mahasya was directly initiated by Babaji.
Babaji, I think, is a magician in the most literal sense. And stories of him are proof, at least for me, that magick is not only real, but is meant to be effortless. It is not complicated, but simple. And humanity is not as lost as we imagine.
Within this century, I am told, we will see our species begin to colonise the solar system. I am told that technological progress shall free most people from physical labour, and give them the time to turn inwards, and focus on self development and growth. I am told about the rise of highly developed city states, extremely disruptive and democratic technologies, and the widespread use of practical magick.
Once upon a time, I was so sick of mundane, material life, that I was ready to give it all up and become an actual hermit. The plan was to go become a monk and live in an ashram. After all, I live in a country that made it possible.
It was then that I awoke in the middle of the night. Thin threads of golden light were pouring out of my forehead. I then realised I was neither lucid dreaming nor hallucinating. This was not like other spiritual expereimces where I see with my mind’s eye. No, this was one of those where it was happening in waking consciousness.
I’ve taken to calling these threads as ‘golden ether’, as opposed to silver ether, which manifests as specks of white light. More about in my book that’s releasing this month.
The threads formed into a man. It was St Germain. It was one of the three times I would see him. He urged me to remain in my country, to remain in my city, and continue to work. if I left, he said I would fail to regenerate “my nation and my race”.
This was years ago. However, when I left India a few months back, I had a dream about Babaji. He congratulated me on finding my path, and told me his real name.
His name, to anyone wondering, is an archaic Indo European term, and sounds like a mix between Sanskrit and Romanian. This further proves that he was born sometime around the 15th century, as sources claim. I won’t tell you the name, but I can tell you that it means ‘plough’ in one of the Indo European languages. Likely, he was named in some dialect of Prakrit which no longer exists, before the influence of Persian and Arabic upon North India.
Others that I have witnessed in waking consciousness are Archangel Gabriel, Cain (yes, that Cain), and Horus. But Horus did not manifest in physical form, rather as a dust storm so unimaginably strong it almost ripped out trees by their roots. This happened right after an invocation of him.
Once, the goddess Kaali began to manifest before me. But I was not ready, and got so scared that the manifestation stopped. After that, I have yearned to see it. I have promised that I’m ready, and asked for it several times. But the goddess comes only when she pleases, and I may have missed my chance.
All this further make me feel magick is much more powerful than people realise, and it is meant to be used.
Spiritual Ascension and the Body
I have some theories about the body and how it works in a spiritual sense. I also have some theories about how this relates to modern physics. This will be explained in depth in my upcoming book.
But plainly, the body is fourfold. There is the physical body, etheric body, astral body and causal body. Each ‘body’ is a vehicle for a certain kind of mind. So, there is the animal mind, the conscious mind, the subconscious mind and the creative mind. Four bodies, and four minds. 8 Chakras.
Each chakra is divided into 8. Thus, 64 chakras. This creates the Mandala of 64 divisions.
Each division or group 8 can be collectively signified by 1. In a mandala you’d see 72 divisions. But really, it is 8 divisions further divided into 64. So, it’s not really 72 angels, but rather 64 angels, with each ‘choir’ of 8 being rules by a ninth. 64+8=72.
This mandala is a blueprint of your inner self. Each of these 64 divisions represent an aspect of the Divine mind. They can also be categorized by tarot cards. Spiritual evolution is the process of filling each of these with light. To be an enlightened being is to have unfolded your energy into all 64 divisions of the Mandala.
But this cannot be done in isolation. So, the Soul must incarnate into this material, dualistic world. The ‘unfolding’ of these 64 divisions requires the other. Things outside oneself, such as other people, circumstances, events, emotions, and all manner of spirits, beings and sense objects. Descent into duality is required for spiritual evolution.
And the work cannot be done over a single lifetime. So, multiple incarnations are required.
As the soul comes to embody more and more of the mandala, with each embodiment being like an ‘avatar’ of that Soul, its chakras open up and it becomes more and more evolved.
At the end, the Soul would fully embody this mandala, and thus become a fractal replica of the Divine mandala itself, which is the blueprint. A God in its own right.
But if each being is a perfect replica, does that mean there is no individual difference? Do we lose our sense of self?
No. Because each mandala has a central piece. And this central pieces, this ’65th division’, is completely unique. This defines that particular soul.
There are mandalas within mandalas. Each soul itself belongs to a greater collective, who together form a great God, and every great God could form part of an even greater God.
Thus, we have deities. But often we also encounter groups and groups of groups. For example, the various angelic choirs which, in many traditions, are treated like a God itself.
But the individuality is never lost.
Another thing I choose to believe in, is paradise. I was told that there is indeed such a thing as heaven. The gathering of Souls. A place at the beginning and end of time, where all beings of this universe come together and dwell in perfect union.
The Archangel Michael said “imagine a great field, where all souls are equal. Imagine living there in eternal happiness. There is no boredom, nor fatigue. Imagine being with all the souls you have ever loved, and spending every day doing what you have always enjoyed. Imagine being happy forever, and always living in the light of the Creator. And whenever a soul desires, they may descend back into the Universe, or create their own. There is no death”
Sounds idealistic right? He said “have the courage to believe in this”.
Believing in a nihilistic vision of the Universe is easy. It takes true courage to believe in Paradise.
That’s what I think the goal is.
Speaking of Chakras, we have 24, or 3 sets of 8
The first ‘set’ extends from the top of the head to the base of the spine. Energy enters from the Root and exits through the Crown.
The second set extends horizontally, from the left to the right palm. Energy enters through the left hand, and exits through the right.
The third set is along the feet. Energy enters through the feet, travels up the legs and exits through the groin. In a weird way, the excretory organs represent the ‘crown’ of this third set.
Speaking of feet chakras, I was told that the ‘feet chakra’ rules money. It is called the ‘earth chakra’, and it exists on the feet itself.
They told me that this chakra tends to get clogged with energy, especially when people sit for extended periods of time. The method to unclog this chakra is to tap your feet on the floor.
I was told that this is why dance, especially dance where the feet are tapped or ‘thumped’ on the floor, are so important in many cultures. These days, they exist but most people do not practice them. Hence, most people do not have money.
Thus, Arabs and Jews tend to have a lot of money. I was told that another reason Jews have money is because they audibly pray in Hebrew. During this prayer, Hebrew godnames (which are words of power) are spoken.
The audible recitation of Words of Power charges the food with energy. Christians do so to, but silently. Nonetheless, it has some power. It would be more powerful if the prayers were in a sacred language, utilizing magical words.
Do you know why Leprechauns have pots of gold and do tap dancing? Because an ancient Irish mystic asked to know the secret of wealth. And a nature spirit appeared before him, dancing with its feet and showing a pot of gold. It was trying to convey that dancing or thumping the feet would clear the energetic channel that manifests material wealth.
This has become misconstrued as Leprechauns, tap dancing and pots of gold.
The Projection of Comfort
Let me now recount what the spirits have told me about the ‘trap’, about ‘sin’ and how exactly we get stuck in the material world. The knowledge is quite simple.
I was told about something the spirits call ‘anima’. This is not in the Jungian sense of the word.
Remember what we said about ‘energy’? How it is attention over a period of time?
There are many kinds of energy within the human body, but this one in particular was called Logos. It is the manifestation of the energy of Mercury, a union of time and attention. This is what they call the ‘Bird of Hermes’.
When the logos is projected at something, and then sustained, it comes into manifestation. This is the nature of Mercury’s energy, and thus why Mercury is the lord of magick. Magicians, after all, make the greatest use of this type of energy.
However, this energy is merely a channel. Mercury is the smallest of the planets, representing the outermost, or most surface level ‘shell’ of the energetic body. As I understand, it is the planet of the Root chakra. The logos creates a passage or ‘tunnel’, which then allows deeper spiritual energy to travel through into an object.
Thus, when we pay sustained attention to something, we are literally investing a portion of our own, creative energy into it. This creative energy belongs to Venus, and resides in the Sacral chakra. This energy governs our pleasure, our comfort and our sense of home, family and community. The spirits called this energy, simply as Anima.
They said this: the anima is our inner sense of comfort. We have a lot of it as children, because we have a a regimented life.
Most of us have families, homes and schools. Many of us are even lucky enough to have a stable home, a loving family and a school life that’s uneventful, more or less. Thus, our sense of security and safety is assured. Even those with turbulent childhoods will find something to latch their anima onto, such as a celebrity, books or cartoons, a trusted teacher or friend, or a special place like a park or an attic. Whatever it is, it gives us our sense of ‘home’.
But then something changes. As we grow older, much of that feeling of home is stripped away. After spending 14 years at school, we leave it behind. We move out from our family homes, we leave behind childhood hobbies and interests, or simply outgrow them. And then, that anchor for the anima is broken.
This is the coming of spiritual maturity. The individual is now given power over their own anima. When you become an adult, you are free from many societal rules. You can now choose what to eat, what to wear, how to live and what to do. Along with this, your power over the logos and anima is restored too.
Let me give a better example. Do you ever have a long, tiring or chaotic day at work or at college and can’t wait to “get back” home. What do you actually feel in that moment? You basically want to “reset” or “be at ease”. Usually, you’re looking forward to some activity, something that makes you feel ‘alright’ again. It is like returning to your ‘normal’, or ‘feeling okay’.
Maybe you want to eat something you often eat, or look forward to a shower and to watching your favorite show or series in your bed, or speak to loved ones, or go to your local park, or immerse yourself in the game you often play.
When I was riding the train, they directed my attention to a man glued to his phone. They said “he pours his anima into the device”.
In other words, the individual seeks comfort. For them, the content in the smartphone has become the new anchor. It is now the thing that makes them feel ‘alright’.
This is the trap. The three lower chakras are the greatest traps that bind humanity, and hinder spiritual evolution. The first, of course, is projecting the logos onto things we don’t want. This is nothing new. If you focus on negative thoughts, people and events all the time, your life will be generally negative. Your life is made of what you focus on.
But the same can be said for the anima. It can become a trap too.
Should we release these anchors? Well, let me explain through an example.
Over the past 6 months, I had an experience where I was in a very expensive place with not much access to my money. Basically, in a foreign country with no bank account, and I couldn’t make one because my residence papers and ID hadn’t come in yet. And then, due to some absurd technicality, my ID got delayed by a month. So I couldn’t even get a permanent SIM card, and so I had no internet when I was traveling by train.
It placed me in a very weird situation. I only had physical cash, and not much of it. I had to be very careful what I spent it on and I couldn’t buy anything online. If I wanted something, I had to go find a store that sold it, and make a physical trip to that store. Lack of access to my money also meant I couldn’t travel through any means but the local train, and during the rides I couldn’t watch youtube videos or scroll social media. I couldn’t use vending machines, and couldn’t buy snacks.
I had a lot of work, and so I didn’t have much time to play videos games. I had to be up early often so I never had time to drink alcohol either, as early morning hangovers on a busy day are unpleasant. No space nor time to do magick rituals either. Plus, since I was out all day, I didn’t have much of a chance to have coffee. I am very temperamental about the quality of my coffee, and as it happened I could only have one cup in the mornings. By the time I got back, it was too late for a second cup.
The cherry on top was lack of access to usual Indian snacks and sweets.
All my ‘anchors’ were suddenly stripped away from me.
In that moment, around the end of the first month, I experienced a deep depression and anxiety. I realised that I had, for decades, relied on sugar, coffee, alcohol, social media, games and until recently, erotic imagery, to get me through my day. There always had to be a burst of dopamine, a sense of comfort, a ‘nice thing’ to look forward to. It was my coping mechanism for life itself.
And I’m a very healthy person. I eat clean and work out a lot. But still, at the end of each day, I would have maybe an ice cream. I’d have McDonald’s once or twice a month, or a grilled cheese sandwich when I felt like it. Although I don’t eat processed food, I’d eat sweets once a week. I’d play games every few days, and start every morning by relaxing with some youtube videos. I was used to my cups of coffee.
I realised that even during times of fasting and spiritual purity, or in times of great hardship, there was at least one ‘anchor’ for my anima. At the end of it all, I was always with my family. I always had my own room, my bathroom and my own privacy. But currently I’m in a shared apartment with other people. So, even my final refuge, which was sitting in my room by myself and getting lost in fantastical thoughts, or taking a long hot shower, was closed to me.
And at first it was brutal. It was like being a baby who has just been born, and starts wailing because it has been stripped away from the peace and comfort of the womb. It was like being a toddler being forced to leave the safety of home and go to school for the first time. It was like being a prisoner being released after serving a long sentence, and having no idea what to do with the freedom.
It was particularly startling when I realised how much I had become used to my phone, and how odd it felt to have no virtual escape.
And then, a weird transformation happened in my consciousness. Anxiety was the anima energy not having anywhere to go, depression was the anima withdrawing inside due to lack of expression.
And then, with nowhere else to anchor itself, my anima underwent a great change. It rooted itself in my stomach, and my sacral chakra was no longer empty. I began to crave less, and I began to enjoy almost all daily activities. I generally felt happy most of the time, and worry disappeared. Work and art began to feel more rewarding. Finally, I began to stop desiring my “reset”. At the end of the day, there was really nothing to look forward to, except the next day. There was no ‘escape’, nothing that separated my busy, outer life filled with work and people, and my inner, private life. The days and weeks began to blur. I started to see time how our ancestors did: as continuous. Ultimately, what really breaks up our day is our division of work, rest and leisure. And an interesting point is that I was so busy, my sleep schedule got a little messed up. My routine showers, exercise and meal times became a bit random, and no longer as routine as i’d like.
The division began to break down.
Slowly and steadily, my anima and my vitality returned to me. My magick and spiritual expereinces became much more powerful.
See, it’s not about addictions or screens or about some particular ‘thing’ that is good or evil. It’s just a matter of energy.
Now, I have more time and money again. I play games, but not so often. I drink, but rarely. I still eat junk food, but on special days. I still consume media, but only the things I care about. I no longer watch videos on the train, I no longer have my stash of snacks or beer. I really don’t care anymore. I feel less aroused. Beer makes me feel tired, and doesn’t intoxicate me as powerfully anymore, and coffee makes me jittery. Magick seems easy, and knowledge and insight comes more freely. I’m now able to bring forth, more clearly, the energies of the third chakra, the Solar Plexus, ruled by Mars the lord of victory.
This is what they wanted to show me, when they showed me the man glued to the phone. It’s not about the phone. They told me that everyone, including magicians, is constantly seeking comfort. And when they seek comfort, they pour their anima into the object of comfort, be it foods, drugs, media, alcohol, or even so called healthy activities like exercise, fitness, or travel.
Anything that becomes our refuge from reality is, itself, a trap. That is the meaning of Sin. That is what it means, when they say Adam and Eve ‘fell’ from the garden of Eden, and gained the knowledge of good and evil
They fell into duality. They separated the world into good and bad, into pain and pleasure, into comfort and hardship. They broke the union of Mars and Venus. The anima got projected outwards. The creative energy of Mars, robbed of Venus, becomes obsessive and warlike. It competes, it desires things. Mars desires his lost Venus, as the Arthurian knights desired the Holy Grail, and all our energy is directed towards that lost sense of home, peace and comfort. We seek it outside ourselves.
The god Ares is of Thracian origin, which was one of the many pre-Hellenic cultures in southern Europe and the Near East. In the temples of Ares, they used to keep his statue bound in chains.
The Oracle told the Thracians that if they could bind Ares and keep him chained, he would transform from the war god, into the ‘giver of fruits’. In other words, a God of manifestation and attainment.
In other words, when the Anima, or Venusian energy is situated in the Sacral chakra, one finds peace and comfort within themselves. No longer seeking it in sense objects, the competitive energy of Mars, in the Solar Plexus, also becomes rooted within and transforms into creative energy. The passion for life ignites again.
And that is what Hindu doctrine means, when it says give up sense objects. Not that you have to withdraw from the world and become an ascetic, but to stop seeking your comfort and joy in things outside yourself. Rather, recognise that the joy and love originates inside, and the things we desire are simply gateways to that feeling. It is we who invest them with power.
When these three Chakras become aligned, one can manifest. The creative energy rises in the Solar Plexus, is raised into the highest vibration within the Sacral chakra, and then directed or focused via the Root Chakra.
As it were, Mars pours his blood into the Holy Grail, held aloft by Venus, who then gives it to Mercury, who uses it to create magick.
And this, then, is how we escape the trap of the dark, material world without shunning it.
Atlantis, Lemuria and Aliens
I realise I’ve never openly spoken about these topics before. So let me set the record straight about which “conspiracies” I believe in and why, so people can stop messaging me about the Nephilim or MK Ultra or any of the other nonsense.
First, know that I’m not American. As such, I grew up in a country where government oppression is more….blunt. As in, thugs show up at your house and beat the shit out of you. No Mk Ultra needed when you have a big, painful stick.
This, I feel, is the main difference between the East and the West. In the West, people are fooled and led mainly through psy-ops, propaganda, disinformation campaigns etc. In the East, oppression is more physical and traditional. It happens through straight up violence, riots, acts of terrorism or plain old repressive laws.
It would be beneficial if Eastern people could learn to understand what propaganda is and how it works. It would be good is Western people can understand how oppression can sometimes be simple and blunt, and not require elaborate schemes.
Anyway, onto conspiracies.
First, I dismiss completely 99% of all conspiracies, which seem to me to be distractions.
Here is my rule of thumb: if the truth is “out there”, it’s not the truth.
If an evil, shadowy government of reptiles was running the world, and trying to keep hidden, and have the amount of power people claim they have, they would absolutely NEVER allow it to be such widespread public discourse.
If the Illuminati was real and as powerful as people claim they are, you and I would not even know of that term. My computer would simply shut down as I type this.
So my suggestion for dealing with conspiracy theories, or just any information is a simple 3-fold approach.
First, ask: what is the source of this information?
Second, ask: how does the person sharing this information, benefit from it?
Third, ask: what are the implications of this information being true? Would this information, if it were true, really be so easy to acquire?
Would a planet ruled by aliens really have so many UFO conspiracy theorists publicly talking about it? And why are so many of them former intelligence operatives?
Why would this random American from a small town be contacted by ascended masters and made into the sole prophet for humanity? And why is it that he or she sells so many books about their teachings?
Where did this info come from? Oh, it appears to have originated on reddit. Or it came from a ultra-religious 16th century religious sect who had a very clear agenda.
These 3 simple checks let you dismiss almost all conspiracy theories.
Take UFOs for example. At this stage, it seems more likely that 90% of all UFO whistle blowers are US government operatives, who have been paid to lie about aliens and keep people distracted, and provide a cover story for secret weapons testing, or other programs.
I remember, on Indian social media, there is this very popular picture that circulates. In the picture, you see a wall with many vaguely Indian looking carvings, and one of the images clearly shows a man riding a bicycle.
So people use this to claim that bicycles existed in ‘ancient’ India.
The word ‘ancient’ I’ve found, does a lot of heavy lifting these days. Anything from 10,000 BCE to the 15th century is apparently ‘ancient’.
I decided, once, to actually look into a story. The wall with the carvings is, in fact, an art piece from the 1920s. It is a clay door made by a Nigerian artist, titled ‘village scene’, and not an ancient carving in a Hindu temple.
The worst part of all this is, it distracts from the 10% of conspiracies that are likely to be true. As I said, it is very likely that 90% of this stuff is spread intentionally to confuse people and muddy the waters, but a small percentage is likely true.
People so busy looking for ancient giants and UFOs, that they forget about logging operations in the Amazon, or about less exotic stories about real ‘supernatural’ phenomena.
If you really, badly wanted to believe in a conspiracy theory, you would start with Dr John Dee and Edward Kelly.
Here are two real alchemists, invited personally by none other than Rudolf II, the Holy Roman Emperor himself, connected to Queen Elizabeth. They almost definitely had real interactions with William Shakespeare. Enochian is a real language, and unlike anything ever seen. It has tremendous magical power, and almost no explanations exist that can simply ‘debunk’ the whole thing.
The more you look into it, the more it seems that John Dee really was visited by Angels and given a magical alphabet.
But how many people know about Dr John Dee? Few. And half the times when he is mentioned in conspiracy circles, it is in the context of the Book of Enoch, which doesn’t actually have anything to do with the Enochian alphabet itself!
I am also skeptical of a lot of new age lore, though not all of it. I don’t like the material where some individual claims to be the main source of the knowledge, or declares themselves a prophet, or material which seems to be tied down by some specific political or social ideology.
So with all that complaining, let me get down to what parts I do believe.
First, I do believe in Atlantis. But not as a city.
Rather, I was told that when we say ‘Atlantis’, we are referring to a former ‘state of civilisation’. Basically our civilisation is not the first on Earth. Prior to our present civilisation, there was Atlantean civilisation.
It simply refers to a former set of zodiacal cycles, before the present ones. What we call ‘Lemuria’ or ‘Mu’, represents civilisation prior to that.
I feel that the people who inhabited these civilisations belonged to a different soul collective. As a new soul collective begins to incarnate on this Earth, the previous one departs or ascends. One day, we may be the Atlanteans, departing the Earth, having finished our work within this vibration, and leaving the planet to a new collective of souls.
I’ve had visions and dreams where I saw myself as a scholar, who along with others, visited a large city with great pyramids. We scholars had gone there to receive information and wisdom from the old masters.
The city had an imperial grandeur, and was made of white stones. But in my dream, there were whispers that the lower levels were starting to flood, but by this time the society had become too decadent for anyone to care or notice.
I may not have seen things exactly as they were. Perhaps my brain was simply reading the energies in a way that I could understand. But this previous state of civilisation and culture is what I’d call Atlantis.
What about Mu, or Lemuria? I’m not sure I’ve ever seen it. It is said to predate Atlantis, ad I have never felt any energies or had any dreams or visions about it.
I have seen something that came AFTER Atlantis though, because it felt more recent. Maybe it was Mu. It was a very advanced, highly sophisticated society which made extensive use of robots and artificial intelligence.
I won’t go into details for now, because it’s too much for this article, but this one ended with large scale persecution of magicians and sank under the Earth. Not water, but Earth. I say people escaping into caverns that led into underground cities, and then I saw the entrances being destroyed and buried.
So yes, I do believe in ancient civilisations. I also believe that some ‘technology’ from these time periods is still lying about.
I believe that many of our ‘ritual implements’ are made to mimic these real technologies.
Next, Aliens.
I do believe in Aliens. But as I said, I distinguish between Aliens and Gods.
See, I’m not in favour of having a ‘one size fits all’ explanation. For example, I don’t think every single unexplained phenomena is due to aliens. But I do think there are many aliens.
The Watchers have appeared to me with translucent white bodies, as have my ancestors. My theory is that their bodies are made of white ether, while ascended masters have bodies of gold ether. The Watchers call themselves ‘beings of light’, and distinguish themselves from us, whom they call ‘beings of matter’.
I will say, encountering perfected beings like Gods and Archangelsm, is very different from encountering other spiritual beings who are not Gods.
Encountering the Watchers or even ancestors can be a rather unsettling, or even unpleasant experience. It is very different from Gods and Archangels, who radiate a lot of love and wisdom, and seem to have a very deep level of insight.
While I do believe in aliens, I also believe in spirits, elementals and other beings. I also don’t treat ‘aliens’ as a single set of beings. I think there are many variables at work here. Yes, there are beings from other planets, but also those from higher or lower dimensions, and so on.
There is also a possibility that there are other humanoid beings on Earth who aren’t alien at all, but originated here itself. The “fae” are what I put in this category.
I don’t use psychedelics. However, my understanding is this: a psychedelic plant is basically a manifestation of some particular astral plane. So, different plants correspond to different astral planes, and taking them can help you perceive the plane where it originated.
I don’t think any of these can take you to the truly high planes, but I do think beings from those high planes can come down and visit you on the astral. I don’t see psychedelics alone as an authentic spiritual path, but maybe used in the context of shamanic spiritual traditions.
I don’t think the Earth is hollow. But, I do think there are cities under the Earth, where ascended masters, or other races dwell. I also think such cities exist on high mountain tops.
Again, I ask you to stop thinking of everything in purely material terms. This is the problem with conspiracy theories, they push everything into the purely 3D, visible realm. Perhaps you cannot see them physically, but they could be etheric, or simply hidden from view.
When it comes to miracles performed by great yogis and prophets, I believe them almost completely. Here’s a fun little video by Ram Dass, describing some of the miracles performed by his guru, Neem Karoli baba. I find this video to be very enjoyable, and I highly encourage watching it. It creates very pleasant and high vibrations.
Now on to secret societies.
I think many of them are BS, but some of them have truths and secrets we cannot even imagine.
I do believe that the Golden Dawn, some Masonic lodges, some Tantric sects and other Near and Middle Eastern brotherhoods have or had authentic artifacts.
Perhaps man made like the Philosopher’s stone, perhaps from some ancient civilisation, perhaps even alien. I also think that some many not have artefacts, but have real, powerful esoteric knowledge and rituals of initiation. I think they are important and should continue to exist. Even the ones which are more secular and mundane play an important role, and empower many individuals.
I don’t consider them cults, because they often have a great diversity of thought, and give their members a lot of freedom in how they want to express themselves, and remain free of dogma.
I do not believe in the shadow governments or the illuminati or the reptillians. But I do think that there are, indeed, powerful and misguided organisations who want to control the world. Some do it purely out of greed, some out of a sense of entitlement and superiority, some because they think they are ‘saving the planet’, and some which are run by genuinely bitter and resentful individuals.
However, the people who run them are, at the end of the day, people. They should not be idealised or demonised.
Cain was human, Judas was human, Hitler was human and many of the present day ‘villains’ are humans. They are souls who have incarnated to pursue their spiritual evolution as well. Even if they were aliens or genuine demons, this would not change. Each was born from the divine essence, each is bound to the laws of karma, and each is fallible. When we understand this, we free ourselves from fear.
I would add a final, fourth question when dealing with conspiracies. Ask yourself: does this benefit or concern me in anyway?
If it does not, leave it be and move along.
I will write more about these topics at a later date.
Purpose and Desires
Here’s a little axiom for you: you serve what you desire.
Imagine everything that you want. Money, power, love. Sugar, alchohol, drugs, fame and peace.
Let us say each one of these is a ‘god’. A deity, or idol. Whatever it is that you desire, that is the thing that has power over you.
Some of you may have wondered: if there are in fact hostile alien races on Earth, and they are very advanced, how come they are able to rule over or control humanity?
I’m sure many of you are aware that in this Universe, free will is absolute. Scriptures speak of how even an evil spirit requires your permission to enter your body or possess you.
Gandhi once said, controversially, that when there is oppression, it is with the consent of the oppressed. According to him, if the oppressed simply revoke their consent, the oppression will stop. He recommended non cooperation as the most effective method.
In laws and ethics, consent is extremely important. For example, a case is sometimes made that if a person is being abused or bullied, then they need to make it clear that they aren’t okay with it. That’s why such a big deal is made about “saying no”. When you don’t deny consent, that can sometimes be seen as giving consent. Of course, non consent isn’t always vocal, and laws are always being amended to account for this.
But the point is clear: consent is sacred. It is extremely important. To violate the law of free will is a spiritual crime. It brings about very harsh karmic punishment.
So how can some advanced alien race, apparently possessing spiritual powers, control humanity? How could an evolved being, even if it is evil, violate such a sacred and cosmic law?
That’s just it, they can’t.
Even evil beings, having reached such a high level of ascension, would not violate the law of free will. So you need not worry so much about mind control. It is simply not possible within this Universe. The more evolved a species, the less able they are to practice mind control. We, humanity, cannot even mind control an ant or a bug, even with all our technology. How would an alien control you with simple psychic waves?
So the answer is clear, and it was explained to me like this.
My spirit guides told me: imagine a person desires power, or knowledge, or maybe alien technology. They come across some powerful alien race that can give this to them, but only on the condition that they serve the alien. In this way, the person desiring the alien technology, would willingly become subservient to the alien. No mind control is needed, nor is free will violated. Those who serve evil powers do so willingly. Even fear can be used, because in this case the person desires safety. Of course, a fearful servant is much worse than a willing one.
The moment the individual stops desiring whatever is being offered, the other would have no power over them. What we desire controls us, and rules over us.
They gave me a simple thought experiment. They said “if an alien or evil being appeared before you tomorrow, and offered you power or knowledge, but this required you to serve them, would you do it?”
I said, hell no. I hate obedience or being told what to do, and I would never allow another to command me.
They said “and in that simple way, you are beyond their control”.
This is why, in my visions, evil spirits don’t bother trying to ‘tempt’ me. My desire for liberation and my individuality is so strong, I would not serve even a benevolent power.
And as I said, fear does not make faithful servants. Imagine, you want to control a disobedient animal. Would you beat this animal everyday and wrestle with it just to make it obey?
No. It’s too much of a hassle. You would want to train and ‘win over’ the animal.
This is also why, when you’re young, they tell you to stand up to bullies.
Would a bully want to pick on a kid who always fights back? Think about it: you’re a highschool bully. You want to pick on someone. Whom do you go for, the kid who screams and kicks and scratches you every time you get close? Of course not. Even if you overpower them, you would get hurt daily. Even a weak scrawny kid can bite or scratch you badly. No, you go for the kid who won’t say anything. Who will not complain, and just go along.
Oppression happens with the consent of the oppressed.
This is also for those who are so terrified that if they practice magick, demons will take over their mind.
Free will, in this Universe, is absolute. You always choose how to use your energy, and what actions to take.
This is why love spells don’t work when they target a person.
Even a charmed individual continuously has the ability to decide what they are engaging in.
Now we come back to what I said: what you desire, has power over you.
Take that as an axiomatic truth. See, now the matter is simple. Whom do you wish to have power over you? Whom would you willingly serve? Which ‘god’ or ‘idol’ are you a servant to, who gets to control you?
Is it sugar or alcohol? Is it fame or pride? Is it safety or wealth? Would you serve multiple idols?
You might say, I don’t wish to serve any of these gods. I reject them all.
Now you are a godless person. A fallen angel, and you have no purpose, for you have no desire. But this is not possible, for fallen angels who think they are free actually serve the darkness. In other words, the nihilistic Ego. This is the ‘devil’, so to speak. Negation. Chaos. Nothingness.
When a student asked the Buddha how to be free of desires, Buddha told him to stop desiring.
Later the student returned to Buddha, and said that he had tried very hard to stop desiring. And now it had become his greatest desire!
And thus, in rejecting all desire, we begin to desire the lack of desire. We fall into duality. Most religious people live like this. In rejecting pride, we desire humility. In rejecting intoxication, we desire sobriety. In rejecting sin, we begin to desire virtue. A new set of false gods begin to rule over us.
Just as Moses taught the people of Israel to reject the false, bull headed brass idol that demanded sacrifices. And when he returned from the mountain, it had been replaced by a golden bull instead!
By the way, speaking of brass, I have a theory that the ’emerald’ tablet was transcribed on a plate of Brass, since brass is very strong, durable and resistance to corrosion. Over centuries, as the brass slowly rusted, it turned greenish, and so it came to be called the ’emerald tablet’.
They say that Atlantis was rich in a mythical metal called orichalcum, and the tablet of Hermes was transcribed on orichalcum. It is now believed that ‘orichalcum’ was an archaic term for brass.
Anyway, back to desires.
So whom would you serve? The idol you choose to serve determines what you aim towards, and how you govern your life.
When I was asked which idol I would serve, my answer was none of them. I would serve only the Most High.
I was told “excellent answer. Then the only ‘desire’ you should serve is to the desire to follow and manifest your true purpose”.
And in this way we reinvent monotheistic doctrine, but with a new perspective.
We reject the ‘false gods’, which are varied desires, and serve only the desire to serve our own, True Will. The oneness which is the true essence of our nature, and serve only the Most High, which is the Oneness of the Universe. Found here is our purpose and path.
And then something strange happens. All other desires come into service of this one purpose, which is our true purpose. After all, are we giving up food and sleep? Of course not. We still have desires. In fact, all the desires remain.
But now we no longer ask: what should I eat, how should I live, what should I believe?
The answer would be: whatever is aligned with your purpose.
And your purpose can have many smaller purposes. For example, if you are an artist, and your purpose is to make great works of art, then you may desire to learn art, and to find patronage. Both, then, would become ‘sub desires’.
And in this way, we reinvent the doctrine of Polytheism as well, where all the Gods reside in alignment with the Universe, and each one, even the ‘dark’ ones, serve their purpose, as part of the greater Divine purpose.
Having found the inner compass, our own North Star, we need not wonder anymore what is to be done. All is according to Divine Will, which your true Will. When one is aligned in this way, everything happens naturally, and there is no resistance. One feels as if one is meant to do whatever one does, and everything unfolds naturally. Even obstacles make sense, and one sees everything as one continuous flow of cause and effect.
And how do we get here? Not through the mind. We cannot think and reason our way into alignment. We have to go through life. We have to take action, and allow the positive and negative experiences to wash over.
This does not mean we exist in some perfect, non human state. No, we remain human. We remain imperfect. We struggle and we overcome, and we remain ordinary. The more ordinary one becomes, the more free one truly is.
Over the past few days, I was wondering if I should give up all my ‘addictions’. The spirits told me it’s not about the substances, but addiction itself. The excess, which we drift into as a coping mechanism. I stopped coffee for a few days, and got enormous headaches. I stopped sugar completely, and had some digestive problems. I tried to completely disconnect from social media, and found a complete lack of ideas of creative focus. Now sure, we can just ‘power through’ it, but I was told that what’s on the other side may not be desirable.
I remember there was a period in my life when I used to be very clean and orderly. Always kept my room neat and tidy. I also remember this as a phase of life where I had a tremendous lack of creative ideas. Turns out, a bit of clutter, and a bit of untidiness is important too. It allows artistic energies to shine, which disappear in a sterile environment.
But, it is still important to learn this through experience. My attempts of leaving all my addictions abruptly was a test of willpower, an initiation that caused karmic debts to burn off. When I returned, I found I did not ‘crave’ coffee so badly. I drank half a cup, and found I had no desire to drink more. I was told I had discovered how much coffee my body actually needed.
I was told that even things like tea and coffee, sugar, alcohol etc. are essential for the body. They are like vitamins and minerals, and our ancestors have been consuming these things for hundreds of thousands of years. But these, like everything else, can become a method of coping. Learning where genuine requirement turns into escape is important.
This can happen also with ‘healthy’ activities. I recently discovered how often I was using my workouts as an escape from various difficulties. Whenever I hit a block or a challenge in my other work, I would simply use workout as an excuse to avoid it. For example, I would sometimes face a challenge in my art. And then I’d look at my clock and say “well, it’s time to workout”, because I had such a disciplined lifestyle. I had specific times to eat and sleep too. It took true courage and humility to say “it’s okay, I can skip” and instead focus on the thing that was a much higher priority, and much more uncomfortable.
In this way I also discovered how much I actually needed to work out. Turns out the body really does not need much to stay fit and healthy, and a lot of it has actually got to do with diet and lifestyle anyway. How many people use self improvement as an escape from facing life? Is it any better than escaping into addictions?
I encourage people not to take my word for it, nor adopt someone else’s routine and lifestyle. Don’t just follow diets or fitness programs, nor immerse yourself in layers and layers of idiotic and meaningless beliefs. What is an addiction, what is fitness, what does discipline mean? It is important to learn all this by living life. You cannot avoid the challenge by taking a safe route. In the social media age, this is especially common. People like to find solutions before they even run into the problem, hoping they’ll not have to suffer. But you have to suffer, or you’ll never truly grow.
Actually learn what your mind and body needs, and who you are and how you are called to live. Flow with the energy. Then, you’ll find your alignment, and your true ‘normal’.
The New Age and Conclusions
So, it’s clear to me that this post will not have pictures. I also don’t think it needs them. At this point, we have a choice. Either I do highly polished posts once or twice a year, or more regular posts which are less polished. Ultimately, I think it’s more worthwhile to write often, though I may get more typos and may not have descriptive images each time.
It’s interesting, you know. I started this blog in late 2015, or maybe 2016. Either way, back then it was still common for people to read blogs.
Then around 2019 or so, the internet changed completely. Almost everyone spent all their time on YouTube, Twitter, Reddit and Facebook, arguing about politics. Short form audio-visual content had a little golden age, and I remember thinking the age of written blogs is dead. I don’t think magick was even a concern of people back then. I even considered shutting it down.
And now, post covid, with social media dying out due to lack of original content, and the slow return of articles and blogs, suddenly Between the Pillars is doing kind of well. I don’t know if it’s all those solar flares that have been hitting us or what, but there’s a renewed burst of interest in occult and magick and spirituality. One might even say it’s somewhat mainstream. Let me tell you, back in 2015 words like ‘magick’ and ‘hermeticism’ was not part of the social lexicon.
Now, it does seem like people have forgotten how to read, and my style of writing may be considered…dense. Or at the very least old fashioned at this point.
But I’m getting older too, and it’s unlikely that I’ll be able to change to a short, quippy, humorous style. People who can’t follow will just have to go elsewhere I’m afraid.
It is due to this reason that I write rather than make videos. This material can be dense, and I think it is better to let people take their time and slowly read through the material, opening any tabs on the side to look up events or terms. In a video, all this would just sound like a boring lecture. But, i’ll consider it. Right now I do not have the time or space to make videos, but that may change soon.
Now, let me end this post with some thoughts about the ‘new age’.
Now, to be honest, I don’t think we should call it ‘new’ age anymore. Technically, we are in the 200 year long transitionary stage between the ages of Pisces and Aquarius. It began in 1950 and will culminate in 2150. So, we are already in the New Age.
And I want to add something further: don’t project your own ideals and biases onto the Age of Aquarius. The Age of Aquarius, it seems, it going to be some form of techno-feudal society, with a strong emphasis on city states, individualism and professional skills.
Now, that may not sound very romantic, because it’s not. In my opinion, feudalism is the natural state of humanity. It is our ‘normal’.
So why is so much chaos taking place right now? Well, there’s a bit of esoteric lore.
They say that during the transitory periods between astrological ages, there is a possibility of mass ascension. The metaphorical “angel with the flaming sword” who guards the gates the heavens is dispelled, and the portal is open. And many souls who are ready to ascend, do so.
It is only natural then, that in the chaotic flux in these transition periods, a lot of highly evolved souls start getting very active. A mass awakening occurs.
This is not to say that no one ascends during the middle of an astrological age, but those are individual, isolated cases. The largest awakenings happen at the beginning and end of each Age.
Look at the last age. When the Age of Ares was shifting into the Age of Pisces, new religions began to spread. The invention of modern steel, and many other technologies, created a great upheaval. Old Empires fell and ways of life disappeared. There were all sorts of prophets and magicians running around, and it was very easy to gain access to their teaching. Look at the sheer number of esoteric and occult societies in the first few centuries of the Roman Empire. It was probably more common to be a follower of some of these groups than not.
The first Christians saw all this and thought that the return of Christ would be happening in a short few years or so. Maybe a decade at most. After all, it really felt like the world was ending, and as if Kingdom on Heaven would manifest any day.
And then what happened? Well, all these great souls ascended, and many who had followed them also ascended. And suddenly, humanity lost a huge bulk of evolved souls and…feudalism returned. Slavery returned. Gender roles returned. Kings and Monarchs returned. In other words, normalcy and stability for humanity. Sure, things were better than in the previous age, but there does seem to be a baseline. Now, as dogma and superstition spread, literacy declined, and occult orders went underground again. Easy access to this knowledge was lost.
Make no mistake, we are going through this again at this moment. The Age of Information is not the same as the Age of Aquarius. The Age of Information is only the first stage of the Aquarian age.
In fact, it is chilling to see that already, the internet and mass media is much more censored and regulated than it was just 10 years ago. When I was 16, it was extremely easy to stumble across occult forums and websites, or come across occult youtube channels and long lectures. For a 16 year old today, it would be a lot harder.
What happens when the souls of the present esoteric teachers depart this plane, along with many of their followers? What happens when hippies, mystics, occultists and revolutionary thinkers attain liberation and do not incarnate on this plane again?
Think of it like this: if you do not find your true path in this life and align with it, will you be able to do it in the next one?
If you reincarnate next in, say, 2130 CE, would you have access to something like Between the Pillars? Would literacy and free flow of information be so common. Would there be millions of like minded people ready to support you?
Or will you incarnate as a serf, or maybe in a noble, in a techno-feudal, multi-planetary society, where most people’s job is to farm? Something like Interstellar, Cyberpunk or even Dune. And even if you were not persecuted, would you not be affected by the dogmas of your society, and get stuck in karmic loops yet again? And then you’d either have to get lucky and have a random awakening, like the prophets of old, or simply wait until the next astrological age rolls around.
And let’s say the Age of Aquarius IS some kind of very enlightened paradise built on liberty and individual freedom. Now tell me, if you reincarnated during this Age, as a free, happy individual living in a safe, post scarcity society. What would stop you from simply sliding into ease, comfort and decadence? How would you evolve in such a perfect society, with no challenges and obstacles?
I know this all sounds rather materialistic, but it’s just a thought experiment. We are not at the dawn of some golden age. This IS the golden age for spiritual evolution. Evolution requires the perfect balance of hardship and freedom. Things need to be just hard enough for you to grow and seek truth. But they need to be just easy enough that you will not be seriously hindered.
This is that time. Count yourself lucky. Why is the population so large right now? Why are so many spirits and gods and aliens and beings buzzing around the planet?
Because we are going through what must be a rare event, and it is likely that many want to participate, and even more wish to observe, with some wishing to exploit or harness some of the energy.
At this monumental period in history, the last thing you want to do is become obsessed with some utopian ideology, or become nihilistic and shut yourself in and bitch about how awful everything is.
Once, the specter of Napoleon appeared to me. Yes really.
I was rather upset after watching the recent Ridley Scott movie about Napoleon’s life, which I considered to be the butchery of a very important tale.
The specter said “my son, why are you so upset right now”
I said “look how badly they ruined your story. They could have done it so much better, but then slandered your name”
The specter sat beside me and said one of the most important things I’ve heard.
“Do you know why I was such a great general? Because when those above me made a mistake, I did not complain. I saw it as opportunity. If my commander made a mistake, it was my chance to do it better and outshine him. Every mistake made by one with power, is an opportunity for you! Now you have a chance to tell the story better. Had it been a perfect movie, no one would be able to make a Napoleon film for 50 years”
That really hit me. Suddenly, I realised how pointless it is to whine about the ‘problems’ of society. Because those problems exist, we have opportunities for growth. Ultimately, it does not matter if we fail or succeed. A doctor, for example, aims to heal. He does not beat himself up over every failed surgery or dead patient. A sportsman does not bemoan every lost match.
This is what happens when you are aligned to your purpose.
Even as I write this, St Germain’s warning becomes clear. This is not the time to seek refuge in ashrams. This is the time to enter the battle field. The portal is open, a mass ascension takes place, and now is the time to contribute to the human endeavor. What is done now will echo through the next age.
And with that I leave you. This entire article was written in a bit of a hurry, with a lot of energies blasting me from all direction. But still, I did my best, and I hope it resonates with all of you.
If you haven’t already, consider following Between the Pillars right here on wordpress, or on Instagram. if you want to learn about magick, check out my book Tree of Life: a Beginner’s Guide. I also offer tarot readings, astrological charts and personal channelings.
And to the rest, take care. I will see you again. Praise the Gods.
I hope you had a good portal period. The portal of ascension started on 21st January and ended on 28th February, with the 7 planetary alignment.
February 28th was a pretty special day. In addition to the alignment, it was also the New Moon. It was the day after the Hindu festival of Shivaratri (night of Shiva) and one day before the month of Ramadam.
A very auspicious day all around. My life changed a lot in the last month.
I have, at long last, left behind the city where I was born and raised, where I went to school and also college. It is a big shift. I hope such shifts are happening for everyone else too.
If you’re struggling, meditate and listen to what the intuition tells you. You’ll figure it out.
Now, for today’s blog post, I want to talk about the world, how it came to be, and how magicians have shaped it.
I am sorry about the rather disjointed paragraphs. This article is more like an info dump, and contains a variety of anecdotes and narratives loosely tied together. A lot of stuff mentioned here is things I’ve wanted to say for years, but have never been able to fit them elsewhere.
There’s a bit of politics, towards the end, and how all modern political movements have occult origins. How four streams of energy diverged 200 years ago, and will unite again. It may be uncomfortable to some, but it is necessary, especially in these times, when everyone believes that the world has turned against them. I do apologise for how long it is. Might take a few days to read through it.
The Eternal Magi
There have always been magicians in the world. Magicians, witches, alchemists, wizards, monks, mystics, shamans, yogis, all are names for the same thing, but the path differs.
Most priesthoods started as groups of magicians, and always had magicians within them.
Yes, even the priesthoods of many organized religions had strong associations with magick, and contained large numbers of magi.
Historically, magicians have existed as esoteric societies. They often had three primary duties: protect the royal family, preserve knowledge, and help gifted individuals develop their powers.
Today, magick is for all. But historically, it was for very few, and guarded with tremendous secrecy.
The knowledge that was preserved was partly that which belongs to humans, such as alchemy, astrology and theurgy, and that which was given to humanity by other races, terrestrial or alien. One example is the relics and artifacts from the civilisations called ‘Atlantis’.
Atlantis wasn’t really a place. It refers to a state of being, a type of society, or a cycle of civilisation. As does ‘Lemuria’. Both of these preceded our cycle of civilisation.
Hence, many magical orders were associated with Monarchy, and the protection of princes. In fact, at one point, royal families were magicians, and came from occult lineages. When the prince was born, it was important to protect them, to ensure the continuation of the lineage. Many would try to kill them.
Many prophets in history, like Jesus, Horus, Solomon or Krishna, being of ‘royal blood’ were protected by magi, and guided by them.
This is why, when Jesus was born, three wise magi immediately sought him out, and watched over him, eventually guiding him.
You must have heard the story of Krishna. It is steeped in occultism.
Krishna, being a prince with magical heritage, would be hunted.
In India, we see the motif of Krishna’s father, Vasudeva, carrying him on his head, being protected by a Serpent. This is an occult symbol.
The Serpent with 7 heads was the symbol of an ancient brotherhood of magi, who protected the young boy. This was symbolised in the motif of Vasudeva being ‘protected’ by the serpent as he travels to Gokul. Basically, it means that members of the brotherhood assisted him along the journey.
The story says that Vasudeva took Krishna and left him in the care of his ‘friend’ Nanda.
A more appropriate word would be ‘brother’, as both likely belonged to the same brotherhood, that was tasked with the protection of princes. When Krishna came of age, he could return to his Kingdom and defeat the usurper.
Stone Carving that depicts Vasudeva, carrying infant Krishna, protected by a 7 headed serpent
We can imagine that members of such orders were spread across the world, residing in both cities and villages. In times of persecution, infant princes, or important manuscripts, could be carried off from cities and given to members in the countryside, or even vice versa. Members of such orders could always find protection, shelters and assistance from other members, even if they belonged to different branches and cultures.
Additionally, members would keep an eye out for people who showed special gifts, to recruit and train them.
It is not so different from Star Wars, where Obi Wan watches over Luke Skywalker till the time is right, and how Luke later recruits force sensitive individuals and trains them.
So, many of our myths and legends tell about these three topics: a ‘divine’ prince who is sent into exile as an infant, to avoid being killed, then later grows up and comes to reclaim his throne, or a story of a young gifted person who is recruited and trained by a wizard or wise man, or the story of some sacred relic or object being stolen by evil forces, and needing to be protected or reclaimed.
Even the classic story of the knight who saves the princess from the dragon is of occult origin. Many women who showed occult powers were shunned as witches, and often they had to escape, often with the aid of occult orders. Those who assisted them in their escape are remembered as knights in shining armor, as that is what they were, and the ‘dragon’ is a symbol for those who held them captive.
Not mere damsels in distress, but imprisoned witches. Not mere handsome knights seeking glory, but magi who were tasked with protection.
These are the origins of magick, and of magicians, and magical orders.
In ancient Egypt, there was a brotherhood who’s sole job was protecting the Pharaoh and his family, and they were called Medjay. ‘Medjay’ became ‘magi’.
Egyptian statue of a Medjay from Nubia
Early Origins
Magick is the power bestowed upon every person to dictate, create and dissolve their own reality. If the world is like a video game, then we are the players. Magick is our ability to play the game, and seperates us from the rhythmic natural phenomena.
But the power and knowledge of magick has never been evenly distributed. While everyone has the power to manifest, not many make use of this power with intelligence. Some neglect it, others abuse it.
Most catastrophes in history are the result of magical wisdom being lost, or knowledge being misused. Civilisations have fallen because of it.
And even among those who can do magick, they have not always wanted to explore, teach and share this knowledge. Great kings, philosophers, merchants, artists or warriors have often been satisfied to simply walk their own path and find their destiny.
Thus, while many practice magick, consciously or unconsciously, few actually make a study of it, and fewer still teach it to others, or make a profession of it. Therefore, ‘occultists’ have always been few in number. It has always been a exclusive path, walked by those who have the inclination to do so.
They were called ‘occultists’ because they knew things that other people did not, and thus their knowledge was considered ‘occult’ which means ‘hidden’. Often, they remained hidden themselves. By liberating themselves from illusion, their existence became dangerous. They were a threat to power structures, and a catalyst for change, and subject either to persecution or reverence. Often both.
So, they veiled themselves, and became committed to secrecy.
In a tribe of hunter gatherers, there would be many hunters and gatherers. There would be a few herbalists, craftsmen and butchers. Even fewer still would be artisans and priests, and one or a few tribal chiefs.
But often, there was just one, singular Shaman.
Everyone knew the Shaman was a weird fellow. But everyone knew the importance of the Shaman’s role.
The Shaman could see the past and tell the future. They could quell angry spirits, and understand the Will of the Gods. Their mind was sharp, and their intuition was often right. They knew what others did not. It was also known that they could control natural phenomena and change their shape, and in their wrath, they could cause destruction and plague.
So, the Shaman was left alone, to do as they will. It was understood that their path was one of courage and solitude. Shamans could often become seers, or medicine men and women, dictating mystical visions, or creating rituals, or healing the sick, or advising the chieftain.
Magi of Bad Durrenberg (reconstrcution), 9000 BCE, Germany
But due to this, they also held a very high degree of power and influence.
This power, both magical or political, could be misused and abused. No one could really do anything about this. The Shaman could dictate how the magic was to be done. If someone else also ended up with Shamanic powers, they could become a threat to the main Shaman. It was convenient that there be one Shaman, and one version of truth. So, magick also became about control, and humanity developed a certain fear of magick and magicians.
Shamans took apprentices. Often, people who showed signs of having spiritual powers, like being able to see spirits, talk to ancestors, or subdue wild animals.
They were taken in by shamans and trained to be the next shaman. As societies grew in size, so did the numbers of people in every profession. Shamans must have also grown into brotherhoods and sisterhoods.
At some point, the Shamans split into two. Or perhaps there were always two groups.
One group were the Shamans were those who were ‘sanctioned’. Living within the village, they were Shamans to the people and to the chiefs, and offered their services to others. They were part of the culture or tribe. They wanted to guide and lead humanity.
But then there were the Shamans who walked their own, radical path, often going outside cultural and tribal norms. They were the ones who went of into the forest, and lived for themselves and by themselves, among their own, and believed that individuals are best left to walk their own path, not controlled or guided.
And thus, the left hand path (dark) and right hand path (light) were born.
Tribes settled near rivers. Often, they lived on one side of the river, and buried or burned their dead on the other side. The other side was also where the dark Shamans went to seek solitude, and your light Shamans lived on the side where everyone else lived.
This was the origin of the ‘black lodge’ and the ‘white lodge’. To live for oneself, or to live for a higher cause. Darkness and Light.
Thus, the path walked by the light Shamans became part of sanctioned religion. The path walked by dark Shamans came to be associated with the ‘sorcery’ and ‘black magic’ and became more fringe.
Like Yoga and Tantra.
Then came another divide. This time, about how to organize.
Among the light shamans, some felt that they should live and work together, in monasteries and communes. They become the monks or hermits. Others felt that the path of spirituality was personal, and they became priests or mystics, living alone and guiding their community. This is why usually a village may have just one priest, but a monastery with 10 or so mystics, monks or nuns.
In the forests too, in the black lodge, came those who wanted to work together in lodges and orders. They became the magicians. We may also call them alchemists or wizards.
The others, who desired solitude and practiced only for themselves, who did not follow any moral diatoms, came to be ‘witch’ or ‘sorcerer’.
This is why magicians organized into Orders, while witches came together in covens, but often lived solitary lives. Hence, the ‘witch in the woods’ and the ‘occult brotherhood/sisterhood’
Thus we have black magic and white magic.
The dark path of the occult split into witches and magicians, and the light path split into priests and mystics. All holding different threads of the same universal and cosmic tradition.
Magical practice can be defined along an axis. Black (for self) or white (for all), and solitary (working alone) or communal (working in a group).
These became the four types of magician: the witch, the magi, the monk and the mystic.
Fall from Grace
I would like to now speak specifically on some cultures, which are well known, to show how magick declined.
Egypt
We all know how Egypt is generally called the birthplace of magick.
This is not exactly true.
Rather, Egypt is one of the places where many artefacts and relics from the Golden Age have survived. Therefore, Egypt and Persia are a tremendously valuable source to not just study the mindset of Golden Age magi, but also document the decline.
In tropical regions like India and China, the dead were burned thus few tombs remain, and many relics disintegrated. In Europe and the Middle East where a lot of destruction and persecution took place.
In Egypt and Persia, tombs remain, and artifacts were preserved and mummified in the desert sands. The Egyptian tombs were not discovered until recently, so they became time capsules.
Egypt is not the ‘first’ civilisation, and neither is Sumer. They are merely the most well preserved civilisations.
The Egyptian magi, had a simple philosophy.
They decided to take one individual, here being the Pharaoh, and made him or her the living incarnation of the whole Kingdom.
Egyptian Magi standing before the God Osiris, a symbol of the Pharaoh and the first to be ‘mummified’
Pharaohs, being from magical lineages, were initiated into magick at birth, and then made to live their whole life according to spiritual rhythms. The magi invoked and poured spiritual energy into the Pharaoh, and connected his or her soul to the soul of the whole Kingdom.
Thus, the Pharaoh became a living god, a symbol of Egypt itself. In a sense, the Pharaoh was a talisman, and the hope was that by keeping the Pharaoh in a high vibration in life and death, the whole Kingdom would prosper.
When we look at the tombs of the early kingdom period, we see that they are almost bare. Simple stone rooms, with the coffin in the middle and the four jars on each corner.
These jars contained the liver, heart, stomach and intestines of the Pharaoh, who had been mummified. Each jar was ruled by one of the four sons of Horus. These four sons of Horus are very important to ceremonial magick, and would one day be known as the four Archangels of Christianity, Islam and Judaism. The early Rabbi knew that the correct pronunciation of the sacred names was important, but by now the correct pronunciation of names of the four gods had been forgotten. So, they gave them Hebrew ‘titles’, which became the ‘names’ of the Archangels
Imseti is Uriel, Duamutef is Michael, Hapi is Raphael, and Qebehsenuef is Gabriel.
The canopic jars which contained the organs, each with the head of one of the Four sons of Horus: Imseti (human head), Hapi (baboon head), Duamutef (jackal head) and Quebehsenuef (hawk head)
The Four Archangels, St Michael, Raphael, Gabriel and Uriel.
The early tombs of the Pharaohs were simple and plain, as fitting a magi who can manifest any material desire. On the walls of the tombs were the magical texts from the Book of Thoth, which we call the ‘Book of the dead’.
It is ironic. You see, the Book of Thoth was likely a collection of Egyptian scriptures and magic, similar to the Vedas, the Sutras, the Gospels or various other collections.
Perhaps a certain part of these scriptures contained funerary rites, and these were the parts that were carved into the walls of tombs.
Thousands of years later, these tombs are all that survive of Ancient Egypt, thus giving the false impression that Egypt was a society very concerned with death. The Book of Thoth, which was likely a complete scripture, is falsely called ‘Book of the Dead’, because only the funerary rites survive.
In the Middle Kingdom, as we get closer and closer to the dark age, you see the gradual decline in knowledge. The tombs became ornate and grandiose, being filled with riches and gold and jewels. The wealth of living people became the wealth of the dead. This likely happened in other parts of the world too. The Pharaoh was no longer a magician, but a mere man or woman.
As Gandalf says in the Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
“Kings made tombs more splendid than the houses of the living, and counted the old names of their descent dearer than the names of their sons. Childless lords sat in aged halls musing on heraldry, or in high, cold towers asking questions of the stars. And so the people of Gondor fell into ruin. The line of kings failed. The White Tree withered. The rule of Gondor was given over to lesser men.“
Lord of the Rings is really just occult symbolism too.
The Tomb of Unas (old Kingdom). One of the oldest tombs. Notice the lack of imagery, and the simple and bare nature of the coffin
Compare this to the tomb of Tutankhamun (Middle Kingdom). The ornate and imposing nature of tombs at this time, the elaborate art, and the hoard of gold, food, fine clothing, jewels and others wealth. After being entombed, the room would be shut forever, and all the wealth would go to waste
We see with this gradual decline, the corruption of the magi as well. Magi became priests, and priests became law makers, and law makers became petty men concerned with keeping their power.
Do you know the purpose of the Pyramids?
Originally, they were built as places of initiation and learning. Later, they were built up to be imperial monuments, and finally, they were made into mere tombs.
Eventually, it was discovered that they were very great places to conduct secret activities. So, magicians could use the pyramids for rituals, and for alchemy.
But they were also used as places to buy and sell slaves, and for human trafficking, and for those in power to have secret dealings, and move around out of sight. This is the true nature of the various tunnels and catacombs found under cities in ancient and medieval times.
A enormous amount of the collective energy and effort of humanity has been, and continues to be directed at, human trafficking. The ‘occult’ became a good cover, because both practices are done in secrecy. In other words, occultists came to be parallel to criminal and underground activities, because both groups of people were committed to secrecy. This was unfortunate, and did not help the reputation of magi.
Even today, many shadowy organizations which are engaged in corruption, abuse and manipulation disguise themselves as ‘occult societies’, despite.
It is merely a disguise, to scare away people, to create the impression of occult power. True occult societies do not engage in such activities, because there is a heavy price to pay for the misuse of true occult powers. And if they ever get caught, it is the magi whose name is sullied, which further helps these shadowy groups, because it turns the masses against magick, and further pushes them into spiritual slavery.
By the way, this is why you see images of Anubis outside various Egyptian temples. You see, to the ancient Egyptian people, seeing a statue of Anubis was the same as seeing a Skull and Crossbones today.
Imagine you see the skull and crossbones symbol outside a building. What do you feel?
Well, fear. Because you know what the symbol means: death.
In this way, statues of Anubis, and others fearsome images like the image of Khepri as a man with the head of an insect, were made to inspire fear, to keep common people out of sacred halls, and to rule through fear. And now the Temples of magick, which no one dared enter, could be used for all sorts of other secretive activities.
The god Khepri with a human form
And so, the name of magick was dragged through mud. To people, it started to become something to fear and revile.
India
Like Egypt, India is a great source to study the history of magick and religion, because it remains a living tradition.
In Egypt, the preservation of esoteric history is thanks to the tombs. In India, it is due to the nature of Hinduism, and the existence of oral traditions that became diluted, but did not die out. So, one finds occult symbolism clearly hidden in Hindu traditions.
The Libraries of Alexandria and Baghdad burned. The Library of Nalanda burned too, at one point. But the Brahmins were wise enough to make many, many copies of written material, and hide it away in non descript temples, out in the countryside.
So what happened in India?
I’m sure many readers are somewhat familiar with the caste system. It is a feudal system, like the class systems that existed all over the world. But this system was somewhat unique, due to its pre feudal origins.
The caste system was simple. It was based the the spiritual evolution of a Soul.
The most evolved souls were those of magicians (Brahmins). ‘Brahmin’ means ‘of God’ or ‘divine’. It was also translated as ‘twice born’. Brahmin was a term for those who were awakened and enlightened, who had crossed the Abyss and raised the Kundalini.
Like Egypt, there was no separation between magician and priest. There were two kinds of Brahmins: yogis, and tantric. The Light and the Dark.
In time, this would manifest as the two main Hindu sects, namely Vaishnavism (worship of Vishnu) and Shaivism (worship of Shiva).
A Vaishnavite Yogi
A Shaivite tantric
Originally, your caste determined your profession, and not the other way around.
Meaning the level of spiritual evolution determined what job you could do. Teaching and philosophy was apparently considered so important, that only enlightened magicians were trusted with it.
Under the Brahmins came Kshatriyas. These were also highly evolved souls, but not yet fully awakened. Due to their strong aura and astral magnetism, they were the Kings and nobility.
At this time, being a king or a noble was the same as being an elite warrior, because political power was held through warfare. In time, this led to the misconception that Kshatriya means ‘warrior’. It actually means ‘spiritual aristocrat’ not ‘warrior’.
However, in time, the Kings and nobles of magical lineage were replaced by mere warlords and conquerors.
Beneath them were Vaishyas. These were those souls who had evolved enough to understand the workings of nature, and the laws of commerce, agriculture and politics. While not able to command and rule, they understood how to create energy, and thus bring prosperity and abundance.
So these souls were put into the work of trade, and became merchants and land owners. These people were also considered capable enough to have a profession and master a skill, and thus some of the lower ranking Vaishyas were artisans, carpenters, tailors etc.
Finally, there were Shudras, which essentially just means ‘peasant’. It simply refers to those who have not begun the work of spiritual evolution, or those who are still driven by momentum. In other words, normal people. And the idea was that these people can only work for others by doing manual labour.
And then there was a category for those who had polluted themselves. An individual who had committed crimes against humanity, violated their own conscience, and felt no remorse for their actions.
Such a soul is basically vampiric, which feeds on others and drains them. Such people were called ‘untouchables’. Rapists, murderers, con men. A person who cannot feel empathy cannot be part of society, so these people were driven out of society.
It was considered essential that Brahmins and untouchables be kept separate. Because someone with a pure soul should never be in contact with a evil, toxic and vampiric person. There was a danger of exploitation and abuse, of the spiritual energy of the whole society being lost or depleted.
Unfortunately, in time ‘untouchable’ simply came to mean outcaste, which means anyone who has been shunned or driven out of society, for whatever reason. In time, the definition expanded further to include anyone considered to be ‘other’, such as tribals, disabled people, slaves, and children born from wedlock, or those who had gone against social norms. It even came to include many magicians, especially tantrics.
Brahmins were also kept away from anything ‘negative’ or overtly materialistic. It was thought that if the magicians came into contact with ‘impure’ things, it would affect them psychologically, and cause negative things to manifest.
This is the origin of many systems of spiritual purity, and the obsession with ‘purity’ that many religions have. In time, the purity became so extreme, that most things in the world came to be seen as impure. Special gods had to be invoked to deal with the enormous amount of ‘impure’ things. For example, for the discarding of waste, burning of bodies, for cloth that had been used in childbirth or mensuration, for excrement and kitchen waste.
A whole class of deities came to preside over the discarding of ‘impure materials’, because all this stuff had to go somewhere. This is the origin of many ‘demons’ that are found in religion today.
In time, the caste system became muddled.
Caste, instead of being about spiritual evolution, became a matter of profession. So, instead of an enlightened Soul becoming a priest, a priest was simply considered an enlightened soul from the get go.
Then it became a matter of birthright, with people being born into castes, and things stagnated and got worse from there.
However, the idea of bloodlines is not completely wrong.
The idea of blood purity was to preserve the magical lineages, but it did not work. Today, there are many who are born as ‘Brahmin’ or ‘Kshatriya’, who do not have an occult heritage. This means they were not the descendants of the ancient magi, nor of ancient kings. This is the case outside India as well.
Magical lineages are still present, however, and many people who are drawn to magick, belong to such lineages.
Eventually, as the Dark age began, and humanity’s magical power began to be lost.
During the golden age, magical knowledge was preserved as oral traditions, and passed on from master to student via initiation. One had to be initiated into being a Brahmin, Magi, Rabbi etc, and the initiation was not written down and read, but performed, as a transmission of energy.
But now, the caliber of the magicians was greatly falling, and many priests could not perform the transfer of power, nor invoke spiritual energy.
A groups of wise Brahmins, who are called as ‘Hrishi’ meaning sage or seer, performed a series of channelings.
A piece of parchment with writings from the Rig veda
They tapped into the higher planes, and spoke prophecies and powerful mantras. These were recorded and written down, partly in desperation to preserve this knowledge, partly out of anger at how humanity was falling. This is how the Rig Veda was written.
Many of the old, esoteric documents in Egypt, Europe, Arabia, China and elsewhere were written this way.
This is how religion started, in an act of anger and desperation. The Torah, the Book of Thoth, the Book of the Dead, the Tibetan sutras, all were written this way.
In time, the priests developed new knowledge, and added to these books. More Vedas were written, more books added to the Torah and Sutras.
In time, the sages passed on. The Brahmins went from being magicians to being mere priests. No longer possessing prophetic power, they were forced to rely on ritual. In time, a new kind of priest emerged: the scribe.
As literacy declined world over, it was important that some priests ensure that the knowledge was preserved and passed on. So, the main duty of priests and monks was to record scripture. And naturally, sects of priests debated about the meaning of the material, and how it was to be preserved, and how the rituals were to be performed.
Priests eventually became theologians and law makers, in charge of interpreting scripture. And often, entire sections of scripture were simply removed or destroyed, because they were inconvenient, and did not fit within theology.
Brotherhoods of magicians were created sometimes, to preserve the true and unaltered scriptures left by the Sages. Naturally, they had to be very, very secretive, and ensure that the knowledge was passed on, but also not revealed to persecuting powers. So, rituals of initiation and oaths of secrecy developed, to ensure that only ‘worthy’ candidates were chosen to preserve knowledge. And naturally, there was politics and rivalry even within esoteric orders.
In times of persecution, war and natural disaster, it was even more important to make this knowledge easy to carry around. So, they wrote essential manuals. A single book that contained almost all the most important teachings, through which a magician could reconstruct the whole tradition.
Thus, the ‘holy book’ or ‘word of god’ was born.
The concept of special, religious languages (like Hebrew or Sanskrit) was born. See, the language of these texts was ancient, and copied exactly as it was. But as spoken language diverged, the exact meaning of the texts was lost, and came to be debated by priests. So, different schools or sects of religious philosophy were created, based on interpretations of priests, and funded by political patronage, and priests also changed or altered scripture to suit the needs of their patrons.
There are already people debating the meaning of Shakespeare, as English quickly changes and transforms.
This does not mean that magick was totally lost. But it went into the background, and the theologians took over. Some were wise, some were not. Some had magical power, some did not. Some used this power wisely, and some abused it.
Mesopotamia
Mesopotamia is a very special civilisation. It is pretty well preserved, and we can easily study its evolution quite accurately, even more than Egypt. While the Egyptians used papyrus, the Mesopotamians used clay tablets, and so even personal diaries of ordinary people have survived.
From the early and simplistic society of Sumer, to the increasingly imperialistic and warlike Assyrians and Akkadians, to the decadent and opulent Babylon, and then Persia, which emerged after the fall.
It also shows us the story of magick. When we look to Sumer, we find accounts of priests who were magicians, possessed wisdom and knowledge, and used it (mostly) well.
By the time of Akkad and Assyria, there is a gradual shift away from the rule of magicians, to the rule of priests. From philosopher Kings to warlords and conquerors. From stalwart men like Sargon to men like Nebuchadnezzar II, who was a notorious slaver, and finally to men like Ashurbapinnal, who wrote a whole poem bragging about the sheer brutality of his genocidal campaigns.
What happened by the end? There was Babylon. Even after the magicians retreated from open public life, their knowledge and power could still be used.
Imagine the scenario: it took a group of moral, selfless and wise men to discover the atom.
Then, it took simply educated and intelligent men to learn how to split the atom.
Then, men, not even intelligent or very educated, with enough funding could make the atom bomb.
And once the bomb exists, anyone can use it, even some tribal dictator.
A sage discovers a great magical principles.
A mere sorcerer can use it to make a ritual, and write it down.
A priest can read about it in a book, and use the ritual to make a talisman.
And then he gives to a king or merchant, who can use or abuse it as they see fit, even if it violates the laws of karma.
This happened across the world. The abuse of magical power created a strong karmic resonance, drawing towards itself similar energies of violence, corruption and death. Invaders, disease, natural calamity.
The fall of Egypt, Babylon and other such societies is well recorded.
Interestingly, it was the Hebrews who recorded much of it, since they were traders and were present in may of these societies at the time. They wrote that these disasters were ‘divine punishment’, and they were right.
The abuse of magical power, and enslavement of people against their will, led to this decline.
Speaking of the Hebrews, they were traders and merchants, as they were the descendants of the Phoenicians, a large maritime civilisation that was built on trade.
This is how ‘Jurusalem’ came to be the ‘holy land’, because it is the only major port that connects the middle east to the Mediterranean sea, and thus connects trade routes from India, China and Persia, to those in Europe and North Africa.
Therefore, whoever controlled Jerusalem would be extremely powerful, and so wars were fought over it, especially between those of the Levant and the Near East, and those in Arabia. Because while the former were sea traders, the latter were land traders.
That is the actual origin of the conflict, the ‘holy war’ between maritime and desert traders over the control of a highly important port town, where King Solomon had once built a temple.
In these wars that were fought over strategic cities, magick was used to curse, or as a method of manipulation and mind control, karma took its course and civilisation imploded.
Interestingly, this is also something we see in Star Wars, where the Jedi go from being peace keepers to being armed enforcers of an imperialistic society, losing their wisdom and retaining only power.
Then began a dark age, when literacy and knowledge were lost. Holy books and priests now warned about the use, and misuse of magick.
Ironically, the magicians who survived the collapse were the dark magicians living in the forest. They now became highly suspect, and accused of doing witchcraft to sabotage the power of rulers. And then people began to see magick itself as inherently dark and taboo.
The dark magicians were usually persecuted quite heavily, and became very, very secretive, using fear as a powerful tool to keep away people, retreating into the forests, mountain tops and deserts.
The light magicians also faced persecution because they lived in the cities, towns and villages. If you can’t go to burn the witch living in the swamp, just burn the one who sells herbs down the road.
So, the light magicians retreated underground, also becoming highly secretive. Fear protected the dark magicians, and secrecy protected the light magicians. The Witches left for the fringes, the Magi went underground, the Monks retreated into remote communes, and the true magical Priests simply assimilated into religious priesthoods, becoming invisible.
Magick, then, became heavily focused on secrecy, fear, invisibility and solitude.
After the Fall, this was the only way to survive. As humanity declined, the keys to magick were broken.
How? Well, in magick there is the God and the Goddess.
We draw power in with the left hand, while is female, and push it out with the right hand, which is male. The female hand connects to God, and the male hand connects to the Goddess.
The tarot card of the Magus. The hands are reversed, intentionally, to hide the true knowledge. It is actually a mirror image, with the left hand upwards and the right downwards
Rock carving on an ancient Hindu temple, depicting the ‘magician pose’ on a Yogini, or Tantrika. It has been defaced, but you can still see the pose.
Without the Goddess, there is no God. Energy is drawn in, but not pushed out. Knowledge is attained, but does not result in manifestation.
So, first, the Goddess was removed from religion, or diluted beyond recognition.
Without the Goddess, there cannot be magick. Because the masculine energy rules knowledge, while feminine energy rules manifestation.
The traits of the Goddess were given to God, and the traits of God were given to the Devil.
Hence, symbols of the Goddess like the Ankh, the Rose and the Chalice, were made into symbols of the male God.
Symbols of God, like the phallus, the trident, the sword and horns, were made into symbols of the ‘Devil’. Hence, the masculine and royal war gods of the ancient world, like Baal El, Baal Tze Moth, Aesha Daeva and Ashur became ‘demons’.
“The Kings of old were wise, brave men, who stood with the wind in their hair and sun on their face. They were not the pale and weak men who claim to be leaders today” ~Chanelling from Beelzebub, or ‘Baal Tze Moth’, one of the ruling deities of the coming Age.
“My children are lost. Their power was taken. My symbol was stolen and given to a male god” ~Chanelling from Goddess Isis
The Ankh, a Goddess Symbol, now turned into the male Cross.
The Masculine symbols of horn, phallus and trident (or vajra/lightning), turned into demonic symbols.
A solomonic Sun talisman that depicts Jehovah with horns.Magicians remembered the true symbols
Thoroughly broken from their heritage, people lost the ability to do magick. Priests lost their power, and went into theology and speculation. They lost their masculine vitality, and became feminine. And they suppressed the feminine, distorting it into male.
Superstition replaced magick, and people had only faith and compassion to live by. Christianity in the West and Buddhism in the East were the forces of compassion that kept humanity grounded. But in the pursuit of compassion for all, there was no room for true magick.
Europe
Finally, we will look at Europe. European magi accomplished the monumental feat of preserving their knowledge during the dark age, while being heavily persecuted and hunted. So, the study of magick in the last 2000 years can be done by look at Europe.
What did they do? Three steps: Secrecy, Symbolism, and Stone.
After the fall, magicians around the world went deeply into hiding.
The concept of monasticism was invented for this. Monks, ascetics, hermits, fakirs, yogis: all these are really disguises worn by magicians, both light and dark, to excuse their departure from society.
By making a display of ‘giving up the world’, they could easily leave their social status and class, and go into hermitages, monasteries, or just into the fringes of society.
They could practice magick in peace, without being bothered. Additionally, no one really wanted to take up such severe penance, so no one would come looking for these magicians to learn from them, unless they were truly determined.
“When people saw me waring the loin cloth, they thought they had to wear one to. So they turned away from spirituality, believing my lack of need to be poverty” ~Channeling from the Indian sage, Ramana Maharshi
The dark magicians did something similar. They created a fantasy of fear around them. They spread rumors of cannibalism, meditations in graveyards, ritual violence, and all sorts of others things. The stereotype of the green skinned, wart covered witch was not made by the Church, but by the witches themselves, to segregate themselves from society and protect themselves.
The magicians created secret societies. In Europe, it is easy to see how it was done.
First, secrecy. Retreat completely into extreme secrecy. Repeated persecutions pushed these people deeper and deeper into secrecy, until it became almost absurd.
Also, they realised that ritual implements and temples were a dead giveaway. So, their practice became more and more internal, and mental.
This is why, when you look at ‘black magick’ traditions, they have circles, implements, incantations, robes and other ritualistic objects. But when you look at white magick traditions, they are often simplistic and bare. This makes light magick look ‘boring’. In truth, this was a way to avoid persecution.
If you were to go into a masonic lodge, it would appear like some gentleman’s club. A very plain, secular place. All the magick would be done internally, and you wouldn’t even know magick was being done. Thus, the masonic lodge and the yogi’s ashram seem like boring places. A witch’s coven and an alchemical lab seem exciting. But in truth, the same work is being done.
A ‘plain’ Masonic lodge. Yet everyone can see the structure is of a Hermetic Temple.
A traditional Hermetic temple with implements.
In times, witches too, did this, using household implements as magical tools. Hence, a witch’s broom, cauldron and sickle are simply ordinary household implements.
The second step was symbolism. Having become secretive, the magical knowledge was veiled in symbols. Only someone who was initiated could understand these symbols in plain sight.
But this did not help the reputation of magicians, because people began to accuse them of having secret knowledge, and using occult symbols to influence people and control humanity. Some magicians may have done this, but the intention was really just to hide the knowledge.
The third step was stone. The European magi took inspiration from the magi of Egypt, and began to encode their symbolic knowledge into stone, rather than into books and manuscripts. Paper, fabric, leather and wood is destroyed over time. But stone and metal lasts.
And thus the European magi were ‘stone masons’, and thought themselves to be descendants of the Egyptian magi who carved inscriptions and spells onto the stones of temples and pyramids.
Being a stone mason was a good excuse to develop highly advanced and intricate methods of creating and preserving stone artefacts. Once again, hidden in plain sight.
What of the magical priests, the last of the four groups? The ones who wanted to guide humanity?
Well, they adopted a similar, but considerably more risky strategy. They decided to infiltrate.
Now you might be thinking: “wow, that sounds like a monumentally bad idea that will ruin the reputation of magick and magicians forever.“
And you’d be right. But this is what they did.
They infiltrated religious and political institutions, banks. They also adopted secrecy and symbolism, but their goal was to guide humanity towards a brighter future. They used their magick to influence Kings, priests, religion and politics.
Sure, at times some of them used it for personal gain. But many revolutions in history were inspired by these people. The occult symbolism found in holy books was thanks to these people, who became scribes and made sure their knowledge was placed in holy scriptures.
In Europe, in particular, we find witches (herbalists), we find monks (alchemists/astrologers), we find magicians (masons), and we find the priests (illuminati).
And so you can clearly see the four divisions of magick:
Witches: inwards and solitary Monks: inwards and communal Magi: outwards and communal Mystics: outwards and solitary
John William Waterhouse, The Magic Circle, 1886. A witch tracing a magick circle
Tibetan Monk working at the bellows. A monastery where alchemy is practiced.
Dionysus the Areopagite, a Christain mystic and scholar who wrote extensively on spiritual and celestial heirarchies.
The Masonic Banquet
Notice, how witches have lived alone and focused on self development. Monks have lived in communes and focused on self development.
Magi have worked together and been prominent and influential in society, while mystics have done the same, but through personal writings and teachings.
The Truth of the Prophets
See, magicians of all types throughout history have had this general goal: of creating a world order and society that is based on magical principles.
They tried in Egypt, India, Caanan and Babylon. They tried it in the societies of the Inca, the Maya and the Tibetans. They attempted it in ancient Albion, Mycenae and Ethiopia.
This was before the dark age.
During the dark age, such attempts were generally rare, but still tried.
Perhaps Muhammad got closest.
A lot of the stories about various prophets are false. Stories of Hermes, Krishna and Solomon have been misunderstood and misrepresented.
Figures like Birgid and Persephone have been deified, and it has been forgotten that they were human. The teachings of individuals like Hypatia have been essentially lost to time.
Of course, the same has happened to three dark age prophets: Jesus, Buddha and Muhammad.
Let’s talk about them.
We begin with Isa.
Jesus was a magus, and a follower of a certain Eastern branch of magick, likely one of Persian origin.
It is said he wandered the world in search of instruction, with accounts of his wanderings stretching at least into Persia and India, as well as far north into Briton and Ireland.
Accounts from China, Japan, the Americas etc. are harder to prove and likely not true. But it does seem he made it as far as India to the East, and Ireland to the North. Weirdly enough, it is one of the few times in history when Rome controlled a large enough territory, and there were trade routes that would enable him to travel from the Levant to these regions. Especially if he was part of an esoteric group, who often their own networks allowing them to travel this way.
So Christ was a Kabbalist. The Gnostic gospels state clearly that he was from a rabbinical family, though this is omitted from the modern Christian bible, likely because the idea of just an ordinary peasant was more convenient, given that Christianity emerged as a religion of the oppressed and the underclasses.
What does the symbol of the Cross mean?
I’ll tell you the secret.
Christ, being a yogi, a kabbalist and a magus, knew the Word, which was the correct pronunciation of YHVH, which sounds like IAO.
This is why the Greek magi transcribed it as I^O, because they gave importance to math and to them, the Word was a line, a triangle and a circle.
A Roman gnostic amulet where the godname ‘YHVH’ (Yah-woh) is transcribed as ‘IAW’, from the Greek ‘IAO’, pronounced as ‘ee-ah-ooh’
In the height of the Dark Age, Jesus went among the people and showed them the truth of magick. Buddha had spoken of it too, but he had not performed any physical miracles. This helped Buddha (mostly) avoid persecution. But Jesus showed them magick openly.
How? He, being initiated into Kabbalah, opened his mouth and spoke the word, publicly.
Being initiated into the Eastern mysteries, he made the ‘goddess pose’, which is the symbol of Ishtar. That is why the holy day of Jesus is Easter.
The Christians did not ‘steal’ from the pagans. Christian mysticism is merely a modern continuation of Persian magick.
And, being a yogi, Jesus raised the kundalini, which to him was the goddess Ishtar.
This is what is show in the motif of the ‘Crucifixion’.
Jesus in the Goddess pose, speaking the word and raising the Kundalini
The GoddessIshtar depicted the same way
Why oh why would the early Christians depict their messiah on a Cross?
This secret is so deeply kept, that as I was writing this paragraph, it randomly disappeared and my cursor moved back to the previous sentence.
As I was adding these images, an enormous rain and thunder storm has begun outside. Because such things are rarely written so publicly. But I persist.
In the motif of the Crucifixion, it is actually showing Jesus speaking the sacred word, and making the pose of Ishtar. The ‘Cross’ is drawn to show the kundalini rising, and resting at the back of his head.
You will notice the two lines of the cross intersect at the back of the head, where the secret star center resides. It was a simple method of showing the followers where to focus.
See, it was a two dimensional motif. They had to show that Jesus was kneeling, so they showed his bent legs off to one side.
To hide the secret from outsiders, the early Christians, being magicians, lied about the meaning behind the ‘Crucifixion’. The ‘goddess pose’ and bent legs were stated to be his limbs nailed to a Cross, and the Cross of the elements itself was described as a crucifix. His open mouth, uttering the word, was stated to be his pleas and cries of pain.
The symbol of awakening became a symbol of suffering. The sacred became profane, and only initiates knew that the symbol was not a Crufixion, but an awakening.
And the Romans must have wondered why the apparent Crucifix did not actually look like a crucifix, which was usually T shaped or X shaped.
The ‘crucified’ snake, a common alchemical motif. The serpent rising up the spin and stooping down, resting upon the forehead. Hence the depiction of Egyptian pharaohs with a snake on their forehead. The serpent completes the figure, turning the Cross into the Ankh.
For Buddha, the story is already well told. He was a magus.
But his story is half told. We know of the simple doctrines he taught, and his knowledge that was given to lay people. Like with Jesus, part of his teaching was for the common people, and part was for his initiates. There are caves in India where many of his followers were initiated. The magical teaching that was given by his is preserved as Vajrayana. He did not invent the doctrine, only passed on the initiation.
In Japan, the Zen monks understood very well that there were different kinds of Buddhism: one for the lay people, one for the warriors, and one for the mystics. With each degree, the teaching got more complex, and the rituals got simpler.
Interestingly, the same can be said for Lao Tzu. The Dao De Jing is a popular collection of teachings, that appear to show a simple life philosophy. And then there is Daoist cosmology, which is elaborate, complex and was kept secret, containing rituals of initiation, spells, circles, and a expansive cosmology.
Just like in the West, the Eastern magi also hid their knowledge, to protect it from invaders, or from misuse. There are stories of entire subterranean caverns in China and Mongolia, filled with thousands of texts. Only the most outward and essential knowledge ended up being publicly taught. The knowledge found in the teaching of the prophets is the key, while the knowledge that was hidden away is the treasure chest that it opens.
The true Buddha. A motif from the magical tradition of Vajrayana.
36 Heavens of Daoist Cosmology. Far from simply minimalism and mindfulness.
Daoist Gods and the directions they rule over. True magick, far from being a monotheistic or ‘nihilistic’ philosophy.
The greatest lie ever told is that Buddism and Daoism are philosophies of ’emptiness’. When Nagarjuna said “everything is empty”, he meant everything is one, and everything comes from Void. This is a magical teaching as Nagarjuna was an alchemist. It does not mean that everything is meaningless, but rather that everything is subjective, a manifestation of higher planes, a reflection of higher forms.
However, the knowledge became so secretive, that the magi themselves forgot it at times.
Buddha insisted that his relics not be venerated, and that the rituals and practice be kept simple.
It is ironic, that after his death, his relics were venerated, and the rituals of Buddhist magic were complicated to such a degree, that they lost all their strength and became empty and pointless.
“…as the Chinese army advanced on Tibet, the monks wasted away performing their tedious, elaborate rituals. Even as their temples were broken, they couldn’t call on the Gods for help. We watched our land burn, unable to be called’. ~Chanelling from Mahakaala.
Now, what of Muhammad, the third of the major dark age prophets?
See Muhammad was an authentic prophet and magus. He did, in fact, witness the Archangel Gabriel.
There’s a lot of stuff in the Islamic scripture. I generally don’t delve into religious scriptures, because I don’t really care to tell people that their beliefs are wrong. Instead, I’ll tell you the story as I have channeled it, and as esoteric tradition understands it.
Muhammad was from a merchant family. He was not just some illiterate peasant. He was familiar with the mystical teachings of the Hebrews, and also of the Arabs.
He progressed enough on his spiritual path to witness an Archangel.
See, in a few short centuries, Rome, Persia, India and Egypt would come crashing down. At this time the knowledge from these four cultures had to be preserved. The Arabs, who were essentially scattered tribes, had to be united. Their time had come to hold the torch of civilisation.
Muhammad, the magus and alchemist, was chosen for this task, being a very enlightened and courageous soul who could see beyond tribal infighting.
So he incarnated for this, received his Revelation, and went to Mecca. Though persecuted and maligned (as magicians often are), he managed to overthrow the superstitious priesthoods and unite the tribes of Arabia.
Muhammad had practiced magick to such a high degree, that he had recognised that all of it came from two energies: the solar, and the lunar. The right and left hands, the female and the male.
The Lunar principle, he called Allah. The Solar, he called Arafat.
The Cube of Matter, the lunar and male principle, the deity Allah. The crescent Moon
The obelisk on Mt Arafat. The solar, and female principle, the deity Arafat.The Star
These were two supreme deities of the Arabs, and all the lesser deities fell under them. Much like the Shiva-Shakti of the Hindus, and the Christ-Sophia of the Christians.
To Muhammad, the lunar principle was male, Allah, and represented by the black cube at Mecca, which to him was the Cube of Saturn or the Cube of Matter. The central axis of the world, the lingam of Shiva, the base of the middle pillar.
The feminine, to him, was the solar principle, Arafat, represented by the white obelisk on Mt. Arafat, named after the Goddess.
Allah was the god of extreme compassion, and possessing no warlike qualities. Arafat was the martial principle, protecting her people with the sword. Water and Fire. Moon and Star. Alchemy.
The prophet was trained as an alchemist, and as a maker of talismans. Having united the Arabs, he recruited certain gifted individuals who became his followers. They were a group of magi, and he urged them to move beyond tribal Gods, and abandon the worship of idols, and instead focus on true spiritual development.
His teaching was simple: upon this world there is a constant struggle between light and darkness, and this struggle is represented within the individual. It is projected outward, in his life. This struggle is called jihad. The struggle is none other than the inner struggle between light and shadow, of illusion and purpose. If in the pursuit of this true path (or dharma), a person loses their life, they will surely go to heaven.
This was to break the primitive and warlike belief that the tribes had, which was that falling in battle meant being ‘defeated’ and thus a sign of dishonor. Muhammad stated that such a sacrifice was actually an honour, as one had died for a higher cause, and in pursuit of their true path.
You will notice this is identical to the teachings of the Bhagawat Gita, the Hindu scripture on yoga and tantra, where Krishna tells Arjuna to fight, without thought, as this was his Dharma, and leave the rest up to God, and not be concerned about victory or defeat, life or death.
Muhammad taught them courage, and selfless sacrifice. It is not so different from the spirituality of the Samurai and the Norsemen.
He taught them to never run from duty. In the Middle East and North Africa, the profession of men was mainly to fight, and thus many martial characteristics entered into the teaching.
As was the tradition of the Middle Eastern and Persian magi, the men were to wear black, and the women were to wear white. The ancient Medjay worse black robes, while the high priestesses wore robes of white.
The High Priestess in her white veil
Eventually, this knowledge was lost, and men wore white while women wore black. The Goddess was lost, and the Arabs lost their power.
But why the veil and skullcap?
There was a tremendous danger to women, especially to those who practiced magick. So Muhammad recommended that women should be covered, especially those who were magically sensitive, and the men should cover their crown chakras, as the Hebrews did, to protect them from negative influences. This is similarly done by yogis, who bind their hair and tie it in a knot at the crown.
See, in the beginning, and to the end of his life, his band of followers were very small, and all magi, similar to the case of Buddha and Jesus. So, his teachings were mainly for these magicians, and did not concern normal people.
Essentially what he did was took the magi of all the different Arabic tribes, and joined them together, hoping they would eventually unite all the Arabic tribes. His teaching was very minimal, and many things we ascribe to Muhammad himself, are actually just the cultural customs of the Arabs which predated his life.
Parts of his initiatory knowledge is recorded in the book, the Shams al-Marif (Book of the Sun of Gnosis), written by the scholar and magus Ahmed al-Buni, likely by a disciple of the tradition.
He met Aisha. She was extremely gifted, and a witch. According to the customs of the Arabs, where life expectancy was short, she would be married.
Muhammad decided to take her as his bride, which was basically a way to make her his apprentice, much like the magi of old. This is why they had no children, as she was his apprentice, in the guise of his third wife.
People who talk a lot of Muhammad marrying a child, forget that his first wife, Khadija, was the same age as him when he married, and he did not take a second wife until he died. Hardly the actions of a lustful man. He was a magus, and a dignified man. Aisha stands as an exception for a reason, as the rest of Muhammad’s wives were often widowed women and often much older. Why take only one, singular young bride, and then have no children with her?
He helped Aisha to develop her abilities, and passed on his magical teachings to her, hoping that she could counteract and balance the patriarchal society of the time.
Muhammad also passed on his magical knowledge to his daughter Fatima. It would later go to her descendants, who were the Fatimid dynasty: a dynasty of magi, even in the dark age, a call back to when Kings and Queens were of magical lineage, and possessed esoteric knowledge. It was also rather bold to name themselves after a matriarch.
Some of the most important aspects of his alchemical teachings concern the red alchemical stone inside the Kabbah, which was made by alchemists a long, long time ago.
At one point in history, the Fatimids had broken this stone out of the Kabbah and taken it for themselves. When they returned it, it had apparently lost 60% of its size. This is why it doesn’t “fit” within its silver casing.
Anyway, Muhammad died without leaving behind an heir, or starting a religion. He had no interest in this, being mainly focused leaving behind simple teachings for the magi and witches who followed him.
But after his death, the tribal leaders and theologians got together. They were not too thrilled about the Prophet’s teachings, especially the emphasis placed on magic and the rule by magicians, the power and importance given to women, and the almost ascetic and selfless nature of the teaching, and his insistence that young women be protected.
The priests took charge, and they wrote down the teachings of Muhammad, as THEY saw fit.
In this, they also added little things, such as giving a lot of importance to themselves, the priests, and stating that their interpretation of the scripture, which is called Sharia, be the legal code. They also had a habit of purchasing brides at a young age, and decided to make this part of the religion too, along with a whole host of tribal practices.
Essentially, they turned the reign of power back into their hands. The magicians, sufis (mystics) and alchemists remained important, but their power was greatly diminished, and many lived on the outskirts of society. The witches lost their importance completely, and once again retreated underground. Many witches joined the harems of kings and nobles, and advised them. This is how the witches of the Islamic world found refuge.
But the true political power went to the priests.
But, the mystical knowledge remained, and passed to the Fatimids, as well as other magi and alchemists, who would go on to become enormously rich and powerful due to their lineage.
The Islamic civilisation did end up becoming a safe haven for magical knowledge, despite persecution. Knowledge from India, Rome, Persia and Egypt ended up being preserved, translated and kept safely here, for a while.
Unfortunately, this magical power was misused again, and now on an unimaginable scale, and used for the enslavement of people and for war.
There was a man trained in Shamanic practices in Mongolia, and his name was Temudjin. He too, was from an occult lineage, especially from his mother’s side.
One day, when praying at the shrine of Tengri, he was struck with divine revelation. Having been repeatedly enslaved his whole life, having seen his fathers and comrades assassinated in petty tribal feuds, and having seen terrible excesses of humanity, he manifested the energy of the Avenger.
The Gods told him to unite the tribes of Mongolia, and begin a campaign of destruction. Not for personal gain, but for justice.
Shamanic drum used in Tengriist rituals
He was told that anyone who surrendered to him was to be left alone. Anyone who did not, was to be completely decimated. His focus was on the destruction of priests, nobles and Kings, on societies that thrived on slavery and oppression.
Those who surrendered were left alone, to govern themselves, keep their culture, and surrendering armies were absorbed into the Mongol force.
So, with this revelation, he united the Mongol tribes. He was given the title of Genghis Khan. He was drawn towards the places where magic had been misused, as like attracts like. Under his sword, millions perished, and entire societies were razed. But others escaped completely unscathed.
When Gengis Khan was a slave in China, he had been kept in a cage so the public could laugh at him and throw things at him. At this time, a Buddhist monk had offered him some food. When Temudjin thanked him, the monk said
“When you eventually return to destroy this Kingdom, I ask that you spare the monastery on the hill”
Temujin did not know what this meant. When he returned, he eradicated the Kingdom from the face of the Earth. It is said that the only thing that was left untouched, was a Buddhist monastery on a hill.
Genghis Khan travelled with a shamanic advisor. The Shaman told him whether or not to invade a certain city or region, and he followed this instruction. This is why Genghis Khan did not attempt an invasion of India, because his Shamanic advisor looked into the future and saw death.
The Mongol campaign would eventually cause the decline of Islamic society.
The Muslim invaders had been drawn to places like Egypt, Persia and India, where magical power was being misused, and they brought devastation. Now, it was they who had misused power, and devastation came to them.
Many books were burned or destroyed by the Mongols. While much knowledge was lost, it also caused many dogmatic and rigid scriptures on religion and philosophy to be destroyed.
As I was once told byBaal Tze-Moth (Beelzebuth), who was later called Elohim Tzabbaoth by the Hebrews: true knowledge is that which can withstand destruction. True knowledge cannot be lost to dust and moths. Knowledge which gets ‘lost’ because it was burned, is likely not worth preserving.
After the death of Gengis Khan, the spiritual energy behind the Mongol conflict sputtered out, because the work was done. His descendants ruled over the makeshift empire for a shirt while, which very quickly fragmented and fell apart, leaving behind no legacy. Eventually, they too started to misuse power for political gain. Kublai Khan was repeatedly defeated in Japan, and his brothers faced defeat in Egypt. Finally, they were defeated by the Ming dynasty of China.
Interestingly, their decline began when they lost to the Fatimids, who were then in control of Egypt. It was the first major Mongol defeat.
The Great Revolution
Sometime in the 17th and 18th centuries, the energies of a new age started to seep down from the higher planes. And magicians around the world realised.
A couple of interesting things happened in France.
Remember our four kinds of magicians: magi, witches, priests and monks.
These four currents were, in various ways, drawn into France.
First, the Cathars.
The Cathars were a group of magicians who were spread across Europe. They were centered in a country called Occitany, which had its own language, called Occitanian.
Occitanian was the only romantic language of Hebraic origin. The Cathars followed a mix of the gnostic, hermetic and kabbalistic traditions. They were basically Christian mystics and Hermetic magi. The modern Tarot deck is attributed to them. They had a grade system, with the innermost grade called the ‘Perfecti’, or Perfected ones. This is where we get the word ‘Prefect’
Like Brahmins, the Perfecti stayed closed off from the world. The head Perfectii wore Red, and a set of golden laurels, while members of the inner order wore white, and outer order wore black. Very alchemical. These were also the sacred colours of Islam, for the same alchemical reason. In India, the red is replaced by Gold, but its the same concept.
They came under heavy persecution by the Catholic Church, since they were attracting an increasingly large following of people, who came for healing, knowledge and guidance. The Church was losing ground. So, they did what they do best: they killed them all as ‘heretics’, and their teachings were distorted to seem nihilistic and unpleasant, so that no one would want to follow it. In truth, the Cathars were hermits.
Such extreme persecution and war led to the complete decline and collapse of Occitany as a culture, with even the language being lost. Occitany simply became ‘southern france’, and the French nobles destroyed the alchemical fortresses and built their own forts on top of them.
A Cathar Chateau in Southern France. An alchemical fortress. It is likely a more modern structure built on the site of the original.
Great Cross of Hendaye. A monument in South western France of Gnostic origin, containing zodiacal and apocalyptic symbolism.
The remaining Cathars decided to adopt a rather crazy and radical strategy: keep your friends close, and your enemies closer.
The Cathars, like the Irish Druids and Roman magi before them, decided to infiltrate the Catholic Church, and become one with it. The Church already had magicians within it, and so the Cathars found a welcome home.
After all, the Church was meant to be an institution of magi. Even after petty men took control, many Magi remained within the Church, as monks and nuns, and sometimes as priests, bishops and even popes, and stayed mostly invisible.
Tirelessly, they worked to spread the true message of religion: liberty, equality, democracy, compassion, courage, honour, nobility and truth, as well as preserve grimoires and esoteric scriptures.
As a separate organization, the Cathars were a political threat and drew the attention of rulers. But within the Church, they were safe, and there they remained.
The French Church then, became a haven for magicians.
Second is Prague.
In Prague, there had been an attempt to establish an ‘Alchemical Kingdom’, under King Rudolf II. This was where Dr John Dee and Edward Kelley had written all their Enochian material. This was when many texts on Kabbalah were written, and the Golem was created.
Naturally, and perhaps predictably, this drew the ire of petty rulers. A combined army of Catholics and Protestants descended upon Prague, and destroyed the ‘alchemical kingdom’
Churches and synagogues were burned, books were destroyed, wealth was looted.
Many magicians and witches died. Many fled. They fled Westwards, establishing themselves in places like Bohemia and Bavaria, but eventually many ended up in France. Or alternatively, many of their books and manuscripts ended up in France, and a huge tradition of grimoires and magick began here. And after the printing press was invented, more and more people began to read such books, and get influenced by these ideas. The word ‘grimoire’ after all, in French, and for good reason.
After the decline of Islamic society, the psersecution of magicians was in full force, and lots of texts ended up in France, where they began to be translated, which also added further context to the knowledge coming from the West.
Third, Africa.
People already know that a considerable number of enslaved Africans ended up in Europe.
While West Africans mainly ended up in English colonies (America), many North Africans ended up as slaves or servants (and in some cases, even normal citizens) in France, due to its large colonial Empire.
See, the slaves were basically from smaller African tribes that had been defeated and enslaved by larger, more warlike tribes, enslaved and then sold to the Europeans.
Every society needs magicians, even slave society. These were the shamans of these tribes, who continued their shamanic duties for their people even after defeat. So, African witchcraft ended up in France, and it’s larger Empire, along with witches.
A great example of this is the Voudon tradition in Haiti.
Here, French occultism merged with African witchcraft, and there was a huge interest and exposure of French people to this stuff. Naturally, being in a society with slavery also tends to make people despise the practice. This also had some effect on the people, and played a role in the uptick of libertarian and humanistic ideals.
The last is from the Middle East.
See the Fatimids did the thing you’re not meant to do: they misused their magical knowledge and power. Their dynasty declined, and the last Fatimid Caliph went mad. Before he wandered off to the desert to die, he buried his alchemical materials and texts under the Temple of Solomon. Or at least, this is how the story goes. Another version says that the material under the Temple was from Solomon himself, or from other magi. It is possible that as the Fatimids declined, certain magi smuggled out the sacred texts and buried them under Solomon’s Temple.
Now come the Templars. See, there was a group of French knights who, during the crusades, ended up in the Byzantine Empire. Here, their leader came into contact with an esoteric group, which had a mixture of Kabbalistic, Gnostic and Sufi traditions.
They were called the Brotherhood of the East, who claimed to be the keepers of the occult knowledge of the Islamic and Byzantine world.
Perhaps the Knights were initiated into this brotherhood. Perhaps the Knights themselves were some remnant of an esoteric cult. Maybe they were Cathars who had survived and gone underground. Regardless, the Knights learned of the alchemical and gnostic material hidden under the Temple of Solomon.
This group of Knights would grow to become the esoteric order called the Knights Templar. They lived in the Crusader states of Jerusalem, and their job was to protect Christian pilgrims. Sometimes, they also protected the Jews, because no one else would. They were also an occult order, complete with grades and systems of initiation.
Their headquarters was the Temple of Solomon, and they dug under the temple for the apparent treasures hidden there.
They found it. Supposedly, it was a collection of relics, alchemical substances and manuscripts. It is also said there was Atlantean technology, but I cannot confirm or deny this. It apparently helped them to strengthen their spiritual power and also became the foundation of their rituals and initiations.
When Saladin took Jerusalem and expelled the Christians out of the Middle East, the Templars packed up the materials they had found and returned to France.
As an aside, Saladin would later meet another occult group called the Hashashin, a minor remnant of the ancient Persian Magi.
Originally, he intended to destroy them as heretics. But his soldiers ran off in terror when they went to the Mountain fortress of the Hashashin, and met their Grandmaster, who displayed supernatural abilities. Later, Saladin would wake up to find some freshly baked cakes next to his bedside. A message from the Hashashin. Basically “if we want, we can kill you easily”. So Saladin decided to turn around and get the hell out of there.
The Hashashin would later misuse their power to influence politics, and be destroyed by the Mongols. An eastern branch of the Hashashin would survive in India, and be called the Roshiniya (meaning ‘Illuminated Ones’)
So anyway, Templars return to Europe, and used their esoteric knowledge to build great Churches, and establish basically their own country. An alchemical Kingdom. Even now, you can visit Templar churches and see all the occult symbolism there. And who do you think helped them build these Churches?
Yep, the stone masons.
The Temple Church in England, a round Church built in London by the Knights Templar in the 12th Century. Much of the carvings are from a later date, as the structure was damaged during WW2.
It has been said that the Templars were the world’s first multinational company. They created many of our modern systems of banking. They were exactly what magicians have always wanted: a self sustaining society, completely self regulated, and beyond the power of rulers, transcending national, religious and cultural lines.
You will see how this is simply a natural evolution of what monks used to be.
Monks have always lived in self sustaining, self governing communes, managing their own finances, and earning their wealth by selling beer, medicine and books. The monks and hermits of the world were the original entrepreneurs. For some reason, people imagine that monks were poor. But monasteries were often a storehouses of wealth.
The Templars basically developed the modern system of banking. They created the concept of ‘cheques’ and ‘accounts’. Basically, if you were a pilgrim going to the holy land, you would visit a Templar monastery and deposit your wealth. In exchange, you’d be given a slip. You could use this to ‘withdraw’ an equivalent amount of wealth at another monastery. All you had to do was pay an interest. This allowed pilgrims to travel much more safely, without having to carry money or valuables. It must have been a monumental innovation for its time. The Templars grew wealthy, partly due to their banking, partly due to the patronage of those whom they protected, and partly due to the knowledge of alchemy. They even loaned out money to Kings and nobles. They were a ‘franchise’
Libertarianism, in its true sense, began with monastic orders.
The Templars, being monastic, simply took this philosophy to its natural conclusion. Their ‘monastery’ was simply a large, transnational one, with many smaller units within it.
Naturally, this drew the ire of petty rulers. Namely, Philip IV, King of France, and the Catholic Church. See, King Phillip had become indebted to the Templar order, and did not want to pay it back.
They did what they do best. They killed them all.
When the Grandmaster of the Templars, Jacques De Molay was going to be burned at stake, he put a curse on the Pope and King who were watching. He put a curse not just on them, but said that God would punish their descendants, unto the 11th generation.
One year later, the King of France was dead, and shortly after, the Pope would follow. Karma.
Generations later, the French Revolution happened, and the descendants of Phillip would all perish in the fires of revolution. The Templar curse was fulfilled.
But see, there’s a story. It is said that not all Templars died. They were warned, and while the leadership stayed back to face the persecution, a vast majority of members packed up their stuff, including their esoteric knowledge, and boarded ships that sailed away at night, disappearing over the Atlantic, never to be seen again.
By this time, the Norse had become Christian, and both Templars and Masons had a foothold in Norse society, having integrated many Norse shamans and magicians into their ranks.
One example of this is the brotherhood called the Jomsvikings. They were, in truth, an order of pagan knights. They were elite warriors. Though they were mercenaries, they had a strict code of conduct and high standards for initiates. It is possible that they were connected, or became connected, to the Knights Templar at some point. The Jomsvikings were known to be particularly religious and pious, by Norse standards, which is a sign of mystical activities.
The Templars had heard rumours of a land far to the West, which had been discovered and spoken off by various Norsemen that had sailed across the Atlantic. After all, by this time the Norse had already discovered and begun to settle the land that would be called America, with many Norse fleeing to this ‘new world’ to escape war, persecution and slavery.
The Templars decided to follow suit.
So off they went. Sailed across the Atlantic. Met the Native Americans, and consulted with their Shamans. Knowledge was exchanged.
This is how John Dee came to possess an Aztec obsidian mirror, which was used in the Enochian workings. He was almost certainly aware of and associated with these esoteric groups.
This is also why you find Native American sacred sites which seem to have gnostic or hermetic symbolism.
Native American ‘medicine wheel’. Traditionally, it was made as a wheel with eight spokes. But there is a version which resembles the Solar Cross, likely developed after Templar contact.
The ‘shew stone’ of Dr. John Dee, employed in the Enochian workings. Now believed to be of Aztec origin.
So, a network of contact and communication developed. Over time, more European influence and more settlers would enter the Americas.
In France, the remaining Templars retreated out of sight. By now Masons and Templars were one and the same, and the Templars found safer refuge in other places.
So they weren’t in France, but likely in close proximity. In fact, there are various monastic orders that claim direct descent from the Templar Order, most notable the Knights of Malta. The story goes that the King of France gave the Templar wealth to the Knights Hospitaller, but it also likely that the Knights Templar just became the Knights Hospitallier and other groups, and simply diversified their wealth, and themselves.
They were true bankers.
And thus, their influence spread among a new kind of social class: the professionals. People like bankers, doctors, lawyers, book keepers. A new kind of class that emerged to meet the needs of the colonial Empire, and many of them had esoteric roots, or had become influenced by occult ideas. They had disposable income, free time and education.
The mystics within the Church, the witches among the slaves, the initiates within the intellectual class, and the magicians who had fled from Prague. All gathered in Paris.
See, energy is powerful. Merely being close to magical energy, brings about a change in people. And in France, all four magical energies: witchcraft, mysticism, magick and monasticism were present.
The printing press heightened the tensions. People could now read.
When Turkish coffee came into France, coffeehouses emerged. The rulers were skeptical, and felt that these places of congregation would create dissent, and cause ‘dangerous’ ideas to spread. They thought this ‘heretical’ substance would corrupt the minds of people.
But Pope Clement VIII, perhaps a magician, loved coffee so much, he ‘baptized’ the drink as Christian.
So if you like democracy and freedom, thank our lord and savior: coffee.
So coffeehouses became a staple, people began to congregate and discuss ideas and read books, and discuss political matters in their society. French society, at this time, was getting worse. Slavery, corruption, poverty, war and violence.
By this time, Templars and Masons had found their way to America, and wanted to try their hand, once again, at an alchemical Kingdom, far away from persecution. All the founding fathers of the US were Freemasons.
Violence and Death
In France, magicians from Europe, Asia, and the Middle East were congregating.
George Washington, a Mason and magician himself, asked France for money to help beat the English. At this time, the King of France was good ol’ Loius XVI. He agreed to help Washington with money and weapons.
But after the English were defeated, the United States emerged as a new young country, with no money and no way to pay off the debt.
France was now broke.
And the nobility of France had become decadent. They could hardly be called ‘noble’.
And as people’s lives got worse and worse, the nobility were seen reveling in pleasures and enjoying themselves. At least, that was the perspective.
So a little thing called the French revolution happened. Feudalism ended. And a whole bunch of stuff started to happen. The Age of Aquarius began. Liberty, Equality, Democracy and Truth.
Remember our four groups of magicians? They’d been pretty active in this time.
The Priestly magicians had managed to build a Church dedicated to the Age of Aquarius. Maybe you’ve heard of it. It’s this little thing called Notre Dame.
On the Notre Dame is the rose of 49 petals, each representing one of the 49 Enochian Keys. The Notre Dame is unique, because it is a Cathar style Church, rather than a catholic one. The two structures on either side are the two pillars from Kabbalah: Jachin and Boas, Mercy and Severity. The spire in the middle (which recently burned down when the Kundalini of the structure itself began to rise up, signaling the beginning of a new age) represents the Middle pillar.
Rose of 49 Petals on the Notre Dame
A common symbol worn by Revolutionaries in France
Dr John Dee’s ‘Heptarchia Mystica’, containing 7 orders of 7 spirits, thus the number 49
Perhaps the alchemists who live in the shining city under the Notre Dame lit the fire, to signal to humanity that the change was starting. And it happened on Easter too, if I remember correctly.
Also, during the restoration of the Notre Dame, two sarcophagi were found under the floor boards. At least one of these belongs to a Knights Templar, based on our channelings.
Some of you will know that, in the Notre Dame, the altar or dais is in the center, and not at the back. This is a gnostic concept, likely known to the Masons who built it. This is because Gnostic Churches were not used for sermons, but for magical and alchemical operations. A magic temple is always focused on the centre, and not the edge.
The flower of 49 petals would later become a symbol of the French revolution. Even the three alchemical colours: red, white and black would appear. Though instead of black, we get indigo, because they likely used indigo dye rather than black dye, which was more expensive.
So the French Revolution happens. And now the four groups of magicians make themselves known.
First come the priests and the nobles. They are the priestly magicians who want to guide humanity. They want to do this through a new established power structure and hierarchy, centered on Reason and Tradition.
We can call them: Traditionalists.
Next come the witches. Having lived under the yoke of oppression, they want to create a radically free and individualistic society. These were gnostic groups like the Paris Commune.
Let’s call them: Communists, or Anarchists.
Next came the Templar monks, who at this time had saturated the professional and upper middle classes. Having tasted freedom and being thoroughly done with old power structures, they want a new republic where they can have self contained, self governing communities. True liberty.
Let’s call them: Libertarians, or capitalists.
Finally, the last group. The Masonic and Rosicrucian groups who want to build a new humanistic world order based on humanism, justice and fairness. They even published a bunch of manifestos, often called the Rosicrucian manifesto, which later inspired the Utopian socialists.
Let’s call them: Humanists, or Socialists
France was now a Republic, and had National Assembly of sorts. These were esteemed members of society, who met to discuss the future of the country. Among these group, all four types of magicians were present.
See the building had two ‘wings’ or sides. In the Estates General, supporters of the Revolution sat on the ‘right hand wing’ while the Revolutionaries sat on the Left.
After the Revolution, when the Legislative Assembly was formed, the ‘innovators’ say on the left, the moderates in the middle, and the ‘traditionalists’ on the right.
The professionals and intellectuals behind the French revolution, many especially being doctors, lawyers, bankers and economists, aligned more towards the traditionalists, while the academics, philosophers and public thinkers who advocated for equality and civil rights, sat next to the commune members.
This isn’t even my opinion. This is just political history, though the presence of magi is often ignored.
Hence, the “lift wing” and the “right wing”, along with the centre left and centre right, and even the far left and far right.
All political factions started from esoteric and occult groups.
Traditionalism, or Nationalism is really just philosophy of priests, or mystics.
Anarchism, or Progressivism, is really just the philosophy of witches, or shamans.
Capitalism, or Libertarianism, is really just the philosophy of monks, or hermits.
Socialism, or Liberalism, is really just the philosophy of the magi, or alchemists.
See, the priests venerate the Father archetype, while the Magicians venerate the Mother archetype. The Hermits venerate the Son archetype, while the Witches venerate the Daughter archetype.
The Father and Mother are oriented towards the world, while the Son and Daughter are oriented towards the self. Communal and solitary magick.
The Father and Son are oriented towards light and culture, while the Mother and Daughter are oriented towards darkness and nature. So, light and dark magick.
Fire, Water, Air and Earth.
The Four Ideologies
It is true. The four modern political ideologies emerged from magick. I mentioned this in the last post, so I will not go into too many details.
First the magicians laid out these philosophies, then various philosophers were inspired by them, and wrote about them. After all, many noteworthy thinkers were secretly (or openly) members of occult societies, or had had spiritual experiences. Then, these ideas passed to political thinkers and writers, and finally to political leaders themselves.
The Rosicrucian manifestos, in Europe, are the origin of ‘socialism’, which spread mainly in the East. After all, French was a language spoken by the Russian aristocracy, and allowed some of these ideas to enter Russian thought. The origins of this Rosicrucian, or ‘utopian’ socialism goes back to Plato, and his description of a utopia ruled by philosopher kings.
Many Rosicrucians and Masons, even today, will speak about Plato’s utopia. In some ways, it can even be traced back to Egypt, and it’s God king.
The hammer and sickle is none other than the Crook and Flail symbol of the Egyptian pharaoh.
The serpent of the Libertarian flag is simply the Kundalini, or coiled serpent.
The ‘anarchist’ symbol is simply IAO, the ancient alchemical symbol found in the modern world.
Traditionalism has no symbol, but most countries usually use their foremost religious symbol, which always has an occult origin, as their symbol of culture and tradition.
But the Socialist philosophy of equality, turned into mere vengeance. First they kill the Tsar, then they kill the nobles, then they kill the professionals and academics, then the scientists and artists, then the rich peasants, then the dissenters, the the revolutionaries, the journalists, and then everyone else.
Because an energy is like a seed, and cannot produce any other fruit. It can only increase and grow, not change from one thing to another.
It’s a cannibalistic ideology that continually erodes the ethics, morals, values and traditions of society. In the end, people collectively starve.
From magi like Eliphas Levi to spiritual thinkers like Voltaire and Rousseau (who personally knew the Count of St Germain), to philosophers like Hegels and political writers like Marx, and finally to the revolution of Lenin and Trotsky.
The French magus Eliphas Levi, who crated the motif of ‘Baphomet’, was jailed twice for harboring and spreading socialist and utopian ideals
You will see how, with each level, the wisdom of the philosophy becomes diluted. The Rosicrucian manifestos spoke of a Platonic ideal, but Trotsky waged a war that killed 30 million people.
The Yogic ashrams, in India, are the origin of modern ‘anarchism’. The yogis, and tantrics, had always lived outside the bounds of Hindu society, rid of the shackles of caste and clan. They lived in self governing communes, and their society consisted of several such communes, living and working together and being free of religious and feudal obligation. As the new age began to dawn, the yogis broke their self imposed lifestyle of silence and secrecy, and began to teach openly, in temples and villages.
From these yogis came various reformist movements within Hindu society, and also the birth of Indian nationalism. From yogis like Ramakrishna and Lahiri Mahasya, to spiritual thinkers like Vivekananda and Tolstoy, to philosophers Tagore and and Beasant, and finally to political leaders like Gandhi.
As books on yoga went to the West via Britain and America, they were printed and spread around the world, and so were the ideas of non violence, non cooperation, and self liberation.
In fact, Gandhi once said that his philosophy, called ‘Satyagraha’, was essentially ‘ordered anarchism’. He learned of this from Tolstoy, who had read it from Hindu literature.
In fact, both Gandhi and Annie Beasant, both important within Indian nationalism, were members of the occult order called the Theosophists. Vivekananda, the foremost reformer within Hinduism, was a direct student of Ramakrishna, the great ascended yogi. In fact, most Indian nationalists were members of various spiritual orders. Bengal, which had several such orders, became a hotbed for both spirituality, and revolutionary ideology. The ideas of peaceful revolution and resistance came from the ashrams.
One of the foremost Yogis on India, Parmahamsa Yogananda, even dedicated an entire chapter in Autobiography of a Yogi, towards the ideals of non violent resistance, nationalism and Gandhi’s teachings.
Robindranath Tagore, a mystic, with other nationalists in Bengal
Parmahamsa Yogananda, spreading the teachings of Yoga in the United States, from where it spread world overvia American cultural influence.
Yogananda with Gandhi.Yogananda’s Guru, Sri Yukteshwar Giri, wrote extensively on the coming Age of Aquarius in his book ‘The Holy Science’. It was written in 1894, the same year the Golden Dawn was founded.
But see, again the dilution happened. Gandhi was a proud and idealistic man. Politics is not religion, and must be practical rather than idealistic.
Anarchism really means anarchy. Lawlessness. in these anarchist nations, which had become free from colonial rule,empty idealism and lawlessness came to rule. Everything is okay, everything is tolerated. There are no standards, no codes of behavior.
The yogis had their spiritual practice. Ordinary people are not yogis. Without guidance and direction, society simply degenerates into survival mode, and people become singularly cruel and close minded, clinging to what they have, because they don’t know if they’ll ever have more.
Saintly speeches and high minded ideals do not put food on the table.
Within the Islamic world, various martial Occult orders emerged. The Islamic mystics had survived the Mongol devastation and later Islamic persecution by retreating into the fringes of society, or going underground, and their members were called Fidayee, living the ideal of fearless self sacrifice that was taught by Muhammad and by others before and after him.
Here too, their occult teachings began to seep out. How exactly, it is difficult to say.
But they began to take students, especially from Europe. A philosophy called Salafism emerged in the Islamic world, and was meant to give people an ideal to aspire to: the ideal of a noble, dignified warrior, like the Knights of old, and to live like the Fidayee, who were the descendants of the ancient magi.
To be ‘fida’ means to surrender oneself whole heartedly unto a higher ideal, and to live and die for it. The word has romantic and spiritual connotations. The Sufis can be said to live such lives, being entranced and ecstatic.
But in the hands of politicians and religious law makers, this gave rise to the philosophy of Wahabism, which we all know as ‘radical Islam’, which ironically turned against the sufis and other occult groups.
These ideas entered Europe, in the hands of mystics like Rene Guenon, who spoke of a philosophy called ‘Perennialism’, or the idea of living according to nature, preserving your cultural traditions and holding up the ideal of the ‘higher man’, which philosophers like Nietzsche had spoken of before. Another was Ananda Kumaraswami, a Sri Lankan mystic who spread both occult and traditionalist ideas in the West.
The French mystic, philosopher and right wing intellectual, Rene Guenon, in his later years as a sufi.
From there is passed to philosophers like Evola, who was an alchemist and very impressed by these ideas. He believed that people should strive to be greater and greater, and every person should aspire to the ideals of their race, which is determined by the region where the ‘people’ had emerged.
See, you can already see how the confusion is setting in. The spiritual ideal is being confused with the cultural idea, and culture being confused with ‘race’.
He, and others, thought modernity was a ‘corrupting’ force and democracy was mere ‘mob rule’. They felt people needed to be guided and needed a martial code to aspire to, similar to the Chivalry of knights or bushido or Samurai. They were called ‘Traditionalists’.
The Italian term for this traditionalism was called ‘fascism’, and harkened back to the ancient Roman ideal of chivalry and brotherhood, and martial discipline, and even the Indo European, or ‘aryan’ martial brotherhoods.
These concepts were then used in Germany, Middle East and Japan to create this fabled ‘spiritual aristocracy’ or ‘fidayeen’, who were meant to represent the ‘higher men’. The idea was that society should select the strongest, wisest and most intelligent individuals, who should then govern. It was a pointless attempt to restore the rule of magicians and the old royal lineages.
By the time it became manifest, it had degenerated to ‘might makes right’. And eventually, and ironically, actual mob rule.
Because: there is strength in numbers. Instead of a modern Knights Templar, we got unstable and sadistic men, such as those who joined the SS or became Jihadists, referring to themselves as knights and fidayee. Because an ideology like this tends to draw mentally unstable people, and weak men who want to oppress others.
Fascism became the ideology of the weak and the hateful, which explains why almost all fascist philosophers eventually became bitterly jaded. All fascist societies have only accomplished violence and regression, and will continue to do so. The ideal does not match those who follow it. The ones who it is meant for, are not attracted to it.
Artwork depicting a member of the Hashashin, likely the Grandmaster Hasan i-Sabah. They were the model for the Fidayee
Because the truly wise, intelligent and strong tend to be humble, and will not obediently follow orders. True magi do not kill the innocent.
Finally, something ought to be said of the Masons, and the Templars, and the shamans of America.
See, the Templars, who became the Freemasons, were rather proud of their ideas of freedom, free commerce and liberty. They found kinship among the various tribes of the Americas.
While we all know of the monarchist societies of the Aztec, we forget that many of the native American tribes were republics.
The Iroquois Confederacy, a Native American nation which had a Republic form of government
And they thrived on commerce and trade, and their initial contact with both Vikings and Templars, and even later Europeans, was built on trade. There were no governing bodies, no central church, no organised religion, no taxes. In South America, even more freedom was found. Psychadelic drugs were frequently used, and people enjoyed a great deal of personal freedom.
Tribes were organized as republics. These societies were ‘primitive’ because they lacked feudalism, and so did not have as much material development to show as Eurasian societies. As mentioned before, many Europeans, from the Norse contact onwards, came to settle in America specifically for this reason.
Not to go all ‘noble’ savage here. I’m not saying the Native Americans were some idealized societies. They frequently went to war, and had rigid social and gender roles. The Aztecs engaged frequently in blood sacrifice, and colonialism was pretty common.
But we take the good with the bad.
This legacy of liberty, free commerce and the republic stuck well into later centuries, and the Masons were quite fond of it.
The Freemasons and Templars eventually founded the United States, and attempted to establish what was once destroyed in Europe: an alchemical society built on free commerce, liberty and the concept of republic. No tax, no church, no king.
These ideas also spread tremendously in the Caribbean, where occult ideas had mixed with the superstitions, beliefs and practices of pirates and privateers, who obviously understood the value of gold and of pure freedom.
Many South American revolutions were also based on these ideals, and thus the Americas became the bastion of ‘liberty’ or ‘libertarianism’. South America, even prior to European contact, had been a particularly free society. This is seen the shamanic religion, dressing sense, and use of psychedelic substances.
Slavery still existed though. Like the Aztecs and others before them, this libertarian societies tended to repeatedly run into the problem of colonial slavery.
It showed a problem with the American ideals of liberty, and this was a problem that existed even in the earlier tribal nations.
Liberty means everyone is free to pursue their goals. But when you cut away regulations and rules of all kinds, you require trust and cooperation.
If one nation, or group of people, starting disrespecting the social contract, they can quickly become very powerful, controlling more and more people and resources, until they along control everything. Furthermore, not everyone is a magician, and is not wise enough to know how to live. This is, after all, why Kings and Priests existed.
Hence, libertarianism is reduced to the pursuit just money and hedonism, forgetting the values and responsibilities of living in a republic. Look at South America, with it’s drug cartels and gangs. Look at North America, and it’s corporations which are akin to medieval aristocratic houses.
The Pros and Cons
Fascism, Communism, Capitalism and Anarchism.
Aleister Crowley described all ‘isms’ and ideologies as ‘abortive births of the Child’, the ‘child’ here referring to the Age of Aquarius.
The fiery, watery, airy and earthly energies of Aquarius, being drawn down by magicians, but failing to capture the whole essence.
The fiery energy became traditionalism, the watery energy became socialism, the air energy became libertarianism, and the earthly energy became anarchism.
From 1930 to 1950, traditionalism, nationalism and fascism dominated. It ended with world war 2.
Traditionalism created violence and death, and led to enormous oppression of those who were seen as ‘weak’ or the ‘other.
However, it liberated countless nations from colonial and feudal rule. It empowered people, reminded them of their strength, and showed the power of united action. It showed that every single human being has enormous strength within them, and the power to fight.
It created robust and stable political structures, and strong armies. It was the power of the oppressor, but it was also the strength of the oppressed. Nationalism is the power that lionises even the weakest and apathetic men, and helps them rise over others. It is the energy of fire and victory.
From 1950 to 1980, Socialism and communism dominated. It ended with the Chernobyl disaster.
On one hand, Socialism caused starvation and death on a scale never seen in human history. In entire nations, it permanently destroyed traditional ways of life. Entire populations were permanently destroyed, entire cultures were erased. It decimated ancestral knowledge of agriculture, medicine, religion, art and science. It took power from the able, and handed it to a mob, pushed along by pseudo-intellectuals.
However, after the death was done, the Soviet Union was a singular powerhouse of science and academics. It was the final death blow to the old feudal systems, to nobility and monarchy. It showed people the power of a egalitarian, just society which was singularly focused on a goal.
I went through the last socialist education system, which existed in New Delhi (and there alone) till about 2010. Shortly after I finished school, India became capitalist, and the education system changed, becoming more western.
It was focused on rigor, and true learning.
Not for profit, not to get a job, but to truly do the job with dignity and perfection. We were educated properly, and made to understand math, science, history and politics.
Even today, I own a few objects that were produced in the Soviet Union. They are excellent and long lasting, because they were made to last. Even now, Soviet film is seen as true art. It was art for the sake of art, not for mass consumption by ‘consumers’. People forget that a huge amount of our computer science and space research is built on Soviet foundations.
Some things cannot be done for profit. If you think my blog is valuable, be aware that it is the result of Socialist education. These days, such education isn’t even available anymore.
My parents and grandparents had even more socialistic education, and they educated me. My school could only do 50%.
However, after the disaster of Chernobyl, and the wars in the Middle East, Capitalism, corporatism and liberal democracy (libertarianism) emerged as the dominant political ideology, from the 1980s to 20010. It ended with the Great Recession.
After the collapse of the Soviet Union, people celebrated neo-liberal capitalism as the ideology that won over fascism and communism, and the ideology that would lead humanity into the new millennium.
Then the oil wars began. Then the wars over minerals, and then over fresh water, fought by private militias.
And then came the stock market, turning the economy into a zero sum game based on debt, in which 99% of people could not participate. And then came private equity, slowly destroying quality, creativity, innovation, human willpower, art, science, culture, faith, family and the planet in general.
Wars, fought by private militaries, funded by corporate backed dictators, have destroyed several countries and made most of the world almost uninhabitable. Life itself seems like a misery to a huge number of people, who find some sort of refuge in party politics.
Capitalism has debased us. It will make feudal peasants of us again. The most mediocre, worthless and incompetent people have been single handedly given the keys to human society.
The Church, King and Nobility have simply been replaced by Academia, Government and Corporation, all bought and owned. Remember, most academic research is based on private and government grants. What is researched and what is published, is based on where money comes from. Political parties are funded too, and who wins is dependent on who pays. Corporations, even with good intentions, exist to increase shareholder value. They goal is profit, and everything else comes later. The owners of the company are beholden to those who own shares.
Money isn’t even real anymore, and most of it is numbers on a screen. Debt, which will need to be paid with resources that don’t actually exist.
However, libertarian philosophy, mass production, the internet and the emergence of a decentralised free market has also liberated people all over the world.
Industrial mass production of food and clothes have lifted billions of people out of poverty, given them free access to knowledge, given them a voice, clothed them, fed them and empowered them.
It is easy for people in rich developed countries to complain that they’re depressed and that modern food isn’t healthy. They haven’t seen what it was like before. I have.
Ironically, libertarian capitalism is both the disease and the cure. The same things that empower the government, corporation and academia, also enables people to fight against them. It destroys all boundaries, and brings down gatekeepers. In a world of numbers, social class, culture and creed are only constructs, and easier to topple.
No matter how you look at it, the quality of life across the world has increased tremendously in the last 20 years. Corporate power was actually the result of a limited free market, which only existed in some developed cities while most of the world was still borderline feudal. Corporate power was built on exploiting these ‘backward’ societies and their recources.
A true, international, decentralised free market will be the end of corporations. You’re already seeing it. People forget that corporate power is only being challenged and brought down in capitalist and libertarian countries, not in communist ones.
And so what comes next?
With the decline of corporate power following the Recession, the last decade has been dominated by Progressivism, anarchism and individualism. You know, the punk rock and internet age. The age of social media, subcultures, entrepreneurs and activism.
The last of the four elements of Aquarius. This will continue to grow for another 15 years. Then, after that, the four streams of energy shall start combining and a new Aquarian world will be born.
What are my thoughts and predictions for the anarchist period? Well, there’s some bad and the good.
First the bad.
I think people are going to get much dumber. I can already see it happening. The quality of education and professionalism will decline, and I think you’re going to see a lot more unskilled people. Capitalism will be blamed, which is partly true, but the true culprit will be declining standards in schools, colleges and the workplace, and the loss of uniformity and structure. Corporations, especially before 2008, were focused on quality and true innovation. Now they’re just cults of mediocrity.
By becoming informal and ‘innovative’, they actually lost what made them strong in the first place.
Additionally, I think the sense community and social structures are going to start unravelling. People will become more focused on themselves, and have access to a large amount of cheap pleasure, entertainment and food. And society will steadily degenerate, with people becoming more and more lonely and depressed. I think dating will start to die out as people forget how to engage in romance.
Additionally, the lack of skill and discipline is going to cause many essential sectors of society to suffer, such as aviation, healthcare, security and agriculture. Because as more and more people eat garbage and bury their heads in their phones, they’ll be less and less able to do their work properly. Even with automation and AI, it’s not good if large numbers of people can no longer focus, think or do anything properly. Hell, people these days can’t even read this blog, because it’s not fed to them in 30 second shorts with a joke every few seconds. People can’t even read and write anymore.
You’ll see mistakes and oversights leading to the declining quality of life. Things like food poisoning, security oversight, road and air accidents, mechanical failure etc. And some industries will disappear completely. For example, luxury brands and hospitality, because the skill and quality required for this simply won’t be there.
I can already see five star restaurants shutting down because the chefs there aren’t formally trained, and don’t actually know how to make good food.
However, there is a positive side.
I think society will improve in ways that can’t even be imagined, which will be more subtle and holistic.
I think corporations will fall and be replaced by a truly decentralized, international free market. I think more and more people will push back, even violently, against the loss of rights and bad working conditions.
People will become more and more entitled and aware of their rights, and demand a better deal from society. The internet will enable the emergence of such an individualistic consciousness, freeing people from social, national and cultural propaganda.
Additionally, automation will make the cost of living will become very, very cheap, and many of people’s material needs will be met.
With most of their material needs met, people will turn inwards, and become more focused on self fulfillment. Some will focus on self growth and evolution, while others will just stagnate.
I think a international, multicultural society, centered of essentially city states, will become the new political unit, and the age of the nation state will end.
We will see the the end of the ‘national government’, the ‘large corporation’ and the ‘prestigious institution’.
People will live for themselves, and align with people with similar values. The internet and technical schools will give people a far better education and skillsets that traditional colleges. However, with most people becoming unskilled, an increasing gap will grow between skilled and unskilled people.
Skilled people will emerge like a new technocracy. Skills, no longer taught in schools, shall be passed on from parents to children, and a new kind of ‘nobility’ will emerge, in the form of the professional class, who will keep to themselves.
A new caste system, with professionals, local politicians and businessmen will emerge. It will appear unfair, but no one will be able to see any other way around it, and people will willingly accept it, for a while.
Value systems, interests and professions will become the new divisions of human society, replacing race, nation and religion. And people will eventually lose interest in things that don’t work.
A culture of immediate gratification will have negative effects, but it will also have positive effects. It will make people reject anything that is tedious, pretentious or senseless. No body will willingly give up their life for others. Many sexual and cultural taboos will disappear entirely, but individual strength and willpower will decline.
People will want their desires to manifest immediately. No one will want to wait for decades for something that may or may not happen. And as traditional religions, governments and corporations fail them, more and more people will seek out magick.
With more and more software become free, and technology become cheap and easily accessible, a new kind of economy will emerge, and a new kind of culture. It really will be ‘power to the people’, for good or for bad. The internet will become a collective consciousness of society, and it will spit in the face of pretentious exclusivity. People will say “it is for all, or it is for none”.
This is my prediction for the next 30 years: decentralization, democratizations and disintegration.
I want to believe
Art, being liberated, will truly thrive. Art and culture have always thrived when completely unshackled, and artists and mystics will have a truly great time. When the system collapses, those who are outside the system become more important.
This will continue till 2030, when society will have disintegrated to the point of no longer existing, and regional and local conflicts will start growing. At this time, people to start rejecting this hyper individualistic and fragmented world, because it will be seen as a corrosive and hedonistic force. People will begin to yearn for community and order once more.
And then, the four ideological currents will start merging. Traditionalism, socialism, capitalism and anarchism will become the basis for a new world.
Traditionalism for the government, religion and the military.
Socialism for science, education and academia
Libertarianism for the economy and community.
Anarchism for art, culture and spirituality.
A traditional society and government, with a free market and strong, local communities and city states, with totally decentralised artistic and cultural life, combined with ethical, centralized and cooperative science, education and academics.
The Aeon of Horus, the Age of Aquarius, the new Yuga.
Magicians have always shaped the world, and continue to do so, with our ideas, our work and our presence. Now it is a time to be more open, and reveal the lost or secret knowledge.
Once again, I think you for sticking with this enormous and rather elaborate post, containing so many narrative threads. It was fueled by manic energy and a sense of urgency. Hopefully it will find those who need it.
Welcome back. Today, we finish what I started almost one and half years ago, a three part series on Hermetic Initiation. The first part covered Initiation, and the second covered adepthood.
It has been a long time coming, as these topics are tricky to write about. But anything less than this is not worth writing anymore. There’s enough written about beginner magick and daily spirituality. There’s little more I can add to general discourse. No one needs yet another guide to basic meditation or basic tarot.
Though it must be said, that too many people try to understand the advanced stuff while neglecting the daily work. Remember, this is not a guide to initiation. Reading about adepthood does not replace daily meditation and ritual. This content meant to inspire and to remind people that magick is, in fact, real.
In other words, there’s a lot to be attained. Take your time and read properly to the end. Do it over a few days, if needed.
The Secret Order
First, a person is initiated into magick or mysticism. In the Hermetic tradition, such a person is prepared as a Neophyte, then taken through the four elemental grades: Zelator (earth), Theoricus (air), Practicus (water) and Philosophus (fire), and then spends 9 months in the grade of Portal (spirit). The initiate is trained in the basic symbolism of that particular tradition, and also in basic techniques of spirituality, magick and even material life.
Then, the Initiate becomes an Adept, and enters the ‘Inner Order’. An Adept is one who no longer needs daily training or guidance. The student can now be a teacher, and assist others.
An Adept finds their own path, and is no longer bound to the rules of any esoteric society or occult order. There are three grades for the Adept, poetically named Adeptus Minor, Adeptus Major and Adeptus Exemptus.
Now, this is specific to the Hermetic system. However, all spiritual and magical systems, ranging from witchcraft to yoga to tantra to shamanism to gnosticism, follow something similar. The grades may differ, their names may be varied, but the general idea is the same.
Take this example: there are many cuisines in the world. But generally most cultures use the same basic methods for preparing the same general ingredients: grain, meat, fruits, vegetables, roots, seeds, nuts and berries.
An Indian cooks his onions differently to an Italian. But an onion is an onion, so all methods of cooking it follow similar rules. Pasta and Biryani have the same nutritional value, and generally the same composition. The difference is only in the ingredients available to either culture, and the techniques developed to prepare it.
Magick is not so different.
And so, first come the four lower elements: earth, air, water and fire. These are the four outer grades. Then come the three higher elements: sulfur, salt and mercury. These are the three inner grades Remember, all this is following an alchemical template.
The whole initiation process follows the alchemical analogy:
The prima materia is taken, and it is heated we distill out the water of life (water), the white oil (air) and the red oil (fire). What is left behind was the black, dead substance, called caput mortem.
This poison is then heated slowly until the blackness gives way to whiteness, and this is called the salt of earth (earth). They are combined again in a sealed flask. First the water of life is added to the salt of earth, till it becomes like a shiny white substance. Then the white oil is added, slowly, until the white substance absorbs it. Thus, the White Stone of alchemy is produced, and the Adept can use it to attain perfect health, happiness and wisdom!
This whole thing is an analogy for the first four elemental grades.
As many of you already know, the prima materia represents the spiritual seeker, the Neophyte. Through magical training, they master on their senses (earth), thoughts (air), emotions (water) and will (fire). Each is seperated and ‘alchemically purified’. The final purification, where the caput mortem becomes the salt of earth, is the Portal grade.
The Zealtor will first learn to control the senses and the body. Thus, EARTH is purified and made strong.
The Theoricus will refine and master the thoughts, learning to think critically and truthfully. Thus, AIR is purified and made sharp.
The Practicus will free their emotions from guilt, fear, shame and doubt. Thus, they will learn not to suppress and pollute their WATER anymore.
Finally, the Philosophus will be humbled. The false pride and ego will die, and one shall strive with a steady will and purified heart. Thus, a FIRE awakens inside and burns brightly and freely.
The Portal grade ends when the person invokes their own Higher Self.
Then the materials are joined back together in perfect harmony. This is the analogy for the Inner Order, and for the life of the Adept.
The Adeptus Minor purifies and perfects their heart, mind and soul, and pursues the true will. This corresponds to the alchemical SALT. It is purity and perfection. It is like the purified Salt of earth, produced during the Portal grade meditations.
The Adeptus Major faces their inner darkness, and free themselves from doubt, fear and judgment. This corresponds to alchemical SULFUR, which purges the soul and move one to action. It is like the mixing of the salt of earth with the water of life.
The Adeptus Exemptus consolidates their knowledge, and unifies their ideals, transcending ideology and conformity, and recognizing a brotherhood and sisterhood with all people in the world, and with all other magi and adepts. This is alchemical MERCURY, or perfect virtue and universal ideals. It is like the addition of the white oil onto the shiny substance, producing the White Stone.
If the Neophyte was the Prima Materia, the Adeptus Exemptus is like the White Stone, a perfect medicine. A being with knowledge and wisdom and virtue.
Different systems in the world do this in different configurations. But the general idea is the same.
So, what of the red oil? Isn’t alchemy all about making the Red Stone? Isn’t magick all about becoming a Magi who can DO magick.
Yes. Being an Adeptus Exemptus sounds boring. Who wants to live like some perfect religious saint? Sadly, too many people. Most magicians only go this far, and this is why many magicians and wicthes eventually return to orthodox religions and start preaching a virtuous, sexless life.
Come, let’s go beyond this, my fellow magi.
The Great Deception
What is religion? Religion is meant to help an individual commune with Divinity, using symbols that are specific to their culture and climate. That is what a religion is. ALL religions are ethnic and geographical. This is why they differ, just like music, art, clothing and architecture differs.
Hinduism is merely the religion of the subcontinent, Islam that of the Middle East, and Shinto that of Japan. Note that with religions like Christianity, it tends to differ wildly based on where you live. Hence, Catholicism in Italy is more like the Pagan traditions of Rome, than it is like the Catholicism of England. Why? Because Roman Paganism became Roman Catholicism, and Celtic druidry became English Catholicism and then Anglicanism.
Next. Notice how many religions glorify and worship the symbol of the Adeptus Minor (not even Exemptus). Very often, the ideal of a ‘religious’ person is someone who is detached from emotions, thoughts and actions.
All religious traditions come from magical ones. Religions have remembered the outer order, but not the inner. Thus, if you take religion seriously, they will tell you to first became free from sensual desires, then from critical thinking, then from strong emotions and finally from your own free will. This is correct. They’re telling you to distill the four elements out of your own soul. But then, they stop there. They don’t have the courage to follow the process further.
Thus, the perfect religious person is imagined as a husk, an empty figure. An eternal student, an initiate who is forever stuck in the portal grade, preparing to for a communion which will never come, preparing to meet a God who will never be invoked, except in death.
Caput Mortem. Dead head. Christ who went on the Cross, and never ressurected. This is why organised religions want the individual to suffer and be miserable. The more the misery, the more the religious purity, apparently.
This is why most people have no interest in spirituality or even initiation. Religion is followed only loosely, and people other ways to be spiritual.
Religion is simply a framework for spirituality. The aim of spirituality is to find your life purpose, and to try and follow it. To find meaning and courage and general satisfaction.
If people don’t like religion or spirituality, they should simply focus on Individuation, which is a concept in psychology. I’m sure you’ve heard of it, it’s that pyramid diagram which shows a person’s needs. What is that, if not a parallel to our magical grade system. Thus, this grade system isn’t just in the occult, because something similar exists even in mundane life and in material psychology.
Individuation is a lower form of spirituality, and ALL people should aspire to it. No one should remain like the Prima Materia: full of potential yet becoming nothing. Life itself is a spiritual journey when faced with courage.
All people should strive to follow their path and purpose. Those with religious interest should pursue spirituality. The Occult is for the few. It is for those who want to very, very deep into this.
All of this is magick itself, and Magick is for ALL.
The Happy Adept
Many people who pursue magick and spirituality will only ever rise to Adeptus Exemptus. One cannot choose to go further, it must happen on it’s own.
In Alchemy, the white stone is a substance that grants good health, happiness and joy. So, an Adeptus Exemptus is one who is freed from various karmic bonds and delusions which cause misery. An Adeptus Exemptus knows their own Soul, and follows their own path. Such a person can manifest many good things in life. Such a person can open all eight chakras and such a person lives in alignment with their own higher will.
All people in the world will eventually find their way to this state. For a magician, it may happen in youth. For a spiritual person, in their middle age. For a religious or secular person, in their late life. For a mediocre person who makes no attempts at self mastery, it will happen shortly before their death.
For an awful person who actively resists learning their lessons, and goes out of their way to hurt others, this will happen AFTER death. At least, this is my opinion, based on experience.
So, Hermeticism generally offers guidance up until this grade. It’s almost a bit unfair. It’s like, it takes takes you to the edge of the Abyss, suddenly lets go of your hand, and says
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“jump!”
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So, you go through the Outer Order, you go through the Inner order. You read all the books, do the rituals and meditations and then, nothing. It stops.
So what comes after the grade of Adeptus Exemptus? Well, an Abyss. An Abyss with no clear path forward. Now, you have a choice. You can remain an Adeptus Exemptus forever. You can be a person who reads other books, dabbles in different rituals, and learns new ways to manifest things.
But you can’t do it entirely by yourself. You can’t do ‘real magick’.
A lot of people, at this stage, decide that magick wasn’t real after all.
They’ll say “it’s all psycho-drama and self hypnosis”, and “it’s basically just self improvement”. Many will return to traditional religion and say “witchcraft led me back to find Jesus!”. And like, of course it did. Because Jesus was a witch, don’t you know?
And if you ask an Adeptus Exemptus why they can’t get do magick to get what they want, they’ll angrily say “that’s not how magick works”.
“Astrology is just a tool for introspection. It’s not literally real!”
“The Gods are just symbols. The myths aren’t to be taken at face value”
“Magick is just ancient science!”
HAH. Magick is really real.
They never attained LIBERTY. They never crossed the Kabbalistic sphere of Chesed, which rules morality and virtue.
Even now, I’m sure some high adepts are reading this and fuming and saying:
“nuh uh, magick isn’t actually real. Only stupid people believe that. My masonic lodge taught me all about how everything is actually symbolic..”
You fools. To cross the abyss is to destroy the symbols. Not intellectually, but with living fire.
They’re not bad people though. Many of them are very noble and enlightened souls who live their lives in peace. Others become confused and start resenting the world.
Ultimately, it’s because they chose not to jump. They were satisfied with the White Stone, which is a perfect medicine. They did not pour the Red Oil back onto the Stone, for fear of destroying all their hard work.
Perhaps it is better to remain an Adeptus Exemptus, than to fall into the Abyss. But it is a boring, sexless, sober, and meek life.
Death
Every person lives in a framework of “why” and “because”. In the East, it called karma, which is action.
What does it mean to be bound by karma? It means to be caught up in cause and effect. To act because it creates a result, to live in the right way and avoid the wrong way, to decide and judge how people are or aren’t, and to decide why things are the way they are.
This is the prison of duality. Duality exists beneath the Abyss, which corresponds to the Throat Chakra, and to the Sefirot called ‘Da’at’, or Knowledge.
But every person who has chosen to embrace magick has chosen to ascend and move forward, and to transcend Reason and limitation.Magick is incompatible with blind Reason.
You cannot say “I can manifest my Will” and also “Here is how everything works, and here are all the limitations placed upon me”.
Initiation provides tools and techniques of self mastery. This is not real magick, just spirituality. Then it shows you your own truth Self. This is also not magick, just mysticism.
The Initiate is a spiritualist. The Adept is a mystic. Neither is a magician. High Magick is high magick, and it is true and real. Really real, in the realest sense.
Once the preparation is done, the Work begins. The Initiate spent years meditation, the Adept spent years finding themselves. And now the Heavens open and say “okay, you’re ready. Come, start the work”.
And here, everything falls apart. All sense, all reason, all morality and all techniques.
It is like the Hindu warrior Arjuna, who was trained to be a warrior his whole life, followed his brothers into exile, helped gather an army for a Great War, convinced Krishna to be his charioteer and appeared on the battlefield with his weapons and armor. And yet, at the eve of battle, he became afraid. Not because he could not fight, but because he began to think of the reason, of morality, of virtue, of consequences.
He began to say “I cannot fight because of such and such, this war is unjust because of such and such, this battle will lead to such and such”. That’s what it’s like, to hesitate at the edge.
Because all the rituals and books will only prepare you. The real battlefield is not in the sacred temple, but in the world. Life is the battlefield, the Great Work is actual work.
So, all of a sudden, all the assurances disappear. Because eventually you have to jump. But who will jump? What if everything goes wrong?
I can’t write on this any further. To cross is to cross. The Abyss is crossed suddenly, without preparation or ritual. And you either have courage, or you don’t. You have to accept that you are a magician, and you will do what you will.
And you know it’s happening. It’s not mistaken. It cannot happen without your knowing, nor can it be made to happen. Many people Cross the Abyss in imagination, some Cross in reality.
It requires the uniting of Thought and Experience, and recognizing that the two are one. The Kingdom was enshrined on the throne of Knowledge. It fell, and it must be restored.
And then comes death.
To Cross the Abyss means laying yourself bare and naked before judgement. Your karmic debts, that of your ancestors, those from your past lives, and even those of your culture, family and society.
You have to look at death and not be scared. And then you have to die.
To accept death, pain, suffering and sorrow. To accept who you are, what you have done, and what you will do. The Abyss is crossed immediately, without thought. Because if the whole Universe is conscious, and your whole life is a manifestation of your Self, then why be afraid?
To die means to be free. Then the Red Oil falls upon the White Stone, and the two unite.
There is no name for this grade, but it is similar to the Neophyte and Portal grades. It is a transition period from the Inner to the Secret Order.
Crossing the Abyss is like Persephone’s journey into the underworld. (Yes, that story is poorly misunderstood, like most of Greek mythology).
She is a Goddess, an the Adept of the ancient Mystery cult would embody her. Her symbolic journey represents entering the deep, dark recesses into the subconscious mind. The Shadow, the Ego, rises like a great Beast, and his number is 666. This being the number of Saturn, lord of the Throat Chakra.
To Cross the Abyss is the ultimate test of faith. Persephone saw the sacred fruits of the Abyss, in the form of a jeweled pomegranate. She was told not to eat, but eat she did. Why? Because that which is most sacred and true is always placed behind warnings. This is to ensure only those with courage and commitment take this power for themselves.
Thus, through this symbolic act, the goddess Persephone becomes enlightened. She leaves behind her naïve purity and unites life with death. Thus, she becomes both Queen of the Underworld and also Goddess of Spring. This is what Crossing the Abyss looks like, to transcend duality and unite all aspects of your Self.
You know how the story goes. In the Winter, Persephone enters the underworld, and the world becomes cold, dark and dead. Then, in Spring she returns to the over world, and brings the riches of the underworld with her. This then causes life and vegetation to return to the world and flourish. This is the original version of the myth. Symbolically, it represents of one’s Power. It is the circumambulation of the two dragons, the ascent and the descent.
That which was locked away in the Unconscious, becomes conscious. But this is marked by suffering and death, but then rebirth. The ‘suffering’ is just an illusion, a false image created by the mind.
It is rightly called the ‘Shadow’ self. After all, what is a Shadow? It’s something that isn’t real, only an illusion of light.
The Shadow is the part of you that isn’t filled with light.
You don’t have to fill it. Thinking that IS THE illusion, and the falsehood.
Both coexist together, like Yin and Yang.
Read that part again. You don’t HAVE to fill darkness with light. Both coexist, both are inseparable, and both are one.
To put it in the best way I can, Crossing the Abyss is completely unique and distinct for each person. It is a test of faith and courage, and you transcend reason, doubt and duality.
Earlier the Adept had invoked the Higher Self, the now they begin to embody it.
Sometimes, crossing the Abyss may be followed by special rituals. But these rituals don’t mark the beginning of the Abyss, but rather the end of the Adeptus Exemptus grade, where everything is given away. it is like your own funeral, in a way. All the symbols die, because symbols aren’t real.
The Living Fire
In each person, there is a living fire. This fire is the one and only object of worship in every religion and spiritual tradition ever. It is also the only ‘secret’ of the occult.
‘Secret’ because it’s not easy to describe and cannot be imparted. It is esoteric: known from within.
It has been called Krestos (secret fire), it has been called Vajra, it has been called Shakti or Kundalini, it has been called Kaos, it has been called Wyrd, and it has been called many more things.
The text of the Emerald Tablet, written by Thoth Hermes, basically describes this secret living fire. It is the secret of alchemy, of yoga and of magick. In fact, it is really the only secret. It is the fire of the yajna, it is the cross of jesus, it is the lightning bolt in the hands of zeus, it is the serpent upon the crown of osiris.
A person who has awakened this is called ‘enlightened’, for whatever reason. Maybe because it makes you feel light, and take things lightly. Those who have it, can recognize others who have it. It’s very evident if you have it.
I would go so far as to say that it is the only thing that is venerated by humanity. It is who and what we truly are. While some have awakened it, it still moves within and empowers all, and even the most ordinary person draws upon it. It is life and vitality itself.
The fiery serpent at the base of the spine uncoils itself. It rises up, like flaming mercury. It is like turning the ‘on’ switch in your body. As if your body is a mechanism, and this thing is the power source. Once you flip the switch, you ‘turn on’.
The living fire rises up, and stops at the nape of the neck. This is where the spine terminates and the brain stem begins. And here, waves of ecstasy begin. It is like a halo. In fact, it IS the halo that forms behind the head of saints.
Then it rises further, and goes to the crown chakra. Now, storms happen. Generally speaking.
You gotta tame it. You have to bring it down.
How? Well, you’ll know. Or you’ll lose your mind.
It rises and you dwell in ecstasy. Suddenly, all the words of all the prophets make sense. Suddenly, faith makes sense. This is the part of you that is Light, and SPIRIT.
It is the ‘Shin’ which transforms YHVH (Yehovah) into YHshVH (Yeheshuah), and the ‘I’ which transforms Shava into Shiva
Then comes anger. Raging, tempestuous anger. Pure destruction. This is the part of you that is Darkness. It is also SPIRIT.
It is the Tau which turns ASRA (Ashera) into ASTRA (Ashterah), and the fire which turns Parvati into Durga.
Thus, you become like the Buddhas, who have peaceful forms, and a wrathful forms. Angels and Demons.
Through a calm, steady, and absolutely unmoving mind, heart and body, the raging fire is calmed, and brought down. And so, it descends, now moving down the spine, and reaches the base again.
The rise was the ascent, and the bringing down was the descent.
Rituals may be done during this time, or other practices may be undertaken to ease the process.
Now you know why the symbol of the serpent biting it’s own tail is so important. You’ll also see where the idea of a ‘dragon’ comes from, since this secret fire is a like a serpent which ‘rises’, as if it has wings.
You can also see why it has been visualised as lightning, and why so many gods in so many cultures are either holding a bolt of lightning, or a lotus at the base of the spine, or have a halo behind their head, or a serpent on the forehead. Many symbols, the same thing.
We will call this grace.
NOW, you can do magick. Not just spells and rituals, but true High Magick. Now you can pronounce the names of the Gods. You are a lamp. This secret, living fire is like the oil which has been ignited.
You may ask “how can I awaken the living fire in my own body”
Do the work. Keep going. Expand your soul. You’ll get there.
There are some people reading, who have already done this. When I first started magick, I used to read all these books and never knew who was ‘the real deal’ and who wasn’t.
I used to think, for example, that Aleister Crowley was a fool and an edgelord. But recently I read his Book of the Law again, where he describes “the fire that burns upon the forehead”. I knew, at that point, that he knew. Because now I know. It’s an attitude, a recognition of the flame within another.
You don’t become a ‘special person’. You stop trying to become one. See, people will look at me and think I have the secret flame, but I see it in the eyes of every person, and especially in the eyes of every magician. They’re just so lost in thought or distracted, that they don’t see it mine or in their own. And I can’t show them.
But it’s good, because all see it eventually. It is their own, true being.
The Secret Order
Now that we have gone past the esoteric and mystical stuff, we can return to the grade system.
So…what comes after the Grade of Adeptus Exemptus? You Cross the Abyss.
And then come the last three grades. As you can tell, these grades cannot really be ‘given’ by some spiritual group. No one can claim the title. But, for the sake of convenience and personal growth, these three grades represent the ‘Secret Order’.
The 8th grade of Hermeticism is called Magister Templi. This means ‘master/mistress of the temple’. It is a similar rank to High Priest/Priestess. The number of this grade is 8=3.
Because generally such a person is now capable of running an Order or Temple. Or, hell, you can go create your own religion.
Me? I think I’ll eventually create a new brand of Hinduism, combined with Hermeticism, which is more fit for the Age of Aquarius. But I don’t plan to preach it publicly.
I’ll just push it into the collective consciousness and have people subconsciously pick up on it c:
Or maybe I’ll start one of those weird Hindu cults. I’ll put on some fancy robes and grow out my beard. We’ll have drug fueled orgies well into the night! And then we’ll invoke some Gods.
Maybe I’ll finally find a girlfriend.
Tfw no Amazonian warrior to lift you off your feet.
Anyway.
A Magister Templi integrates all of their knowledge and wisdom into a single, integrated whole. A master symbol. The Rose Cross, the Solomonic Mandala, the Tree of Life, the Kaalachakra: all these are examples of such master symbols. They were made by magicians who came before. Some may adopt existing ones and integrate their knowledge into it, some may create a new one.
A unified understanding of life, magick and the world comes into the mind of the Magister. This is why they are called “Magister Templi’. With such a complete understanding, they can perform their own rituals, create their own systems, and lead others in ritual and magick. They can formulate their own understanding of everything.
Some even went on found entire religions and spiritual traditions based on their knowledge.
That’s all it is. A Magister Templi does not live in a fragmented reality, where many different theories of life co-exist. Rather, one, comprehensive, and unified understanding is formed.
As such, this grade can be seen as a bit boring. It is an intellectual grade, if we can even call this a ‘grade’. You could say that everything ‘clicks’ together.
Now, a person is doing High Magick in the purest sense. Magick for the sake of magick. No more doing rituals for some specific purpose. No more cause and effect.
The Magister must see light and darkness in everyone and everything.
The Magister shall recognize that everything is good, and exactly as it must be.
This grade corresponds to the Third Eye, or Mind Chakra. It also corresponds to the Sefirot of Binah (Understanding).
And it is rightfully called so. It is the grade where understanding and knowledge dawns on the Adept. It is also associated with sorrow and suffering.
You know how they say that when you become enlightened, you become one with the Universe? It’s mostly true. But with all the love and happiness, you also feel all the sorrow and pain.
This is overwhelming at first. Imagine feeling the sorrow of all beings in the Universe. But eventually you accept it. It is what it is. One must do one’s Will, not fight against the harmony of the Universe, nor intervene in the karmic journey of others.
Do What Thou Wilt shall be the whole of the law.
Life and death are the same.
Magick is real.
Stand up for your beliefs, take what you want, and don’t hurt others. Clear intent, followed by clear action, will create magick.
Work is the key to life.
At this stage you are basically an ‘ascended master’. It is important to keep pretending to be normal, however, otherwise people will get scared of you. Or they’ll worship you. Both are undesirable.
The Elixir of Life
The next grade is 9=2. This is, ironically, just called Magi.
How do you transition to this grade? Well, it’s pretty insane.
The Kundalini rises to the head, and activates the Pineal gland. This is the sacred union of male and female. This gland then activates the Pituitary gland, which then produces the elixir of life.
“Oh my God Raven, that’s fucking insane!”
I know. Who the hell thought this Universe into existence.
But anyway, this elixir is what is called ‘The Blood of Christ’. To partake of this sacred substance is the real meaning of ‘Eucharist’. Thus, this is the real ‘Mass of the Holy Ghost’.
It is also called Amrita, or Nectar. In Hindu tradition, it is produced when the Gods and Demons together churn the cosmic ocean. This is done with a great mountain, which is seated upon the back of Kurma, the mighty turtle, and they tie the mighty serpent king around it. Then, both sides tug on this rhythmically, to produced elixir. The mountain is the spine, the serpent is the kundalini, the churning ocean is your own existence, and the turtle is the base of your spine. The Devas (gods) and Ashuras (devils) represent the ascent and descent respectively, the ecstasy and the wrath.
So do you become immortal? No. The Soul is already immortal, and the body will eventually fade. But this substance is a healing substance.
And yes, it is a physical liquid. It really does feel like a tiny serpent on the forehead, and it trickles down the front of the skull and falls onto the brain.
The skull itself was the Holy Grail. Christ was the secret fire which rose up the spine, then ‘died’ to produce this liquid.
It does not produce hallucinations. But it is preceded by a strong visionary experience. Not random, but done through deliberate invocation. I knew I was invoking, I did not think I would produce the Elixir that very day. But by the Gods, it was delightful.
So now, having partaken of the Elixir, you will begin the transition into the grade of Magus.
The grade of Magus corresponds to the Crown Chakra, and the Sefirot oh Chokmah (Wisdom).
What is the meaning of ‘Magus’? It means “one who reaches into the Void, and creates”.
So now you can do magick. Good job. It’s the end of the journey.
But really, it is only the beginning. Because now that you can really just do magick, you can focus on living life properly and honestly, without worrying about your magical practices, or about anything holding you back.
Now there is no ‘bad’. There is no “I cannot do such, because of such”. All the burdens have been lifted from one’s shoulders, and one cannot make any more excuses.
Imagination is like Silver. Experience is like Gold. Both now become one. This is called the alchemical marriage.
If you could completely and fully integrate them, to literally unite your inner and outer world, then you would be able to perform miracles.
Interestingly, mixing gold and silver produces electrum. This type of metal was used to coat the capstones of the great pyramids, and is also used in various religious artefacts and images. Pure gold is too soft, silver tends to tarnish. But electrum is hard and generally does not rust. It was also often used for coins in the ancient world.
I still can’t turn water into wine though, sadly. The Gods tell me it is entirely possible. But I think it is being kept from me. When I asked for this power they said “what would you do then? drink wine every day? would you want that?”
I shall report back on that.
However, it is much easier to visualise wine, and state “I shall have wine”, and then find that the Universe will aid you in acquiring it. It is better to manifest your reality than to perform literal miracles. Miracles are possible, but are more of a gift from the Universe. Manifestation follows the laws of the Universe. One cannot force one’s Will upon the elements. It is a violation of natural order.
One must be in harmony, and all shall be given.
Each person must follow their own path. None must beg or demand that this kind of power or knowledge may be imparted for free.
So what does a Magus do? Well, whatever they want, basically. Usually, most Magi will now focus on their life’s ambition, and often uplift themselves, others and the world.
True magical power comes from service. One must do something freely for the world. For me, it is this blog. Since my magical path is that of a scholar, I write about magick, and give it freely.
In exchange, my power, knowledge and happiness grows, and I can focus this power towards my own goals.
In general, one can dispense with elaborate ritualism and implements. But using them makes the magick more focused and powerful.
The kundalini energy is what’s actually called ‘magical energy’. That’s the stuff that wizards would shoot out of their wands. A Magus can channel this living fire through their hands, and direct it.
That’s the only difference between the Magister and the Magi. The Magister can tap into the living fire, but the Magi can direct and control it.
You ever see all those pictures of Egyptian gods with both their hands stretched outwards? Especially Isis and Nephthys? That’s basically what’s being shown. They’re performing magic, since both are goddesses of Magick. This magical energy is the same energy that gives life, and is the root of the whole universe. This energy IS the Goddess, and the sense of bliss that is felt IS God.
To be a Magi is to be in the presence of the Divine. It is like returning to Eden.
Some readers may be thinking “oh, that sounds amazing. I want it right this instant”.
You can tap into it easily. In this moment, if you could align yourself with your Higher Self, it will flow into you. The only difference between a Neophyte and a Magi is this:
a Neophyte thinks he must become a Magi to do magick, while a Magi knows he could do magick even as a Neophyte.
The Magi can remain in the high state of consciousness at all times. A Neophyte can attain it momentarily by clearing the mind.
In truth the whole grade system isn’t even real. People just have a lot of guilt, shame and trauma, and that’s not real either.
Abandon it.
What Comes After
There is, in theory, a ’10th grade’ in Hermeticism.
It is called ‘Ipsissimus’. It’s number is 10=1.
There have been those who have claimed to be this grade. But it is questionable if being one is even possible. It would indicate a complete union with the Higher Self. In other words, to be in this grade would mean no longer having a Higher or a Shadow Self. There would be only one Self.
The term itself seems to mean something like ‘oneself’ or ‘that which is’. I am not certain, and not much is written on this topic.
The general consensus is that an Individual never actually becomes Ipsissimus while still alive. Some small degree of separation always exists. However, one taps into this state when one is doing one’s true will.
You must have heard of the concept of ‘Flow’, which is described as complete absorption in some task, and it is frequently expereinced by high performing athletes, artists, musicians and speakers, among other things. Any truly meaningful or creative skill can manifest this state of Flow, and the world of self help is full of books and courses which help you enter flow.
It’s ironic, because almost everyone experiences flow, not just some 10th grade magi.
I myself experience it when I draw or write or hell, when I’m playing a video game or working out. This state of mind is accessible to everyone at all times. It is a state of mind where time apparently disappears, everything feels effortless and one is completely and wholly focused on the present moment, or the task at hand.
To me, this is a very uplifting and positive thought. This means that the ultimate goal of attainment is actually as open to the ordinary person, as it is to the Neophyte, Adept or Magi. The whole grade system simply helps you become more able to channel this state of mind.
The grade of Ipsissimus corresponds to Kether (the Crown), and the Sri Chakra, which is the 8th and final chakra. It represents the ‘Genius’, or ‘locus genii’.
It is, literally, your own higher genius. Genius is not something a person is born with, it is the power and energy present within all individuals. All individuals can call upon their own Genius, and draw it down when they work.
Following a magical tradition helps a person become more and more aligned with the Genius, or inner Daimon, and manifest it. When you are following your true Will, the Genius becomes manifest. In that moment, one is an Ipsissimus. In this state, there is no mind, no thought, no feeling. Rather, there is a apparent unity.
Think. Think back to when you do something effortlessly, and become totally absorbed in it. There is no sense of time or space, and everything happens perfectly as it is. For many people, the only experience of this state is either during sleep, or heavy intoxication. Ultimately, finding things you genuinely care about, and doing them, can help manifest the genius more often.
If a person could be in this state at all times, they would be like a living God upon this Earth. They would simply act. Thought and action would be completely one. There would be no precursor to action, and thus no karmic prison.
The Path of Initiation
Consider what we’ve just come upon. The genius, the higher self, the state of an Ipsissimus is manifested when one is entirely absorbed in work.
So, the real path of initiation lies….in work. The Great Work is just made up of smaller works.
So what kind of work? Well, any chosen work.
See, there’s a reason why so many esoteric orders are centered around some skill, knowledge or craft. It’s why witchcraft is called witch-craft.
For example, Masonry literally came out of ‘masonry’. The Freemasons were originally called Stonemasons, and there were literally ‘stone masons’, as in: people who carved stones and laid bricks for the building of Churches and such. Onto these stones, they carved symbols and images. Magical attainment within the group was literally one and the same as mastery of stone-craft.
The Alchemists were literally chemists, ie herbalists, healers and medics. Alchemy is the art of mastering the various chemical processes and making tinctures and ‘potions’ out of herbs, minerals and metals.
The Kabbalists and Pythagoreans were concerned with mathematical prowess. The Astrologers were focused on understanding, calculating and recording the motion of the stars. They were astronomers and mathematicians in the most literal sense.
Ever heard of ‘magic squares’ and terms like ‘mathemagic’ or ‘math wizard’. This is because being a mathematician and being a wizard was one one and the same, in various occult groups.
In Hermeticism and Witchcraft, the focus was on ritualism and invocation. The Zen Buddhists mastered various artistic crafts. The Knights Templar and Cult of Mithra were magical orders where you had to be an accomplished soldier to advance in the grades. The Shaolin monks trained to master martial arts, and also Buddhist sutras, to attain mystical powers.
In the Egyptian and Norse tradition, mastery of magic meant mastery of the written and spoken word. That’s why the word ‘spell’ exists, because magic was dependent on spelling out words. Its also why ‘grimoire’ and ‘grammar’ sound similar. It’s also why Egyptian magic is so concerned with hieroglyphs, while Norse magic is based on Runes. Almost all Norse magic is based on words, rhythm and song. Meanwhile, Egyptian and later magic is based on the hieroglyphs themselves.
This is also why Japanese magi, such an the Omnyoji, take so much time learning calligraphy. Similar to Egyptians, they literally believe that perfect calligraphy can make magic happen. What you draw IS your magic.
In India, there were various yogic paths, each focused on things like the pursuit of knowledge, the mastery of the body, performing acts of devotion etc.
The Bhagawat Gita describes karma yoga as the only true yoga. ‘Karma’ here may be described as ‘work’ and is done in accordance with ‘Dharma’, and it literally refers to the vocation you follow. Yes, really. Today, many Hindus think that ‘Dharma’ means nobility, or duty, or religion. But it actually means something like ‘vocation’ or ‘profession’ or ‘assigned role’.
Your Dharma is your Karma. Your spiritual path is in your works.
Now, this is not the only kind of magick. There are other paths. But in the Age of Aquarius, it may as well be the primary form of initiation. Aquarius is ruled by Saturn, and Saturn is the lord of work and action. Faith, ecstasy, visions and martyrdom should be left behind in the Ages of Pisces and Aries.
This is also the reason why Mercury is the planet of Initiation, but is also said to rule daily activities like commerce, travel, carpentry, and a whole bunch of other mundane things. In truth, Mercury rules daily work, and daily work is the path of initiation.
So, in order to find one’s path of magick, one should first find one’s talents, and refine those into skills. I know, it sounds boring, but these will become the tools that the magician employs to perform magick. And most magicians will find themselves to be multi-talented.
But this rule applies even to the average person. This is literally the purpose and path of life, in my opinion. The Age of Aquarius is the age of the Technocrat, and the magicians of this age are not priests and kings, but rather professionals, intellectuals, artists and engineers.
Look around you, look at your fellow magicians. You’ll see that it’s true. Some of the most capable people these days create real wealth and economic value (water), create artistic content and media (fire), pursue and share intellectual and academic ideas (air) or build and test new kinds of technology (earth).
Sure, these can lead into ignorance or slavery, but they can also liberate and exalt the Soul.
At least, this is my opinion.
So, people who are confused about their spiritual path or want to initiate themselves into magick, or want to attain spiritual powers and gifts: first find your talents. First find out who you are, what you can do, and what is your role in the modern world. When you find your daily works, you will discover your Great Work.
Your skill is your magic. Be an artist, be a musician, be a entrepreneur or be a tailor. Be a soldier or be a writer or be a researcher or be a lawyer. Be a hostess, be a cook, be a cobbler or be a psychic. It doesn’t have to be the ‘job’ which makes you money, but then it should be a hobby or vocation that you commit time and energy into.
But don’t let it be an empty label. Don’t let me hear “I am a senior account executive”. That’s not work, that’s a title. Within that title, there has to be actual work.
Generalists are the bane of the world, and the bane of magick.
A magician shall be a specialist. Specialize in multiple things.
Walk each path to the end.
When you master your outer work, you shall master your inner self. Soon, you will find the elements, the planets, the zodiac and the trinity in the work that you do, in the skills you develop, and in the knowledge your pursue.
Magick is not separate from mundane life. It is ONE and the SAME with what you do on a daily basis. But if you can’t see magick in the coffee you make, where you unite milk and coffee in a cup, and then stir it with your spoon, to make your self more alert, then you will never be see it when the Gods appear. After all, what is the brewing of coffee, if not true alchemy.
Now, that’s all I have for you. I promise not to disappear for another six months.
I have decided to finally move to YouTube perhaps. Instagram has proved to be a profoundly toxic platform, and that’s the reason I rarely post. I generally dislike most social media, but WordPress is an incredibly outdated platform. They have never censored me or caused me any issues, but damn. It’s like using a website from 2005. So we shall see what the future holds.
In this age of Ai infested rot, I promise to write my own words and continue to use real photographs. The content here shall always be curated and hand written. I will not rot with the rest. If I do use AI, it’ll be something well made and worthwhile, not just mass produced nonsense.
And boy, has it been long. I haven’t written anything in almost a year. During this time, well, I was working as a contracted worker for a company. This may be the last time I have to work for someone else, fingers crossed.
You could say that a lot of karmic debts had to be burned away, which manifested itself as a period of intensive work. It appears I am free now, free from a lot of burdens, responsibilities and past life karma. Free from chronic health problems, and free from many regrets, judgements and fears that I was carrying around.
I can now focus more intently on writing this blog.
WordPress has once again updated its editor, and it’s even worse now. But I guess we’ll cope as we always do.
We shall continue the topic that I left off on. Today we are going to talk about the higher grades of magical initiation. By the way, I must warn you that this post turned out to be LONG. Take your time to read it, who knows when the next post will come out.
In my previous post, I described what initiation is, how it works within the Hermetic Tradition, and what constitutes the ‘outer order’, or elemental grades. I also used the process of alchemy as an analogy. After all, initiation is nothing but spiritual alchemy. The process of creating the Philosopher’s Stone is also a metaphor for the inner transformation of magician themselves. As within so without.
Now we look at Inner Order, and the grades which qualify the magician as an ‘Adept’. I highly suggest reading the previous post before this one.
What is an Adept
What is the Inner Order? And to that matter, who is an Adept? The simple answer is this: an Adept, of any magical system, is a person who is now qualified to teach and instruct people in that system.
In the elemental grades, the Initiate prepared themselves. They learned the theory of Hermeticism, kabbalah, alchemy and astrology, along with some yoga and tantra. It is very simple: one must understand magick, but one must ALSO understand the magick symbols of a specific spiritual tradition.
For example, imagine the High Priestess of a Witchcraft Coven. She may know a lot about spirituality and magick, but may not understand how these spiritual forces are symbolised within Hermeticism.
So, even an Adept of a different tradition must go through the study and practice of Hermetic ritual. Even if you know Italian cuisine, to learn Chinese cuisine you still have to start with the basics. While your general knowledge of cooking will carry over, you still have to learn to handle new ingredients and master new methods.
This is why initiation is important, regardless of your level of spiritual development. In this case, one must be humble and start from the beginning, learning the symbols of the Hermetic tradition. Each symbol represents a spiritual force. The outer grades are simply the process of learning and mastering these symbols. It is like learning the alphabet before learning to read and write.
Thus the Adept, having completed initiation, now has a complete set of symbols which can represent all of reality. Manipulating these symbols, built into the Adept’s subconscious mind, causes their reality itself to transform.
Does it make sense now? Do you see how this is the key to magick?
An adept of the Golden Dawn tradition, for example, shall understand how the whole of reality can be symbolised using the Hebrew alphabet, with each letter corresponding to various elements, planets or zodiac sign, and each then having a corresponding metal, colour and sound, and each corresponding to a spiritual hierarchy.
An Adept of the Golden Dawn, or any other tradition, has been ‘initiated’. Each of these symbols have been taught to them, and their spiritual energies have been felt and reinforced through ritual and study. Additionally, the initiate has undertaken other tests to develop discipline and will power.
In a sense, each symbol of the tradition is a doorway to a specific spiritual energy and state of consciousness. You could say that these symbols are like ‘keys’ to the doors of the consciousness. Do you now see why the 22 Hebrew Letters are called the 22 KEYS within the Hermetic tradition.
It is not that Hebrew is special here, nor even that Hebrew is necessary. I, for example, use the alchemical and astrological symbols directly for the 21 Keys, rather than the Hebrew alphabet. This is because I do not speak Hebrew and do not use the Old Testament for my magick. The same alphabet has roots in Egyptian, Coptic, Phoenician and later on in Greek.
It doesn’t really matter what symbols I use. Being a Hermetic initiate, I have an innate understanding of the system. I am able to recognize and represent the whole of reality using the 22 Keys, each Key representing forces on the Tree of Life, which each have corresponding colors, astrological or alchemical symbols, ruling spirits and angels, geometric figures and words of power associated with them.
By manipulating these ‘symbols’ in Ritual, I am able to manipulate these forces within Consciousness itself. Due to my initiation in Kundalini Yoga, and my knowledge of other systems, I am also able to expand on these symbols, seeing them from multiple perspectives and using them in ways not found in Hermeticism.
And therefore, you will also see how Hermeticism isn’t special, or better than any other system. However, different systems have different symbolic frameworks which are employed for magical use.
THIS is also why you should not ‘mix and match’ systems until you understand one system thoroughly. Too many people wish to avoid the work and discipline needed to follow a system to the end. Imagine languages. Everyone learns a language growing up. Perhaps you learnt English, and it is your mother tongue. However, most people only learn basic communication. Fluency is usually not taught in schools. The average English speaker can have a normal conversation, but likely cannot write a book or present ideas to the public.
Now imagine a person with a basic knowledge in English decides to start learning Japanese, and reads up on a few basic phrases. What would be the result? Well, it would be a weird hybrid of basic English sprinkled with some Japanese words, often used incorrectly.
What is the purpose of language? It is a tool for reading, writing and communication. And what is the purpose of these? To understand the world, and express oneself.
Language is not essential for self expression. Even an illiterate man can express himself with art or music. But if language is to be used as a tool, then it should be learned properly. Even a fluent English speaker must start learning Japanese from the very beginning, like a child. A person who masters one language may have an easier time mastering more languages.
Magical systems are exactly like languages. It is a tool for the spiritual and magical work.
The religious tradition you were born into is like your mother tongue, and thus you you have a basic level of ‘fluency’ with it. You can choose to increase this fluency in your native religion, or find one that suits you better, or practice both together. Just as one’s mother tongue will leave one with an accent and manner of speaking, the symbols of your birth religion are fixed in your mind and will always affect your spiritual practice.
And those are ultimately just a method for manifestation and self discovery.
The goal is manifestation. It is done with magick. To do magick, you must be fluent in the language of magick. And Magickal systems are just that: different languages for magick.
I hope it is now clear what initiation is, why it is important, and why one must stick to a system before adopting another.
When we learn English, do we also learn German and Latin? No.
But English descended from those languages, right? And yet, we do not need to understand them to understand English. Sometimes it is nice to see an English word and trace back its Latin roots, but it only helps you understand English better.
Similarly, a person studying Hermeticism need not also study all the precursors. You don’t need to ALSO understand Egyptian or Pagan magick, or Jewish or Christian mysticism. Tracing out these roots is good, but only when it helps you practice Hermeticism better. On it’s own, any single spiritual tradition is enough.
The same can be said for any other system. As long as a magickal system is functional, you don’t need to get lost in its history, or derivations, or mix it with anything else.
An Adept is an individual who has become ‘fluent’ in the symbols of a magic system, and now able to use them to do actual magick. And now we will discuss how this is done in the Golden Dawn tradition.
The Inner Order
The Inner Order is a concept found in many spiritual and magical systems. In the Golden Dawn system, it consists of three grades: Adeptus Minor, Adeptus Major and Adeptus Exemptus.
These grades, like the previous ones, are also common to various other Western traditions.
The difference between the Inner and Outer order is that there is no longer a curriculum. When the Initiate was in the elemental grades, they were handed a set of daily rituals and practices, and had to read various lectures and books which describe the Golden Dawn symbols. The Initiate also had to learn about various topics like astrology, alchemy, tarot, geometry and theurgy.
For each grade, the curriculum is different. Then the initiate enters the Portal, which is a probationary grade like Neophyte.
The Portal grade ended with communion with one’s own Higher Self. Beyond this, there can be no ‘curriculum’. No teacher can tell the Adept how to live, because the Adept must now follow their newly revealed inner guidance.
For an adept, life is like an open book. The word of God is no longer found in grimoires or scriptures, but in life itself. The life experience itself speaks directly to the person. The Adept shall recognise that nothing that has ever happened to them was accidental or random, and that everything is actually their own Higher Self.
Everything that comes into your awareness is like a thread of light, slowly guiding you to infinity. Your entire existence has been and shall be a Revelation, a manifestation of the Higher Self.
Everything that happens is by higher Will, and so there is really no reason to be afraid or have doubt.
In the inner order, the real work begins. Everything done previously was simply a preparation. Now, we begin the work of assimilating the Higher Self, and of conquering the Shadow Self. The inner grades not only put us in touch with the Higher Self, but also reveal the Shadow. The Shadow is all the potential yet to be manifested.
The Shadow represents all that energy that’s trapped inside, placed under lock and key due to doubt, fear, anxiety and judgement. It is the treasure that has been cast away into dark places, and guarded by ‘demons’, who are none other than its keepers, placed there by our own action.
It is very difficult to put into words how all this works. You shall simply have to experience it for yourself.
The work of the Inner Order is twofold: to understand the guidance of the Higher Self, and to redeem the Shadow Self.
The Higher Self represents Love, and is the source of Compassion. The Shadow Self represents Fear, and will eventually become the source of Power.
During this time, the Kundalini begins to move beyond the Sacral chakra. For a vast majority of people, their whole life is spent in the two lower chakras, living in the world of the senses and the desires. An Adept is the person who moves further. Now the Kundalini enters pushes past the Root and Sacral Chakra and into the Solar Plexus Chakra. This corresponds to the sphere of Tifaret (Harmony), which is the sphere of Adeptus Minor.
Adeptus Minor
Let us return to the alchemy analogy. Hopefully you all still remember it from the last post.
To give a refresher, alchemy is the practice of taking the fabled ‘First matter’ and purifying it, making the Philosopher’s Stone which can turn lead into gold.
In case it isn’t obvious, this process is an analogy for the purification of the Magus themselves. The First matter (prima materia) is none other than the individual, not yet purified. The Philosopher’s Stone represents the state of the enlightened Magus, where they go beyond duality.
Such a person can transform darkness into light (lead into gold). The idea of the Stone is also found in Eastern spirituality. In Vajrayana, it is imagined as a Diamond, and called the ‘wish granting stone’. To clarify, the Diamond is none other than the purified and perfected Heart, able to manifest the Will. ‘Wish granting’ is none other than magick. And yes, that it why the foremost Buddhist scripture is called ‘Diamond Sutra’.
In the last post, I described how the Prima Materia is first separated into the four elements: Fire, Water, Air and Earth. Then, each element is purified. This is represented by the outer grades.
Once Air, Water and Fire are separated out, all that is left is Earth, in a blackened and ‘dead’ state called ‘Crow’s Head’. In the Portal grade, this Crow’s Head is sealed in a flask and heated, the fire increasing in intensity until it becomes purified and white in colour. You can think of it as a rebirth, the dead husk being brought back to life. This material is called the ‘Salt of Earth’.
Thus, this is the state of the Adeptus Minor. The Adept has been freed from his intellectual, emotional and spiritual burdens. The body and senses (Earth) have been refined and exalted. The Adeptus Minor thus exists in a state of apparent bliss and inner peace. They have become like the Salt of Earth, a pure, clean and potent medicine.
Yet, the other elements which were separated have not yet been added back. The purified Salt is good, but it is not yet the Stone. Still, it is an exalted state of spiritual bliss and many individuals will be satisfied remaining as Adepts their whole life.
The symbol of this grade is 5=6. The numbers, as I have mentioned before, shows the number of the grade followed by the number of the Sefirot.
It represents the manifestation of one’s potential, and how much is yet to be done. Neophyte was 0=0, since it is a pure, unmanifest state of preparation. Zelator was 1=10, Theoricus was 2=9, Practicus was 3=8, Philosophus was 4=7.
So, for example, Practicus is 3=8 because it is the 3rd grade, and placed in the eighth Sphere, which is Hod (Glory).
The work of the Adeptus Minor is simple: overcome the Shadow. If you lived 100 years ago and were a member of the Golden Dawn, this is what you’d be told to do. This would be your curriculum: to finally study the knowledge which pertains to the the so called ‘Demons’ and the Tree of Shadow.
For you see, the Initiate, through ritual and meditation, has established the Tree of Life within themselves. The Tree of Life is composed of the 10 emanations (sefirot). But beneath this Tree hangs the Tree of Death, or Shadow, and it is composed of 10 husks, or shells (qlifot).
Just as every emanation represented an ideal, or an aspect of spiritual light, the shells represent something that has been suppressed, denied or rejected. Thus, they form the ‘fallen’ creation.
In a sense, all that you reject about yourself is flung outwards, into the dark world of Matter. In simple words: projection. Everything that you dislike about the world, and all judgements, opinions and attitudes that you form are actually just aspects of yourself which have been denied and projected onto the world.
This is why they say “you are what you hate” or “you become what you fear”.
Thus, these are the ‘false idols‘ spoken off in many religions. As an Adeptus Minor, we begin to draw in these fallen aspects of ourselves, to ‘redeem’ the demons, and this is done by filling these ‘shells’ with light.
How is this done? Depends on the individual. There is no curriculum. It is possible to do it through ritual, and generally this is how ceremonial magicians do it. We begin now to raise the Tree of Shadow out of the darkness and unite it with the Tree of Life. Together, they are one Tree, one creation. There is no Heaven and no Hell, there are no angels or demons, there is only one existence, one reality, and all beings are as brothers and sisters, be they human or non human.
Here, the ritualistic knowledge learned in the outer grades comes of use. The Adept may create his own rituals, and some Adepts even start their own magical system at this stage. One example would be Aleister Crowley or Poke Runyon. Others will follow the rituals laid out in grimoires or taught within the Order. As I understand, the Golden Dawn never lasted long enough for anyone to actually get past Adeptus Minor. Or maybe it did and they just never revealed it.
Personally, I think the whole nonsense about the Golden Dawn ‘falling apart’ is just a ruse. I think they went much, much further than they admit, and had reached an extremely advanced stage of magical ascension. But they were sacred of revealing it so we hear this whole story of how no one ever went to the higher grades or how there was infighting within the order etc. But anyway, moving on.
There is no single curriculum for these grades. Instead, the various Adepts who started the various descendent orders like the Alpha et Omega, the Isis Urania Temple, the O.T.O, the O.T.A, the A.’.A.’. and the Whare Ra Temple, all had their own rituals.
This perhaps is the biggest weakness of the Golden Dawn tradition: the lack of written material on tried and tested rituals for the Inner Grades. However, it is also the greatest strength. It pushed Adepts to think for themselves, to follow their own instinct and interests. In this way, the Golden Dawn has broken the dogma that so many other spiritual traditions fall into.
As you can imagine, these rituals are accompanied by inner and outer changes in the Adept’s life.
In essence, the grade of Adeptus Minor is a grade of various trials and challenges that appear in the magician’s life. These are not just spiritual, but real challenges. This is why, in this grade, the Adept is urged to go forth into life and find their purpose. The Adept is pushed to put their knowledge into practice. Not just in rituals, but to actually practice what they preach and LIVE according to the magical and spiritual ideals they believe in.
The Adept may pursue some career or vocation, they may strive to master some craft, they may begin to try out different rituals or finally dabble in other traditions. The Adept is free to explore and follow their instinct. In this way, the Adept shall come across various problems and challenges which must be solved and overcome. Faults within one’s belief system must be confronted. All these are simply projections of the inner self. The Adept is overcoming their demons. They are reaching forth, with love and compassion, and redeeming themselves, and thus the world.
Earlier, the Adept cast out parts of their own being: perhaps certain interests which are embarrassing, perhaps certain desires which are shameful, perhaps certain beliefs which hold them back, perhaps certain attitudes which do not serve them, or perhaps simply self imposed restrictions and unconscious oaths which have been taken.
Many of us who live as Magicians now have lived as magicians, priests, shamans and witches in previous lives. Many of us carry shame and guilt from past lives, many of us have taken vows of chastity or poverty which now hold us back. You may not remember them, but those blockages and bindings still lie upon the Soul.
The ‘demons’ are none other than those things we fear, those brothers and sisters whom we judge as inferior and unworthy, and all those yearnings which we have put away out of guilt.
These things then are projected outwards as ‘false gods’, as golden calves to which we make sacrifices. For example, a person who has become convinced that they will always be poor. Such a person has projected their desire and ability to make money outwards. Thus, they are faced with all those symbols of wealth that they have created: banks, corporations, governments, parents. Those who can give us what we think we don’t have.
We simultaneously worship and fear these symbols. We lay our time, potential and energy as sacrifices before such symbols, hoping to get money. And we fear that it shall not be given. Can you see how this relates to mythology, and why ‘demons’ and ‘false gods’ are considered one and the same.
It is not only institutions, but also people. For example, a person who is ashamed of his appearance projects this shame onto those who are perceived as ‘beautiful’. A person who thinks they are unattractive are always intimated by attractive people, and yearn to be like them while also hating them.
This projection also happens, ultimately, to those beings who do not have a body. A person ashamed of sexual desire looks at the deity Lilith, and says “she is a whore and a prostitute”. A person who has suppressed of his lust and vitality looks at Asmodeus and says “he is a violent and cruel God”. A person who cannot tolerate others looks to Jehovah and says “he is an barbaric and intolerant god”.
This, by the way, is how the Gods of one culture end up as demons in another, or how most ‘demons’ in most cultures are actually just ancient Gods. Usually, they are Gods which rule things like hunting, war, sex, wild animals and other things. Most of them are simply gods from before the Agricultural Revolution. When mankind developed agriculture, we imagined ourselves as more evolved than hunter gatherers. So, the old Gods ruling hunter gatherer things become ‘demons’. It’s really not that complicated.
A society which embraces death, like Hindu society, sees the the beings who rule over death as ‘good’. So, Shiva is a god. But Judeo-Christian culture fears death. So, Satan, the lord of the burning grounds, is considered evil.
However, the Gods of Alcohol and intoxication are shunned by Hindus. So, we called them ‘Ashura’ (literally meaning ‘intoxicated ones’). Meanwhile the Norse Pagans worshipped them as ‘Aesir’: often Gods who are shown drinking and fighting.
But then the old Norse had very clear opinions about sexuality and masculinity. Loki, a god of Fire who was seen as effeminate and androgynous was general regarded as an ‘evil’ god.
But then Aztecs had no problem with androgyny. Thus, Huitzilopochtli was a pretty androgynous and effeminate male God who was highly regarded by them. But then they had become obsessed with war and bloodshed, and if the Buddha had been born Aztec, his teachings would likely have been disregarded and forgotten.
What you see as evil and what you judge to be wrong or dark, in truth represents your own Shadow. This is not to be taken lightly, and Shadow work does represent a very real danger. The danger is to your perceived sense of reality.
Illusory or not, people react badly when their idea of right and wrong falls apart. If a person, faced with failure and challenges becomes bitter and gives up magic, then there would be no point. This is why this stuff is usually kept as secret. If you were to invoke the Satan right now and attempt Shadow work, you may suddenly be faced with all the things you have refused to let go off. For example, imagine realising that your chosen career is a massive waste of time and that you were never going to succeed in it, and you actually hate it but were too proud to admit it. And imagine this manifests as you losing your job and having to go look for a new one.
An uninitiated person, at this stage, tends to give up on life or become bitter and nihilistic. But, an Adept, who has established the Tree of Life inside their body, is able to tap into the correct positive emotion and use that to transform and redeem the situation. An Adept knows that their own Higher Self is causing this, and that everything is part of the plan. An Adept knows that all this is simply alchemical purification.
Thus, an Adept is undeterred. An Adept knows enough magick to control his emotions, and to start focusing on finding a new job.
This is why Shadow Work is the work of an Adept. And this is why I will not give instructions on how it is done. You must trust your own inner guidance. I have merely described how it happened for me.
Adeptus Major
So Adeptus Major comes after Adeptus Minor. How very creative. I’m sure there are many interpretations of these names, but in my opinion they are ‘little Adept’ and ‘big Adept’.
So, what did it mean to be a big Adept in the Golden Dawn?
Quite frankly, it is around this point where information about the grade rituals starts to really run dry. From what I know, the official story is that no one in the Golden Dawn got to this grade except Moina Mathers (S.L. Mathers’ wife) and after the order fell apart, all written materials were destroyed. If you look at The Golden Dawn by Israel Regardie, the knowledge lectures go as far as the beginning of the Adeptus Minor grade, where the work of that grade is revealed.
The successor orders had their own rituals. At this point the history of the Golden Dawn gets very confusing and muddy, and the few people who could shed light on it are very old and keep to themselves. I have read some of their works though. I’m saying all this to make it clear that from here on out, you are reading largely my personal experiences and personal understanding of these teachings. The Golden Dawn sources I am working from are the later works of Israel Regardie and the works of Pat Zalewski.
I know most readers don’t really care much about historical details and will just accept whatever I say at face value. Ultimately, I guess most people are more concerned with the practice than the history of some 20th century occult order, which is actually a good thing. Still, consider this scholastic integrity. Since I never belonged to an occult order myself and have no relationship with any currently living GD members, I feel it is essential I point out my fragmented knowledge in case I misrepresent their history. You’ll just have to trust that the GD Masters are guiding my hand from the spiritual planes where they now reside 🙂
The number of this grade is 6=5. You will notice that this is the tipping point. It is where the first number is larger than the second. This means that now, more than half the work is complete, and the Adept is able to bring forth 60% of their full potential (to put it crudely). It is the sixth grade, and placed on the fifth Sphere which is Geburah (Power).
This is the point where the symbolism of the rituals becomes much less magical and much more religious. It’s less about pentagrams and circles and much more about good works, about self knowledge. A magician who has gotten to this point likely has not much need of rituals or spells of symbols.
Here, it truly becomes High Magick. It truly becomes ceremony. It is now less about memorising the correct words and tracing the correct symbols, and more about identifying one’s life as the prophetic life.
Here, I will give a simple example. I will give an example of a excerpt from the Zelator initiation and compare that to one from an Adeptus Major initiation, so you can understand how the mindset has changed during this time.
By the way, these names here like “heirophant” and “chief adept” are simply the titles taken on by variour officers during initiation rituals. Nothing too complicated.
Zelator Initiation Ritual (Excerpt:)
All Officers face North. Hierophant makes sign in front of, and concentric with Tablet of the North, an invoking Pentagram of Earth, saying:
“And the Elohim said, ‘Let us make Adam in our Image, after our likeness and let him have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the fowl of the air and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth over the Earth.’ And the Elohim created Eth ha-Adam in their own Image, in the Image of the Elohim created they them. In the name of Adonai Melekh and of the Bride and Queen of the Kingdom, Spirits of Earth adore Adonai!“ Hierophant hands his Scepter to Hiereus and, taking his Sword, makes the symbol of Taurus in centre of Pentagram, saying: “In the Name of Auriel, the Great Archangel of Earth, and by the sign of the Head of the Ox – Spirits of Earth, adore Adonai!“ Hierophant returns Sword to Hiereus and takes Mitre-headed Sceptre from Hegemon, and makes Cross in the air, saying: “In the Names and Letters of the Great Northern Quadrangle, Spirits of Earth, adore Adonai!“ Hiero. returns Sceptre to Hegemon, and takes Cup from Stolistes, making cross, and sprinkling thrice to North, saying: “In the Three Great Secret Names of God, borne upon the Banners of the North – EMOR DIAL HECTEGA – Spirits of Earth, adore Adonai!“
Now, compare it to the Adeptus Major ritual.
Adeptus Major Initiation Ritual (Excerpt):
Chief Adept: “Oh Death, where is thy sting?” 2nd Adept: “Oh Grave, where is thy victory?” Ch.& 2nd: “Thanks be to God which giveth us the Victory.” They place their wands with the ends resting within the Pastos and raise their Ankhs, joining them above the wands. Ch.Ad: “Say then, my brother, what is the emblem which we raise above the graver?” 2nd Ad: “It is the ancient symbol of Life; the union of the girdle of the Great Mother with the Tau Cross of Death; it is the emblem of that eternal Life of the Spirit which the Divine Ones pour forth upon Men, delivering him from the body of Death.” Ch.Ad: “Merrily, thou halt answered well, my brother. Let us then entrust the Great Mother thus to raise us all from the Death of the Soul to the Life of the Spirit.“ They turn to the North East. still keeping their wands in the Pastos, but separating the Ankhs which they raise in Invocation. They sink upon one knee; 3rd also kneels without and raise; Ankh: Ch.Ad: “Mother of Life, Hidden House of the Fire of the Spirit, grant us Thy Life. Mother of All, Matron, we would be even as the Burning Bush which was not consumed; a Sign to those who may have eyes to see. In Thy hands is the Lamp of Understanding; show us, if but for an instant, a Ray of that Light Divine. Rose of the World, vouchsafe to us a breath of Thine Ineffable Fragrance. Tower of Ivory, enclose us in Thy protecting Purity. Give us, we beseech Thee, this day and hour, Thine aid in the high purpose for which we are here assembled. Strengthen the Postulant who seeks enlightenment through the Gates of Darkness, that passing through the Valley of Bitterness he may find therein the Wells of Living Water. Reflect upon his soul those Visions of the Spirit which awaken the understanding and beckon us to the Pisgah Heights of Holiness. There may he find the Pearl of Great Price, which is also the Lodestone of the Wise. Shekinahi” 2nd Ad: “Shekinah” 3rd Ad: “Shekinah” All Three: “Shekinah” Turn up lights. The Vault which was in darkness at first gradually becomes lighter, repealing the figure of Shekinah holding a lamp under or mil. At the last word she holds forth her lamp, in silence letting the light shine upon the Adepti in turn. They bow their heads a moment, then she withdraws silently. The Adepti rise and quit the Vault in silence.
We begin with the Father and end with the Mother.
You may notice clearly, the sheer difference in the vibe, the tone and symbolism of the ritual. Adepts, even of different traditions, but especially of one tradition, regard each other as brothers and sisters.
Ultimately, the formality, the hierarchy, and rules and demonstrations of ‘low magick’ are simply meant to develop discipline and inspire awe in Initiates. But the Adepts dispense with it, for another Adept who has come as far as the sphere of Geburah is already purified, already having cleared the mind, body and heart of blockages.
Such a person has already begun the process of drawing up the Qlifot and uniting them with the Sefirot, turning duality into unity, starting to perceive the world beyond good and evil. What a Hindu would called Advaita, or non-dualism.
By this stage, the Kundalini energy has come to rest in the Heart Chakra. In the East, this would be the stage where the Yogi has mastered his lower nature and inner elements. I can’t really explain what this means, because it would be distorted and misunderstood, and turned into another tool to separate, divide and categorise people and things.
It may sound strange that the Goddess would appear in a Kabbalistic tradition, and many who have still not understood the essential unity of Traditions will complain that this is some sort of New Age distortion. However, the Golden Dawn tradition is also a Hermetic tradition, not just a Kabbalistic one, and this grade is symbolised by the Ankh.
Even within Kabbalah, the concept of the Shekinah is present. This was secret knowledge, of course, but it is revealed at this stage to the Adept. The grade of Adeptus Major, then, is a final trial of the Adept. See another excerpt from the Initiation ritual:
“Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrahr?” “I have trodden the winepress alone, and of all the people there was none with me; and I looked and there was none to help, and I wondered that there was none to uphold.”
The Work is long and hard. The Adept has laboured, seemingly alone, and attempted to manifest the true Will. They have followed the oath they had taken as an Adeptus Minor:
“I have fought upon this Earth for good. I have glorified the name of God in the world” (excerpt from an Adeptus Major ritual)
And, at this late stage, the Adept is weary and tired. But that final push is needed. The last three Qlifot, which lie the Qlifotic abyss, need to be integrated. They are called Satariel, Ghagiel and Thaumiel.
Some readers may feel a chill simply hearing these names, especially if unfamiliar with Shadow work.
The grade of Adeptus Major relates to Geburah (Power). Our only and greatest Power is Courage, and our greatest refuge is Strength. In a sickly, meek society, the idea of Power makes people uncomfortable. But without Power, there is really no life force.
This is the grade of the Goddess because, contrary to popular imagery, the Goddess is life, power, strength and courage. She is not a meek, mild mannered force who hides behind a veil. The Goddess is active, and she is presence (Shekinah). To be separated from the Goddess, is to be separated from life itself. To fear the Qlifot is to be as a Tree whose roots have rotted away.
This grade is the Dark Night of the Soul. It is the hardest part, because it requires some of the simplest acts of courage rather than grand ceremonies or rituals. It is the final rest of the Adept in the dark crypt, where they stay for 36 hours until the Goddess appears to him. When they see Shekinah, she illuminates their path and they are at last filled with the life, vitality and strength which they has lost. The sphere of the Qliffot are redeemed and brought into light.
The soul passes through the 36 decans of the Zodiac. At the end, a light shines, and a veil is lifted.
Adeptus Exemtpus
The grade of Adeptus Exemptus is associated with Chesed (Mercy). It’s number is 7=4.
There is a reason I spent so much time on the last two sections.
As far as I can tell, there are no elaborate rituals or initiations associated with this grade. In fact, from what I can tell, the entire Initiation for the Adeptus Major was essentially a formal blessing, welcoming the Adept into the congregation of High Adepts.
You see, in the Golden Dawn, Adeptus Exemptus was the highest grade to be formally conferred. There are some cases, in successor orders, where the last 3 grades being given, but these were more of a formality. An honorary position. Similar to how you get a honorary degree from a college if you’re well respected. Robert Felkin, founder of the Whare Ra temple, was the first to claim a higher grade than this, and I believe it was a controversial move at the time.
Essentially, as the name suggests, the Adept is now…exempt. Exempt from instruction or even guidance. This is the highest grade that could be reached, and all the symbolism and knowledge of the Order has been fully taught. There was, quite literally, nothing else to teach.
Adepthood has been completed. Some Adepts, in this lifetime, will Cross the Abyss. But this is simply not something that can be done through formal practice, through special rituals, or by conferring someone a grade within a system.
As far as we are concerned, the Golden Dawn, and most other esoteric Orders end at this point. In fact, in old Alchemical traditions there were only 7 grades, one for each planet.
During the ceremony of this grade, the aura of the Adept is sealed. You see, the aura of an ordinary person is like an egg. It is a thin, porous layer of spiritual energy existing a few inches over the skin, open to outside energetic influences. When the ordinary person becomes an initiate, an opening is created in the aura. This is like an energetic tunnel, a link between the person and magickal current of the Order. Through this link, centuries of knowledge, guidance and experience are passed on. The person becomes an extension of the Order’s values and philosophy, imbibing them and receiving spiritual vitality.
Upon becoming an Adept, the aura slowly expands to become like a bubble, or ‘sphere of sensation’. It is made of interlocking energetic currents which form a grid, making the sphere impenetrable. However, the aura still has holes in it, representing fears, doubts, shame, guilt or any other distortions. These can allow external forces to influence and affect the energy of a person. The person’s projections and judgements are like tendrils which lash outward. The whole mass of humanity exists in a state like an interconnected mesh, like dolls of string all tangled up with each other, creating a ‘web’ of illusion called ‘Maya’ in Hinduism. In the West, this web is imagined to be like a spider’s web that people are tangled up and trapped in, referred to in Hermeticism as the ‘Hades’ and called ‘The darkly splendid world’.
Once the Adept has raised up their Shadow, the Aura is sealed. The holes and distortions have been worked out and closed, and no tendrils are shot outwards. The Adept slowly becomes untangled and free, able to maintain their own peace of mind and bodily health. Over time, they recognize that any distortions in one’s vibratory complex are self created. They were always self created, but now the awareness is there and the aura can be immediately brought back into a state of harmony.
When one becomes an Adeptus Exemptus, the opening that was created in the Aura is closed off and sealed. In other words, the tunnel like connection between the Adept and the Order is broken. This may seem depressing to some, but it is similar to an umbilical chord being cut. Put simply, the Adept’s aura has been completely filled with all the energy it can ever receive. All that the Order can teach, it has taught. It is then hermetically sealed. From this point on, it shall generate its own energy and vitality.
In mundane terms: it means no longer being reliant on anything else for guidance, motivation or happiness, but creating this within oneself. This is the closing of the Cosmic egg, like a fruit which ripens and falls away from the Tree. This grade is a time of celebration and joy, for it represents the end of a long journey.
Before I close, I want to return to our alchemical allegory. You understand how the black, dead matter in the grade of Portal, was heated and purified into the Salt of Earth. This is the grade of Adeptus Minor.
Now the elements which had been removed are added back. You will recall that, in the grade of Theoricus, the first element was extracted. This was in the form of the Water of Life. This Water, after seven distillations, has become extremely purified and is slowly added back to the Salt. This is the grade of Adeptus Major.
During this, the Salt imbibes the Water and becomes hard and shiny. Following this, the white oily substance which is called White Eagle, and represents Air, is placed in the container with the shiny material and heated, until the two mix and coagulate.
Following this, we have successfully created the White Stone of alchemy! This is not yet the Philosopher’s Stone yet, but a lesser version of it. It is said to turn any base metal into silver and produce a potent medicine. This represents the grade of Adeptus Exemptus. The work is not technically complete, since the element of fire has not been added back, but the Adept is all but perfect. They have not yet reached eternity, and their ability to bring light from darkness is not perfect.
Yet, it is next to perfect, and such a person is no less than a Sage.
Now, I have shared with you the journey of an Adept. In my next and final post, I will attempt to describe the Crossing of the Abyss and the final three ‘grades’.
Until then, peace to you brothers and sisters. If you want to learn magick, check out my Books. If you want to read more of my personal experiences, be sure to follow me on Patreon. Until next time.
Welcome back readers. It has been a while. A lot has happened to me since the last post on Between the Pillars.
First off, I just want to say that the prices of the magickal services have gone up. However, given that my prices are still very low compared to many others, I don’t think it should bother anyone.
Today, I want to write about something we haven’t touched upon yet: the 10 fold grade system of the Hermetic tradition. It is not the only grade system in the occult, nor is it only used in the Hermetic tradition. It has predecessors, as well as successors.
But that doesn’t matter. It’s a system that works, and quite well at that.
I have always insisted that Magick comprises the traditions from every corner of the world, and from every time period. To study only one system is like having only a few of the pieces of a puzzle, and trying to form a whole picture. In the 21st century, why handicap ourselves like that? So, my focus will not just be on Hermeticism or Western Ceremonial magick, but on mysticism and magick in general. But first, some background.
The Spiritual Ascent
What is the Tree of Life? Well, I have a whole book on that, but in summary:
The Tree of Life is a diagram whose modern form originated in the mystical western tradition called Kabbalah. It is based on the visions of ancient Hebrew seers, as they were led to the Throne of God by the Archangel Metatron. It describes the process of creation, wherein the the Divine Monad manifests itself through Ten distinct ’emanations’, called the Sephiroth. It has it’s origins in the ancient cultures of North Africa, the Middle East and Southern Europe, and is similar to the Nordic Yggdrasil or the Hindu Sri-Yantra.
The first emanation is called the Crown (Kether), and the energy from it passes through another eight Sephiroth, until it finally settles down in the Kingdom (Malkuth), which is identified with the material world. It shows the process by which the Universe, and the Individual, and all other things are created and brought into the world. In simple words: it is an archetype.
The fundamental idea in Western magick is that a person seeking enlightenment, or spiritual ascension, or magical power, would ‘climb’ back up the Tree of Life, passing through all the Sephiroth, which are imagined as Gates, ruled by various astrological forces. The person would begin the journey in Malkuth, which is the world of waking consciousness, and slowly make their way to Kether, which is the Source. The Tree of Life is imagined as a ladder.
The most important milestone in this process is called Cross the Abyss, where the aspirant crosses the gap between the lower 7 Sephiroth, and the 3 Higher ones. This gap is called the Abyss (Tehom), and the illusionary Sephiroth there is called Knowledge (Da’at).
This journey, which is imagined as a straight and narrow path, is called Quetesh in Hebrew. It is imagined as the Bow, which shoots an arrow right down the Middle of the Tree of Life.
Another system of ascension is found in the Eastern world, with the system of Chakras and the Kundalini. The Chakras are Seven centres of power which lie along the spinal column of the Individual, and also along the Axis Mundi of the whole Cosmos. The first Chakra is called the Crown (Sahasrara: Thousand Petals), and the last one is called the Root chakra (Muladhara: Essence of the Root).
The Central Pillar is called the Lingam (the Spine/Phallus), and it is masculine and fixed. This masculine force is also at times called Purusha (the Man) or Yogi (Monk). The force which moves upward is called Shakti (Power), and it is feminine and moving. It is also called Devi (the Lady).
The idea is that the Chakras represent stages of consciousness, with Highest Chakra represents the Divine principle, while the lowest Chakra represents the waking reality. The spiritual aspirant moves their Consciousness up through their spinal column, through each Chakra, until it reaches the top.
That’s the gist of it. The journey of the aspirant is called the Sadhana in Sanskrit, and it is imagined as the straight and unwavering path traced by an arrow let loose from a bow. Those who have completed the Journey are called Siddhas, or the ‘righteous ones’
An important milestone on this journey is when the Consciousness reaches the Throat Chakra, at which point the Personal Shakti, called the Kundalini, rises from the base of the Spine and makes it’s way to the Top, which is at the nape of the neck. At this point, the individual begins to enter into a state of Spiritual Bliss called Sammadhi. This experience is identical to the Crossing of the Abyss of Kabbalah. A person begins to be freed form the world of Illusion (Maya) and can be called ‘enlightened’. Of course, the Kundalini shall rise further until it reaches the Crown, and can be projected even higher.
Combining the Chakras with the Tree of Life
It should be clear now that the Tree of Life and Chakra system are really talking about the same thing. The Western system, however, is more concerned with theory, and with mapping out the journey, and using it to understand the Universe. This is because Western magicians, due to heavy persecution in the middle ages, relied heavily on scripture and magickal texts to transmit their work. They had to disguise the Work as religious doctrine, and had to explain everything in great detail so that anyone reading it could follow the instructions and have all the requisite knowledge.
The Eastern system is much more practical. This is because such knowledge the source of power for the political and religious institutions in the East. There was never any real persecution, but it was closely guarded knowledge, passed down directly from master to student. It was rarely put into writing, nor was there much need to go into detail, because the Master (Guru) would be there with the student to guide them. In fact, merely being in the presence of a Master can cause the Kundalini to awaken. I can attest to this first hand. Thus, it was much more important to talk about the changes happening inside the body, and how to control the power, than try to create precise theories.
So in the West they ended up with a very well established theory, and in the East they developed a very effective practice. Both paths work, and it is worthwhile to combine them. As you know, the 10 Sephiroth of the Tree of Life are divided in such a way that they form Seven ‘layers’. These are identical to the Chakra centres. This means that many of the Chakras correspond to two sephiroth, not just one.
The following is the correct way to interpolate the Ten Sephiroth with the Seven Chakras:
Malkuth (Kingdom) is not part of the seven places, fallen as it is from the place of Da’at. Thus, it can be identified with the dormant ‘Shakti’ of Goddess Power which rests at the base of the spine. Thus, malkuth is rightly called ‘Malkah’, or bride, just as Shakti is the bride of Purusha, or ‘The Man’.
The Ten Fold Grade System
Now we get to the actual Grade system of the Hermetic tradition.
There are ten grades, all arranged along the Tree of Life, along with two intermediary grades. It shows the entire process of spiritual evolution. Understand that, the path is the same, only with different ways of representing it. This is the Hermetic way of seeing it, but in essence this journey is found in all cultures of the world, in different ways.
As you move from one grade to another, so does your consciousness. This does have a biological component, and if you quiet your mind and focus on your bodily sensations, you can actually feel how far up the spinal chord the energy has risen.
The Grade system can be divided into three. The first four grades consist of the ‘outer’ order, and the work of the Outer Order involves working upon the lower self: purifying and mastering oneself and one’s own Being. Each of the four grades corresponds to four components of the lower self, and also to the four elements.
Zelator – Earth – Physical Body – Sensations and Habits Theoricus – Air – Conscious Mind – Thoughts and Perception Practicus – Water – Subconscious Mind – Emotions and Intellect Philosophus – Fire – Will – Intuition and Willpower
The next three grades constitute the Inner Order. Those of these grades are considered ‘Adepts’, while those of the Outer Order are usually called ‘Initiates’. Of course, the word ‘Initiate’ can also just apply to everyone who has been initiated into the order, meaning anyone beyond the grade of Neophyte.
In the Inner Order, everyone is technically on equal standing. An Adept is someone who has learned to commune with their Higher Self, and thus cannot really be ‘told’ what to do. In reality, it is the Inner Order where ‘magick’ begins in any real sense. The Outer Order involves mostly study and spiritual practice, and its rituals and practices are designed to purify the student.
Only in the Inner Order does the Adept begin training to do actual magick. The work of the Adept, having communed with their Higher Self, is now to overcome the Shadow. In other words: illuminate the inner darkness.
The three grades here represent the sacred Masculine, Feminine and the Androgyne.
Adeptus Minor – Androgyne – Life Adeptus Major – Feminine – Death Adeptus Exemptus – Masculine – Rebirth
In theory, Adeptus Exemptus is the Highest grade that can be given to a person. The grades beyond the Abyss are called the Secret Order. ‘Secret’ because these grades cannot be conferred, only attained by oneself.
This is because only a student, themselves, can Cross the Abyss when the time is right. No amount of rituals, ceremonies or meditations can make it happen, nor can a Master else cause you to Cross the Abyss and enter Sammadhi. it is a lone Journey.
The three highest grades that make up this stage represent stages of liberation.
Magister Templi – Mother – Power Magus – Father – Purity Ipsissimus – Spirit – Love
Whenever talk of the grade system comes up, I see one very common question from beginners: is it possible to rise through the grades without having done any magickal or spiritual practice?
The reason is that people just starting magickal study or practice want to start at the grade of Adeptus Minor! No one wants to be a mere Neophyte, and spend years working towards Adepthood. And so, many newcomers are absolutely desperate to be told that they’re already an Adept, or that the grade can be attained without spiritual practice.
But can it? Well, yes. In fact, it is pretty much expected that if you’re drawn to magick in this lifetime, then your Soul has already done much of the Outer Work in previous incarnations. So then, why this whole routine of going through the outer grades?
Because, in truth, all people at all times, are at the Highest Grade. Everyone in the world is Enlightened…they just don’t know it yet.
This is why this Work is sometimes called ‘Self Realisation’ rather than Attainment. One is not attaining anything, but only remembering.
When one is young, there is at least some point where one is fully in touch with the Higher Self. But life happens, and we begin to deviate from the Great Work. The mind, body and spirit begin to be clouded or fall into decay.
And so, even if a person thinks they are an Adept, or are naturally gifted in magick, or very well read, it never hurts to start at the beginning. The Lower Self needs to be prepared and purified to commune with the Higher Self. This is why the lower grades are needed.
To attempt the work of Magick without first balancing and discipling oneself will be extremely detrimental, and this effect is often seen in religious fanatics or crazed cult leaders: people who have expereinced the energies invoked in the Inner Order, but are not balanced or mature enough to utilise these corectly.
Thus, shun not the Outer Order. It is the most exciting stage of this journey.
The Outer Order
We shall Discuss the probationary grade of Neophyte and the four outer grades of Zelator, Theoricus, Practicus and Philosophus.
Neophyte
The grade of neophyte is not a real grade. It is a probationary grade that typically lasts 6 months or so. Traditionally, it was designed to see if the student was fit to join an esoteric order, and to build up a basic foundation of both theory and practice. With self initiation, this grade is mainly for you to test, for yourself, if you can handle the path of magick.
The rituals of this grade consist of basic banishing and grounding rituals, along with an introduction to basic magickal theory and spiritual practices like meditation. It exposes a person to energies which will start to dramatically change their life and perspective, and it is expected that a lot of people will quit after this grade. And that is precisely the point.
Once the first grade has started, it is not possible to go back. The spiritual transformation shall then go through various stages, and the only respite is in the fifth grade of Adeptus Minor. In other words, Magickal initiation is not just something done overnight. It is a whole hearted commitment which will last years. The exact same commitment is asked for by Eastern practices like Yoga and the Tantra, contrary to the usual notion that Eastern paths are simpler or easier.
And the neophyte grade is like a free trial of what’s to come.
There is nothing wrong with not being ready. While the grade formally lasts 6-7 months, a person may practice the Neophyte material for years. Most magicians do just that, with daily banishing rituals, meditations and purification rites. Some people will spend their whole life simply purifying themselves and meditating, and getting comfortable with this knowledge.
There’s no rush whatsoever. Many who do take that first step onto the grade of Zelator have been prepared over lifetimes, and will be prepared still for lifetimes more.
Some authors make it seem like the neophyte grade is some test or gauntlet designed to separate the ‘worthy’ and ‘unworthy’.
But the fact is that each and every person in the world is worthy. It is only a matter of patience and practice. When one is ready, one will move on.
This grade typically consists of an initial exposure to magickal energy, and one might find that any serious imbalances in one’s life will disappear. In general, good health, vitality and a renewed sense of vigor should be expected by the end.
Zelator
The grade of Zelator, as the name suggests, is a time of Zeal and devotion. It is associated with the element of Earth, with the material body and the world of the senses.
The work of this grade represents perhaps the most important and long lasting stage of spiritual ascension: of mastering the body, and the world of waking consciousness. The rituals of this grade will often bring about shift in perspective and consciousness. The student may find themselves changing their lifestyle, cultivating better lifestyle habits pertaining to food, routine and physical fitness.
A great enthusiasm towards the diligent study and practice of magick may also come about. A person may begin to overcome social anxiety, develop greater work ethic, and see overall success in their studies and/or career. For those who are already well established in life, it can also lead to a lot of money and wealth coming in.
A lot of these things may seem very mundane to some readers. You may wonder what eating properly, sleeping on time and cleaning one’s room have to do with spiritual evolution. And my answer, dear readers, is that it has everything to do with it.
Only very late in my magickal practice did I realise the importance of physical fitness, displine, and cleanliness. Religions of the world have always emphasized these traits, and not without good reason. The spiritual energies that a magician invokes are very, very real. In the Inner Order grades, these energies have a very tangible manifestation, which can very quickly overwhelm and weak mind and body.
Without going too much into details: there have been many times where I was thankful for my physical strength and tolerance, and they were all that kept me from loosing consciousness or being unable to tolerate the very high vibration energies invoked during magick.
Cleanliness and ritual purity are also important, as they allow for an even flow of spiritual energies throughout one’s life. Such a system is found in China in the form of Feng Shui, where the arrangement of the house and placement of objects within it is said to affect how spiritual energies flow through it.
In a more mundane sense, one should also consider that the body is the Temple. The inner world is reflected in the outer world, and a strong body, clean and orderly surroundings and healthy lifestyle will also be reflected in the internal changes taking place.
It is often said that magicians focus too much on the inner world and neglect the outer, not realising that the two are one and the same. Inner transformation goes hand in hand with outer transformation. And finally, there is also the simple fact that magick should not be something that requires the sacrifice of ‘real’ life. It is not escapism.
After all, magick requires commitment, of time, energy and resources. Before such a commitment can be made, it is a good idea to put your life in order. It would be very difficult to go very far with magick if you’re are held back by, say, the lack of money, poor health or a loneliness.
Now, I should make it clear that this is an ongoing process. I’m not suggesting that a person’s material life must be perfect before starting magick. Rather, both go hand in hand. And the grade of Zelator is the time where you shake yourself out of the stupor that many people fall into. It is the simple acknowledgement that you will not use magick or spirituality to escape from the responsibilities of the ‘real’ world.
First we master the outer and material world, before we go to the spiritual planes. Contrary to common belief, magick does not involve shunning or rejecting the material world, which is after all a reflection of the higher worlds.
In this grade, the consciousness tends to be fixed in the outer body and outer world. The inner Shakti has not begun her ascent up the spine.
Theoricus
The grade of Theoricus is similar to Zelator, and revolves around magick Theory. It is associated with the Conscious Mind, with thoughts, and with perception. It is ruled by the element of Air.
Once the Zelator has put his daily affairs in order, they can start studying magickal theory. Just as the previous grade was about strengthening the body, this grade is about sharpening the mind. The rituals and practices of this grade bring about a strong intellectual tendency, and also a desire to learn about and understand the world around oneself. In pursuit of this, one may learn not just about magick, but about various other fields such as history, politics, science, artistry, linguistics etc.
In fact, knowing about the world and having many skills can be very helpful for a magician. Many magicians are known to be well read and proficient in various skills. But ultimately, the aim is not to learn a lot, but rather sharpen the mind. Unlike school, the student of magick is not learning a bunch of rote information, but rather engaging with the world and its people, history and cultures. The aim is not to learn some information, but learn how to think. For example, the study of politics and history is not about coming to believe in some ideology or memorizing a list of battles, but to familiarize the mind with the nuances and complexities of the society. The aim of learning a new language may not necessarily be to become a fluent speaker, but to see how different languages shape the mind different, and to expand one’s horizons.
A strong mind complements a strong body. This grade helps the student break free of dogmatic beliefs, to question the way things are, and to learn to reject beliefs and values that they have inherited.
For while the wisdom of the ages can have great value, it can also be a poison which blinds us from reality. It is good to expose oneself to new ways of thinking, and to start formulating one’s own beliefs and philosophy. It protects us from becoming reliant on someone else’s version of the truth, and especially from political, religious and cultural lies.
This is also the grade where one begins to experience the energies of planets along with the elements. The grade of Theoricus is ruled by the Moon, as it corresponds to the Lunar sphere on the Tree of Life. Additionally the energies of Saturn are also expereinced, because that is the complementary sphere. This kind of a complementary relationship exists for all grades.
The Moon, or Luna, affects the emotions and sense perception. Saturn affects the rational mind. Thus, this grade has a tendency to exaggerate those aspects. In fact, it is important not to get too caught up in trying to understand everything rationally or categorise everything perfectly.
The consciousness now resides in the Root chakra, which corresponds to the Lunar Sphere at the base of the spine. The consciousness, thus, is still fixed on the outer world, but on the more abstract, mental aspects rather than purely physical.
Practicus
By now you should have picked up a trend with the names. The grade of Practicus focuses, at last, on Practice. It is associated with the element of Water, with the Subconscious mind, and thus with, morals, values, emotions and desires. Whereas the grade of Theoricus focused more on the outward Conscious Mind, Practicus focuses on the deeper, subconscious mind. In this grade, the emotions are allowed to come forth from their usual suppressed state in most people.
One also begins to recognise the traits of the opposite gender within oneself. In fact, it is common for magicians in this grade to display such traits. Men may find themselves becoming more ‘feminine’ while women may become more ‘masculine’. This is because a magician must not have any complexes or reservations, such as imagining oneself as ‘manly’ or ‘womanly’. What exactly this means depends from person to person. The Anima/ Animus, which lies hidden in the subconscious, begins to show itself.
The first two grades, in my opinion, are almost intoxicating. While they are slow, they are also relatively easy. The rituals performed in these grades bring about a great transformation in the personal world, which is what most people are focused on. But Practicus is the first test of these apparent abilities. That is to say, the student may now be called upon to put his knowledge and strength into practice, and also the first time one faces real obstacles from the outer world, not just the abstract ones of the inner world.
To me, the grade of Practicus is a test, and I will not speak much about the trials of this grade because I don’t want to turn people away from magick. This is the grade where you must try to accomplish your goals and desires, and it should be evident that some of these will not come easily.
Most people have a vague idea of what they want in life. But rarely do people have the courage to pursue them. And this is because dreams and desires are often grand and untenable, and it is not easy to know how exactly they should be attained. So, people are content to simply do what they’re told, and wait until some imagined event will bring them these things. Think, for example, of people’s dream of winning the lottery, of finding the perfect job, of suddenly becoming famous etc.
Ultimately, most people just want to be happy and live in peace. All these grand desires are a means to that. The irony, of course, is that any person at any time can be content with their lot and find peace and happiness. In fact, it is the urgent pursuit of happiness that stops people from being happy.
So, people instead hold out hope for extraordinary fortune, living in the future rather than the present. Yet others give up hope entirely and become bitter, living in the glorious past when they still had their dreams, and once again ignoring the present.
But the magician who has crossed Theoricus may find that they suddenly have the courage to live in the present, and pursue exactly what they want. As I said, the changes of these grades are very powerful, and it becomes clear that nothing is actually beyond a person’s grasp.
But, the grade of Practicus is the grade of challenges and trials. These challenges and trials are important to purify and strengthen the individual. This is the a very important grade of spiritual ascension, where a person, for the first time, leaves their comfort zone completely in pursuit of their dreams. One should not underestimate a person who has set their life in order and learned about the world. The Practicus is already very far ahead of most people because of this.
For better or for worse, it is when a person stops living in their head, and starts living in reality. And some may find that reality, without comforting dogmas and illusions, appears unfair and unjust. Of course, even that is an illusion.
In this grade, the influence of Mercury, the ruler of the grade, is felt, as is the influence of the complimentary Jupiter. It is Mercury who is the initiator into magick and the mysteries, and the first step of that initiation is purification through pain. Mercury is also force that carries one’s ambitions aloft on his wings.
Jupiter is the teacher and mentor, and he helps the student retain hope and faith. It may be common for students to develop a ‘larger than life’ persona due to the influence of this planet, which may also mark them out as a target of scorn or resentment by those whose consciousness has not begun to develop.
Ultimately, both planets are associated with learning, and this is the grade of learning certain hard lessons and shattering illusions. Everything, good or bad, must be accepted as it is. Metaphorically, we may say that the waters of the subconscious begin to flood the conscious mind, dissolving boundaries and washing one clean.
Philosophus
Yes, this grade is now associated with Philosophy, with the Will and the Intuition. It corresponds to the element of Fire.
In my book, The Tree of Life: A Beginner’s Guide, I discuss the role of philosophy and it’s link to creativity at length, but here I will mention the importance of developing a personal philosophy.
Once the trials of the Practicus grade are overcome, the great realisation comes that many of one’s beliefs about the world are faulty, and often taken from somewhere else. For many magicians, it is the stage of awakening from the Ego, and realising that the contents of one’s mind are often not aligned with reality.
It is common for people to believe that the world is a certain way. People go their entire lives believing in absurd or false things, just because they sound rational or logical. Rarely, if ever, do people ever question or challenge their beliefs. And even when beliefs are questioned, they are often replaced with other, equally absurd beliefs.
it is only by repeatedly putting one’s beliefs into practice, as is done by the Practicus, that one realises what is real and what is imagined. It is almost like subjecting your beliefs to scientific scrutiny.
Every person has a inner value system, but people don’t normally try to live up to their own values. For example, a person who firmly believes that people should live freely in a primal state of existence, but works a standard corporate job in a big city. Such a person has never actually tried to live up to their own ideals, which is precisely why these ‘ideals’ exist. Trying to live up to such ideals may show they are at odds with the reality of the world and one’s present capabilities.
Some people, who’s ambitions are grounded, may actually end up getting exactly what they wanted, only to realise that it didn’t satisfy them. For example, someone who desperately wants to get into some prestigious college, only to find that they have no interest in their studies and aren’t suited to the competition. It would seem the person was more interested in imagining the scenario, but does not enjoy being in it.
Now that the Philosophus has tried to put their world view into practice, it is important to take a step back and consider one’s life and aspirations. There is no longer anyone to blame, no longer anything holding one back. Becoming freed from dogma and delusion, it is time to start developing a personal philosophy to live by, rather than live by the philosophies of others. It is time to no longer define oneself as belonging to some religion, creed or ideology, or subscribing to some belief system, or clinging to arbitrary labels or vague ambitions. A person must draw now upon their inner resources, and let their intuition guide them towards their purpose in life.
What makes you happy? What do you want from life? How would you like to spend each day of your life? Are you really an introvert/extrovert? Do you really want a lot of money? Can you really be self employed, or do you really believe in some chosen faith?
Discipline plays a role because, when your entire worldview is questioned, it may very well burn away. After all, this is the grade of Fire. And in times like this, it is of utmost importance to maintain some semblance of routine and structure, so you don’t slip into apathetic nihilism or become depressed. And even if you do, you still have to keep moving forward. Everything learned in the last three grades must keep you sane and alert.
The three great virtues of a magician are: Humility, Persistence and Determination. And the Philosophus must keep living their ordinary life, even as the world within is radically transformed. At the very least, all the basic day to day tasks needed for survival must be performed. You will find that the discipline and strength developed through this is invaluable. Very great is the one who can be comfortable with discomfort. Most people withdraw or flee at the hint of the slightest discomfort, but the magician must learn to endure and power through something as difficult as spiritual purification.
This grade is ruled by Venus, the great Goddess, and her counterpart Mars. Venus is the Goddess of Life and Fertility, but before one can feel her love, one must face her dark aspect: that of a life and universe that is seemingly unfair and unjust. Through patience and grace, the student will stand before the darkness and see it transformed into light, just as the cold harshness of winter leads to the fertility and joy of spring.
Mars, of course, is the one providing strength and courage throughout this grade, even as it awakens an inner fire within oneself. Not the explosive flame of ambition or zeal, but the steady flame of perseverance and discipline. Nothing happens overnight, and anything worth attaining takes honest work.
In the grades of Practicus and Philosophus, the consciousness resides in the Sacral Chakra, located around the abdomen. Sexual activity may be become much more increased or decreased than usual. These grades of purging see the consciousness around the digestive and excretory system.
A Short Allegory
The first two grades are those of preparation, and the second two are those of purification. It is actually an alchemical process. It is important, at this point, for me to describe the alchemical process, which is meant to reflect this process of Initiation.
Alchemy is the spiritual science of taking the fabled First Matter (Prima Materia), and subjecting it to a process of purification and exaltation, resulting in the legendary Philosopher’s Stone (Lapis Philosphorum). The Stone, also called the Red Stone, is said to be able to transform base metals into gold, as well as confer eternal life. I’m sure many readers already know the tale. At the very least, you’ve watched this referenced in the first Harry Potter film.
Here, the student themselves is the Prima Materia being perfected.
In alchemical texts, it is said that the Prima Materia must be first separated into it’s three components: Mercury, Sulfur and Salt. Each is then purified and recombined. These should be understood as alchemical principles, and not to be confused with the mundane elements of the same name. Meaning, here Mercury does not refer to quick silver, nor does Salt refer to sodium chloride.
In the Hindu and Buddhist traditions, the metaphor is dropped and these three principles are actually referenced directly as as the three Gunas (traits), present in all things. These are Satvva (positive), Rajas (neutral) and Tamas (negative). But here I will describe the process most commonly found in European texts, as these are the mostmethodical.
First, one must gather the Prima Materia and ferment it for a long period of time, allowing it to mature and and ‘ripen’ in the heat of the sun. This is the grade of Zelator, where the student prepares themselves for initiation by setting their life in order, and ‘ripening’ the physical body through a healthy lifestyle, and mastering the outward senses. Much like fermentation, this grade is simply a matter of time and patience.
Now, the Prima Materia is heated over a gentle fire for a long time, which causes the alchemical Mercury to distill over. This Mercury may be further distilled and purified. This refers to the grade of Theoricus, where the rational Mind (often symbolised by Mercury) is isolated, and then sharpened through study and intellectual engagement.
Next, the flask is heated over a more intense fire, which gets hotter and hotter, until the alchemical Sulfur distills over. This process is volatile and difficult, and what is left behind is the alchemical Salt, which is black and ashy. This refers to the intense grade of Practicus, where the student is tried and tested, and their stubborn illusions are ripped from them. The emotions, volatile and dangerous, separate out and show themselves, like the Sulfur. It is worth noting that the Eastern counterpart, which is rajas, literally means ‘passions’. The student may be left feeling tired, empty or hollow, like the black Salt left behind. This salt in it’s black state is seen as ‘dead’, and called as the dead head (caput mortem)
Now, the black Salt is heated over a gradually increasing fire, until is begins to incinerate, turning from black to gray and finally to white. To witness this mythical process is itself a spiritual experience, and it refers to the grade of Philosophus, where the Fire or Will slowly increases in intensity, purging the tired initiate, and purifying them, bringing forth a sort of ‘rebirth’ or ‘reawakening’, like the black salt turning to a pristine white.
Now, the Mercury Sulfur and Salt have been separated and purified. They are slowly recombined in a hermetically sealed flask (yes, the word ‘hermetically sealed’ comes from Hermeticism).
Portal
The grade of Portal is another probationary grade, and refers to the time between the Outer and Inner order. It is symbolic of the alchemical process where the three principles are hermetically sealed and recombined.
Here the Divine alchemist, which is the Higher Self of the Initiate, the Spirit, recombines the separated parts of the Prima Materia, which is the Lower Self of Initiate.
The grade of Portal is a period of 9 months where the initiate must withdraw from the outer world as much as possible, and spend time in contemplation and prayer. This is the transition from an Initiate to an Adept.
The primary work in this stage is to think over the journey so far, and prepare for communion with the Higher Self, which is also called the Holy Guardian Angel. This communion can be thought of as the religious experience, which Christians call Grace.
In the East, this same process is replicated when Yogis go into what is called ‘Tapasya’, which is a prolonged period of silent meditation. Hindus and Buddhists call the communion of the religious experience as ‘Darshan’, literally meaning ‘to see’. The Higher Self is called ‘Atman’, or Spirit, while the lower self is called ‘Jiva’, or ‘living being’.
The motif of this grade can be thought of as a wandering, or a self imposed exile, and such a thing is found in various mythologies. During this period, a dramatic shift in consciousness takes place as many redundant aspects of oneself are burned away.
In this stage, the ‘Body of Light’ is firmly established within oneself, and the Sphere of Sensation, often called the Aura, expands from an thin shell just over the skin, to a spherical ball of magnetic energy: a cosmic Egg. The hermetically sealed flask used by alchemists in this stage was often made in the form of a glass Egg, to represent this very Cosmic Egg. The alchemists knew that, as they were making the Red Stone, their own being was being transformed.
We are bringing about the same transformation not through chemical processes, but through rituals, meditation, chanting, study and practical action.
By and large, this stage is one of patience and faith. It is a time of preparation and rebirth, before one ventures out again as an Adept.
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Welcome to the new year, my dear readers. I say this because it is now March. For me, Spring marks the new year, when the Sun enters into the house of Aries.
The Sun is ‘The King’, and Aries is ‘the Warrior’, associated with the Tarot card ‘Emperor’. What a fitting time to put this post out.
Interesting times are upon us, and the world is changing very quickly. Knowledge is a tool and a weapon to survive and thrive in these times, and to help others.
I also want to mention that from now on, the stuff I write on this blog may become increasingly radical. Why? Because I am, indeed, a radical. A spiritual radical, and mine is a transgressive and all encompassing path. How funny, that in a time of extreme polarity, the ‘Middle Path’ becomes the radical path.
Remember, you don’t have to agree or disagree. That would be boring. Discourse is meant to move us, to stimulate us and cause us to think. That is all.
Magick is the Art of Kings
First let me ask you a question: what is the best way to define a person who studies and performs magick?
Many answers may be given: a mystic, a monk, a holy man, a priest, a witch, a sage, a hermit, a conjuror, a wizard, a shaman…and so on and so forth.
But you know, there’s an interesting thing you’ll notice if you look back on history.
There appear to have been two main types of people who practiced magick: those who already possessed a noble, spiritual or royal lineage, the result of generations of intellect, power and wealth, and those who attained such wealth, status and power by becoming magicians.
You know, it’s worth noting: Jesus was a magician, and he was called King of the Jews. He wasn’t really a King, but a carpenter. But he is not called a rebel, a prophet or a mystic. No, he is specifically called King of the Jews. It is an integral part of his character. The same could be said for King Solomon. Indeed, when magicians were not kings, they were often associated with Kings and Monarchs. Think Imhotep, Merlin, John Dee, etc. It is also no coincidence that symbols of enlightenment within magickal systems, like Krishna, the Buddha, Dionysus, Horus etc. were Kings or Warriors (often both).
In the collective consciousness of the human race, there appears the figure of a wizard, alchemist or magician who has enormous power. This figure is not bound by the rules of the world, and is able to attain whatever he or she desires. The idea of the wizard’s tower on top of a mountain, or an alchemists fortress is nothing but this.
The magician was always regarded as a noble sort of figure. In his writings, Aleister Crowley uses the word ‘Kings’ to refer to Adepts of magick. Not mystic or magi or master, he specifically calls the Adept as a ‘King’.
Look at the Kabbalistic Tree of Life: the highest Sephiroth that can ever be attained or manifested in this world is Chesed: the King. The Higher Sephiroth of Binah, Chokmah and Kether are subtle and sublime, and are experienced only internally. Hence, even one who has internally attained Da’ath or the worlds higher, shall be as a King upon this Earth.
The greatest magicians in history had the attitude and dignity of Kings. They were not servants or martyrs. They are not found living in poverty or lacking in life. Even when they walked the path of Asceticism, one did not think of them as ‘impoverished’. Because what is a King, if not a ideal that inspires their subjects? In fact, the whole idea of the ascetic path in magick, is that the magician can attain whatever they need simply by focusing their Will upon it. So, they give up their worldly possessions as a show of this level of attainment. Any other type of asceticism is flawed, especially the ones focused on poverty, or born out of a hatred for the body or matter itself.
There is a great lie that has pervaded in recent times, and perhaps this lie was created to keep potential students as poor and weak. The lie is this: that a magician is a strange, ostracized creature, who must become cold and inhumane for the sake of knowledge, and give up the pleasures of life. Every story, from the green skinned witch who lives in a swamp and eats children, to the immoral necromancer who defiles dead bodies, to the impoverished hermit who lives in a cave..all these are lies designed to stop magicians from existing within the mainstream, and enacting their Will in the world.
You see, the very existence of a magician is a threat to all that is corrupt and degenerate. Those who are spiritually and morally bankrupt cannot survive if there are magi in the world. Even without coming out in the open or talking about our magick, magicians can seldom be ignored. Their actions, beliefs, thoughts, their very way of living turns them into beacons of Light, Strength and Willpower. Like the allegorical Philosopher’s Stone, which turns lead into gold, the Magician serves as a catalyst, that can elevate and transform the people and environments they are in. An Adept magi turns that which is degenerate and profane, into that which is sacred and regenerate.
The Joy of the Magi
Recently, during an invocation, I asked the spirit guides why so many historical mystics and magicians had such tragic lives. Why is it so often, that they were forced to be martyred for their ideals, and generally hated by people. I demanded to know why so many of these higher beings, who are apparently here to help us, and encourage us to study magick, did not save them. I was told a couple of interesting things:
“How do you know that they were killed, martyred and hated? Were you there, or are you simply basing this on the history that is presented to you? How do you that you are not being lied to? What if the great magi did not die as you think they were? What if they flourished, prospered and lived lives to the fullest? What if their death here was simply a step in a greater existence?”
“Those who were martyred, martyred themselves. The life of an individual is a projection of their consciousness, and they themselves bring about their whole lives. Many magi fell into despair, they could not live up to their ideals. They turned themselves into martyrs, and convinced themselves that their path was difficult or lonely. This manifested in their martyrdom. Never did the Gods ordain this. They manifested their own hardships”
This…hit me pretty hard. It made me wonder: why has magick has been turned into an object of fear and hate, and the history of magick and mysticism presented as tragic? It’s almost like whoever created this flawed perspective, was saying “look, look at these people. They practiced magick, and they challenged the status quo. And for that, they suffered. Horrible things happened to them. Now, you wouldn’t want to practice magick and challenge the world, would you?”
Of course. If doing magick means committing oneself to a life of hardship and suffering, why would anyone take a risk? Who envies the path of a martyr, or the tortured seeker of truth?
And when we do talk about magick as a means to attain our desires, it is conveniently distorted to become ‘devil worship’. Because we have been conditioned to believe in ideologies that consider pleasure, joy and happiness to be sinful. It is indeed, a very effective way to keep the masses in line, by turning suffering into a virtue. Why ask for more, if doing so means flirting with evil? So let me be clear
Sufferings is NOT a virtue.
We are presented, by mainstream culture, with two archetypes of the ‘Magician’. Either the magician is a ‘good’ figure, and such a person is impoverished, passive and pacifist. He gives up family, happiness, pleasure and ambition to become some sort of ascetic seeking the truth, and is ultimately sacrificed for the ‘greater good’. Or, it is the ‘evil’ figure, where the magician decides to greedily better his life and makes a pact with dark forces. He becomes cruel and inhuman, and uses people as he sees fit to attain his own goals. This is quite an unhealthy and extreme polarity, and explains very well why most people are put off by the word ‘occult’ (which just means ‘hidden’, and is a reference to esoteric knowledge, not necessarily ‘secret’ knowledge).
Nothing could be further from the truth, and the longer you follow the path of magick and mysticism, the more this childish façade falls away.
Remember that in Kabbalah, Tifaret is the Sephirah which represents Adepthood, and is also associated with Joy and Happiness. It is also the Solar centre, and represents the Self.
Compared to the time of ancient Egypt, India, China, Sumer and Mycenae, when magick was the highest and most sacred art, the cornerstone of society and object of admiration and study, in recent times it has been suppressed and presented as a niche hobby pursued by eccentrics, or as a mere alternate religion, and the symbols of magick are turned into idols of worship, used to justify all sorts of corrupt actions and false beliefs. Make no mistake, it is a very recent trend. Perhaps not even a hundred years old. Perhaps it is because the Internet has suddenly made knowledge far more easily accessible than before.
Even some major New Age and neo-Pagan traditions present magick as some path of self sacrifice and meekness, wrapped in a moral dogma more absurd and rigid than even Churchianity! The make ‘magick’ look like the silly, childish pastime of bored hipsters in first world countries. Meanwhile, some ‘dark’ magicians have done a great job of becoming social outcasts, and make magick look like a hobby for the mentally ill (no offence, but let’s be honest now).
The most powerful type of Magick, often called ‘Enochian’ magick, is presented as being dangerous and unfit for practice even among authentic traditions and communities. Yes, it is ‘dangerous’. If you took a person who never driven a car, and made him compete in Formula One, that would also be dangerous.
But magick cannot be veiled or hidden. Its truth shall shine across time and space, across generations and cultures.
A magician is a unique individual, someone who has the potential to uncover the Mysteries of the world. Magick, Spirituality and Religion are simply different degrees of the same thing. Magick is simply the highest type of religion, and mainstream religion teaches the simplest magickal truths. A magician who has attained Adepthood, and invoked their Higher Self, is a Kingor Queen in their own right.
Every human has a ‘seed’ inside them: the ability to become a King/Queen, to attain that dignity. It flourishes in all people in varying degrees, and this can be seen as ‘potential’. The art of transforming potential into action, is magick. Those who practice this to the highest degree are magicians: individuals who can transform the world, its culture, and the perceptions of those around them through manifesting their Will. That’s what a magician is, a transformer, a spiritual alchemist, just as their own consciousness is transformed by even greaterforces and symbols.
This is all allegorical, and should be understood as such. Misunderstanding these ideas has led many magicians to develop delusions of grandeur and messiah complexes. As the Daoists say, one must cultivate the practice of ‘not doing’. I’m not saying go try to preach to people, to fight for some ideology, or try to ‘do’ anything. The transformation is natural, it happens on its own. The magician is not sitting there choosing or deciding things logically, but having the will and the courage to keep moving forward on the path that continually manifests in the world.
A true magician is only to live in a dignified and justified manner, through inner wisdom. This is revealed through meditation, and invocation, and the purpose of life is to discover one’s path and walk it. This is meaning of True Will. One who follows their true Will shall be favoured by the Universe.
The Privilege of Magick
To do magick is a privilege, for it is a noble craft.
Let me clarify what I mean.
We live in a strange time where suffering is a virtue, and so privileged individuals want to pretend that they struggled as much as others and never had any help. Can you imagine, if ancient Kings insisted they had no wealth and power, and were the same as an ordinary peasant? Would anyone follow a King?
When I say privilege, I’m referring to certain types of privilege. Is it a privilege to be born intelligent, creative and with a healthy mind and body?
Yes. And practicing magick requires various things. And these are privileges. I am unspeakably privileged, to have been born intelligent, healthy and creative. To simply have been shown this path, and to have uncovered this knowledge, is a privilege. One might say it s the greatest privilege, and we need not be ashamed of what we know and can do.
I am privileged, unimaginably so, because I know magick. And I will never apologise for this.
I’m a magician, and I define my own reality. It is a choice, whether we identify as privileged or not. A lot was denied to me, and I’ve been through many hardships…but I honestly don’t care about that nor do I want pity. No,I view myself as elite, privileged and standing upright over the world, and my attitude reflects this. It may comes across as arrogant, but so what? Have you had a look around? Have you noticed that life is….brutal? Meekness, passivity, mediocrity are not even an option. In order to be truly ‘good’, to stand up for one’s beliefs and values, to help those less fortunate, and to live a life worth living, such a perspective is necessary. Unless, you think that a victimized, self loathing person can save even themselves, let alone others.
Perception is powerful indeed, and your perception of yourself defines who you are. The real privilege is to simply know this.
To simply know that one can define one’s reality, that one can manifest one’s desires, and that one’s power is entirely within oneself is the highest and greatest privilege of all. I cannot even imagine being ‘normal’ anymore, and living my whole life thinking someone or something outside me was in control, or being subservient to cultural, spiritual or ideological dogma, or having disempowering beliefs and constantly being in conflict over arbitrary, pointless things. I know that each and every thing that happens to me, that has ever happened or will ever happen is the Universe directly speaking to me: the world around us is a mirror, and we are looking at ourselves.
What truth could be greater, and what knowledge could be more powerful?
To be a magician is a privilege, and many, many privileges go along with it. The intelligence required to understand this blog alone is a monumental privilege. Never, ever apologise or think yourself to be weak and unprivileged. Magick is a privilege because it enables the attainment of all other privileges: wealth, status, power, happiness, whatever you want. Never feel like these are unearned, because it is not some external deity giving them to you. Magick is the manifestation of one’s Will.
The Spiritual Warrior
But, you may now ask: so why is life filled with suffering? If we are so privileged, why do we suffer? In fact, why do even the most privileged among us suffer, and why do those who try to do the greatest things, suffer the most? And why does following one’s path lead to suffering? Why is is more difficult to learn magick, and understand these things, than to live without them? Why is it more comfortable to be weak and ignorant? Shouldn’t it be the other way around?
Suffering is part of it, and no magick can ever help you avoid the lessons you have to learn. The greater the suffering, the greater the magician who endures and overcomes it. Suffering is not a virtue, but it is the fire which forges us. It is the alchemical fire which produces the shining Stone of Light.
You see, privilege NEED NOT be earned. That is to say, we don’t need to ‘earn’ the right to live, to walk our path, to be happy, and to possess knowledge.
Instead, the person bestowed with privilege should make themselves worthy of it. And if a person has no privileges, a person may reach out and take it for themselves. Power is given to the worthy, and this worthiness is proved through suffering. Adversity brings out the best in us.
This is why the magician suffers, and why this path can be hard at times. I mean, everyone suffers. It’s up to you to decide if this suffering is meaningless, or worth something. Don’t think “oh, why am I being punished? Am I not a good person? I’m doing magick, aren’t I? I’m following my true will after all”.
No, see it instead like, “here I am, trying to manifest my Will. And the Universe rises up like a serpent all around me, to test me. I am being tested, to see if I am worthy of Power. And my Will must be unyielding, and I must overpower these challenges!”
After all, these ‘challenges’ are nothing but the manifestation of the inner world. They represent aspects of you which are repressed, conflicted or unaligned. It is lesser Wills within you, competing for dominance, rejecting the doctrine of your ‘True Will’. You are overpowering parts of your own Self, and in this way you are becoming stronger and more perfect. The result of this is that you become ‘powerful’. It is all internal, essentially.
There is, in reality, no such thing as revolution, oppression, exploitation, progress or tradition. Instead, it is the Will of people, of cultures, of communities, of factions, of societies, and the forces of nature pitted against others of a similar nature. Humanity itself is a single consciousness, and itself has many aspects which are repressed, unaligned or in conflict. And just as a war rages within the Individual, war rages in the world, in societies. Even the forces of nature are conflicted, even stars and galaxies consume each other. All of it must be allowed to come to pass, to be faced and overcome, so that the ‘Self’ of the human consciousness, and even the ‘Self’ of the Universe may be realised and perfected.
This is why War exists, and what the Path of the Warrior is. As much as we may desire it, the world cannot reign in artificial peace. If peace must exist, it must be true peace. We can ‘put off’ conflicts and wars only for so long, as world governments are so apt at doing.
War is simply the final means to force action and change. It is only when action has not been taken when it should have, when things are ignored or denied, that violence ends up erupting. One might say that war is the result of action not taken. Mars is the spirit of War, and it rules both action and warfare, as well as strength and transformation. When one does not take action for fear of minor conflict, one will eventually be forced into a major and violent conflict.
A King, put simply, is an individual who has dominated their inner universe to this Will, for they understand that the Microcosm is the Macrocosm. And this is done by facing the world, unafraid, with an unbreakable will. Magickal power is attained through courage and might. It is a warrior’s path, and life is a battlefield.
Spiritual gifts are not attained by living a stress free life in a monastery, by listening to positive platitudes or by drugging oneself to the point of numbness These practices have produced a lot of so called ‘masters’ who could lose their minds if they had to live in a densely populated urban center and hold a proper job. The mother who wakes up at 5 am to prepare food for her school going children every single day without fail, has a far greater and stronger Will than the person who comfortably sits around all day without responsibilities, and proclaims how stress free their ‘spiritual’ life is.
So don’t let such people belittle you for not being spiritual enough, for doing ‘mundane’ things. If you’re facing life, doing things that need to be done: studying, working, raising families, cooking, cleaning, paying bills and living, then you are already transforming.
If a magician, or indeed any individual loses their power or suffers, it is basically an inner force that challenges their Will. One may find all sorts of external forces to blame. One may point to politics, to economics, to religion and culture. One may find every excuse to call the world unjust and unfair. But if you understand the great Hermetic secret: that every single individual deserves every single thing that happens to them, including exaltation as well as abject failure, then you shall not suffer, because nothing holds power over you, and everything is in your power.
And a King who has steadily subdued the inner Universe has great power. They may pass it on to their children, or share it with their community. In this way the whole collective becomes empowered. THIS is empowerment, not waiting for apathetic politicians, celebrities or religious messiahs to come and put food in one’s mouth.
Without a King, there is no Slave. The Slave is merely a King of the lowest degree, and a King simply the highest Slave, having no Kings over him.
Remember polarity: without shame, there can be no pride. Since I am not ashamed of my privilege as a magician, I’m not proud of it either. It emerged within me, and can emerge within anyone. I am not ‘superior’ to others, because if I thought that way, I’d have to accept that someone or something was ‘superior’ to me!
The Sacred Philosophy
A person is a slave. They are born into this world, and immediately conditioned by their environment. They inherit various traits and qualities, and they are also taught all sorts of things. How to think, how to feel, what is right and wrong, why things work the way they do. Some people may be in a community with many empowering beliefs, others in ones with disempowering beliefs, and most people will have a mix of these. This is unjust and unfair, but it is by design, and likely serves a purpose, primarily to survive and find comfort.
The person is then unable to ever, truly, experience freedom. Their entire life, they belong to categories defined by others, and believe in all sorts of abstractions. Every aspect of their life shall be defined, and they will eventually cling to it. Almost nothing can break the conditioning, and this too is by design. The conditioning is like a ship, drifting on a stormy, chaotic sea. As alluring as it may seem to jump overboard, it is a terrible idea. You will drown. This is what many magicians try, unsuccessfully, to do. They reject all social norms, all notions of common sense, all morals and values, and all traditional symbols. They lose touch with reality, and are consumed by Chaos. There is some truth in the tales of magicians who sought knowledge and went mad because they couldn’t handle it.
But instead, what if we learned to sail the ship, and take control of it. We may become a master of the ship, and and go where we want. And, if we come across other ships, our knowledge will help us guide them also. We may become the Master of a fleet. What if we committed ourselves to become a master of our inner world, and of our own destiny?
This is a King, capable of attaining anything they want by focusing their mind and will upon it. This is what magick is.
It is misunderstood by many, who think it involves casting spells or conjuring spirits and begging them for favours. No. Those are simply a means, a method of focusing a Will. To attain something may involve conjuring a spirit, OR it may involve invoking a god, OR it may involve going to college and getting a degree, or it may involve learning some skill. All of these are a medium for magick.
The difference is, a weak person may do these things due to imagined external circumstances. A person may call upon a God because it is a religious obligation, while a magician shall do it because it is their Will. A person may pursue a certain career because it is what is asked of them, or they think it is ‘good’ or will lead to money. A magician does it, because it is their Will.
Do what you Will, and face the repercussions. Their is no sin, only cause and effect. What you sow, you shall reap. It is not some biased deity ‘judging’ you, you are simply getting the fruit of your labour, and you perceive it as good or bad. And sometimes, it is also generational, so you may be reaping the fruits of your ancestors actions. That is what ‘karma’ means by the way (which literally just means ‘action’), and why Hindu mystics focused on karma instead of on the idea of ‘sin and virtue’. This is also why they say ‘karma is inherited’. It may be unfair, but it is what it is. Sometimes, one may have to break free of societal or ancestral karma, which involves breaking toxic cycles in which one’s family, society or community has become trapped. It is hard, but if you can first free yourself, only then you have a chance at freeing others. And sometimes, others are not ready, and must be left to learn their own lessons.
Do you understand now, why some individuals who commit ‘evil’ actions apparently get away? Because it is not the action that is evil. If a soldier, out of love for his country, kills another soldier, they may feel a sense of glory, and be honoured as a hero. But if they do it out of hatred, malice or for sadistic pleasure, they should not be surprised if the world around them hated them, and seemingly tortures them for pleasure. A person who has sunk into depravity becomes a tortured and bitter person. Here are those who complain that God is unfair, not understanding that everything is just. Nothing in the Universe can deviate from it’s principles, which are precise and exact, and human society and life is governed by the same natural principles which govern the stars, the seas and the seasons. We are really not so different and special. A seemingly complex machine can be operated by an experienced user, who understands clearly how it works. This person does not demand the machine to work in ways it cannot. Imagine, if a person could fully grasp the principles governing their life, behaviors and beliefs. Would this person not control their whole reality?
And these principles are what are called ‘The Mysteries’, the esoteric knowledge uncovered by studying the occult. Utilising these principles correctly is ‘magick’. Self knowledge leads to Worldly knowledge, and Worldly knowledge leads to Self knowledge, because they are part of the same machine (are they not?).
Most sufferings is no some ‘bad’ thing happening to a person, but simply not having the knowledge or understanding to overcome a challenge. But by facing the challenge, this knowledge may be obtained, or some new principles understood.
Or you may die. But then what can be done? For better or for worse, that’s how this Universe is. What will you, blame mortality itself?
The magician is, therefore, unapologetic and does not rely on anything but themselves. They may not even rely on the Gods, on Prophets, on Angels or Demons, or even on so called ideals and high minded morals. These are guides and teachers, but we are the master of our reality. ‘Piety’ is a waste of time, but faith is not.
Pleasure is not sin, although lesser pleasure may be sacrificed for greater pleasure. The pleasure of eating junk food may be given up for the pleasure of a fit and healthy body. Every greater pleasure is exponentially higher than the lower ones, just like the path of Kings is exponentially powerful than all lower and lesser paths. And in this path, the Universe shall raise up the aspirant, so that they may stand over the world and attain anything. This is what Magick is, the Royal path on the Warrior.
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Welcome back! I am happy to announce that my Patreon is now live. I’ve thought about starting one for years now, but never really known what to offer as rewards, and what to actually write about. However, I now have a variety of materials that I would like to offer to those who wish to support the blog, and help me continue writing about magick and mysticism, sharing my knowledge, experiences and insight.
The Tiers and Projects
So for now I have created 4 tiers for my Patreon. Over time, I may add more, depending on how well it goes. These tiers correspond to the elements: Earth, Air, Water and Fire. The titles for each tier are derived from Golden Dawn literature, for anyone who is curious. Each tier will grant access to an additional monthly article.
Earth Tier: Digital Resources, Spellwork
The Earth Tier (Periclinus De Faustis | $2)
So the Earth tier is the first one, and here you get access to Monthly Spellwork, as well as digital resources.
Let’s start with digital resources. Often I create diagrams and mandalas, and also digital versions of seals and sigils for my own work. Occasionally, I also create things like fonts and 3D models. If you subscribe to my Patreon, you will get access to all of these, whenever I make and upload them. This is not a consistent reward, but more of a bonus, and I’ll upload stuff as and when they are ready. Sometimes you might get tree of life diagrams, sometimes simple planetary sigils. I am also working on a Master Mandala, which will certainly be put up, and also things like: an Enochian font, a 3D model of the Tree of Life and flashing tablets for each planet.
As for the consistent, monthly reward for this tier, we have Spellwork. A lot of you know that I create my own spells, rituals and even concoctions (oils, incense, ointments and consumables). As a Patron, you will receive a monthly article about any one of these things. It could be a spell, a ritual, a new recipe, and so on. Many will be of my own creation, many might be channeled from some deity or spirit, and some will be things I have learned from others over the course of my journey.
This is ‘Earth tier’, so most spells will deal with material aspects of life, such as money, love, academics etc. It’s a great place to begin. I will also be sharing a recipe for spiritual drink which attune the spiritual senses. Basically you get a new spell to play around with every month, complete with instructions and details of castings, which often gets ignored. This is good for those who are still learning how magick actually works.
To those who feel they cannot afford the higher tiers, the very first spell will be an effective money spell, which might interest you. With every higher tier, the rewards of the previous tiers will be included. So in the Water tier, all the rewards of the Earth and Air tiers are included etc.
Air Tier: Project Tarot
The Air Tier (Poraios De Rejectis | $5)
The Air tier introduces Project Tarot. Since this is the Air tier, it will deal a lot with magickal and spiritual theory, and intellectual understanding.
Project Tarot is an undertaking where every month we will completely analyse and breakdown the symbolism found in a single Tarot card. We won’t just focus on the Major Arcana, but the Minor as well. This is a topic that I am actually very deeply familiar with, and I’m quite disappointed that most Tarot guides do not go down to such a level of analysis. You see, Tarot is not just for divination or fortune telling. You can think of it as a book, and it basically contains the entire theory of magick, encoded into 78 archetypal images. Here I would encourage others to share their opinions and thoughts as well, and perhaps every month we can discuss not just my own ideas and understanding, but those of readers as well. I want this to be interactive.
For now, we will use the standard, A.E. Waite Tarot deck, because it is most common. I may have a look at other decks it, if people are so inclined.
Water Tier: Project Theurgia
TheWater Tier (Monocris De Astris | $7)
Here I have something special planned. With the Water Tier we move our focus to inner, emotional and visionary aspects, and you get access to Project Theurgia.
Every month I will be invoking one of the 72 Angels of the Shemhamphorasch. And this will be a complete, in depth channeling, starting with the first Angel and going all the way around the Zodiac to the 72nd. As you know, these angels are the counterparts to the 72 Spirits of the Ars Goeita.
As a Patron of the Water tier, you will receive a monthly article summarizing my experience, and containing full details of the Angel, such as its attributions, powers and what it can do for you. I will also channel a sigil and an Angelic mantra for each (similar to demonic enns).
So basically it’s an attempt to create a full, detailed guide to every single Angel of the ha-Shem. I’m not saying I’m the first to have attempted this, but I’m pretty sure mine will be the most detailed, because I will put things in their historical and philosophic context.
This blog will continue as is, and I will still be sharing my ritual experiences here. Project Theurgia will be it’s own thing, and will follow a consistent methodology.
Fire Tier: Project Goetia
The Fire Tier (Pharos Illuminans | $9)
This is the highest tier, for now. It is the Fire tier, concerning the Will, and the Projection of Energy.
As a patron of this tier, you get access to Project Goetia. It is exactly the same as Project Theurgia, but this time dealing with the 72 Spirits of the Ars Goetia. Just like with the previous tier, I will be evoking each of the Spirits, and sharing an article about them, containing information about each Spirit, its powers, various planetary/elemental attributes, a channeled sigil and an enn/mantra for evocation.
Most likely the sigils for both the Angels and Demons will be colour coded and in digital format, so you can print and use them directly.
With Project goetia I will likely experiment with and try out different techniques for each spirit, and share both my successes and failures with Patrons. Maybe we can refine this down to an art, given enough time and feedback.
Project Goetia is probably one of my greatest spiritual undertakings, besides my experiments with Enochian magick and alchemy, and I am very excited to share this with you.
Moving Forward
Now, the important thing to know is that I won’t actually start putting stuff under a tier until I have at least one patron in that tier. So for example, I won’t start Project Tarot until there is at least one Patron in the Air tier and higher, and so on.
I am very thankful to all those who choose to support me financially, just as I am grateful to all those who buy my books, and also to all my readers, who send me warm messages and have stuck by me through thick and thin. Reading about your positive experiences and successes are one of the things that keeps me going, and keeps reminding me that this blog is worth the time and the effort.
So once again, thank you for all the support over the years. All of this is for you, and without you it would have no purpose. I hope you have a great semester ahead, and that all of you make it through these difficult and turbulent times that we find ourselves in.
I will continue to write, and continue to share my ideas in the hope that this knowledge reaches as many people as it can, and that more and more people are able to look beyond the Veil and be prepared for the new age which is dawning. May it be an age of truth, virtue and openness.
Welcome back. Let me do a little follow up to the last post, which was perhaps a bit strange and felt unfinished. It was important to show the history of how and why ideology replaced traditional religion. And additionally, I had to draw attention to the source of human endeavor, which is Will to Power, which is often ignored, and many people they that they alone are correct and that their beliefs are ‘good’, not realising that everyone is driven by the same impulses as them.
We are motivated, to a great extent, by this Will, and it drives us forward. Each person has their own truth, their own ‘god’, and eventually a magician has to discover and speak their own truth, rather than attempting to realize some grand and false ideal they have been conditioned into. Especially in this time where many of the old ideals have fallen from their place.
I began to pursue magick for two reasons: to take control of my life, and to see what was beyond the mundane perception. I started this blog to share insights and experiences I had had, for the benefit of others, and eventually began to weave them into a philosophy.
You see, I was angry, depressed and bored. I was a pawn in someone else’s game, and like everyone around me, I believed that someone else had the keys to my happiness and someone else would create my future. But I found magick, and after my first successful evocation I committed to it.
I went deep. I did not stop at sigils and spells, but I kept following the rabbit hole until I reached Wonderland. It was mostly an escape. But then I tore down the walls, and brought Wonderland up to the Surface. The two integrated, and I no longer had to escape. I knew, from a certain moment, that there was no rabbit hole nor wonderland to begin with. Reality simply is, and magick is not an escape. Magick is reality itself. It is life, a life lived fully.
Even if you feel upset by my ideas and opinions, remember that you were likely drawn to this blog because of my unorthodox approach. To me, all this is absolutely real. Magick is not just psychodrama. It’s all literally true, and the more I realise that, the more my faith strengthens. And the more I feel like it’s okay to open up about these things on this blog. So pardon me, sometimes I need to shake things up a bit.
I waited, for far too long, for older and wiser folk to get around to it. But they’re unhappy and depressed, and they’re just making it worse. Life is so very short. Too short to spend waiting for it to begin. So you know what, fuck it. I’m going to say what I know to be true. Just because I can. Just because I was given the gift of speech, and for no other purpose than that.
Magick And Archetypes
In Magick, we often work with various beings that are not quite of the material plane. We call them gods, demons, angels, spirits, and all manner of other names. Traditionally, religion told us that these spirits or beings have a fixed place and purpose, in relation to humanity.
Isn’t it strange how, in most religious theology, only human beings seem to be evolving? Why is it that only we seem to have a destiny, a mortality, a free will and the ability to sin, while everything else is seemingly eternal and serves only one purpose?
Mainstream religion in the 21st century gives various justifications which have no reasoning nor basis behind them. These beings are shown to not have a Will of their own. They are presented as not growing or evolving, but being as they are forever. It’s quite an anthropocentric view of the Universe, where our own conscious, perceiving Mind alone is special and evolving, and all other things are fixed. In fact, religion acts as if these beings aren’t actually real, and as if religion only has a utilitarian purpose. As Richard Dawkins once joked “all religious people are atheists”. In a weird sort of way, this is true.
Then you come to magick, where many traditions tell you that these beings exist inside of your head. This is why they’re eternal, because they’re actually just projections of your own psyche, like personas who become detatched from you and act as independent characters during a ritual. Of course, this illusion falls apart for any sufficiently experienced magician.
First and foremost, I want you to full understand archetypes.
What are archetypes?
Archetypes was an idea explored most in depth by Carl Gustav Jung, often called the father of modern psychology. Those of you who have studied kabbalah may have heard of the “archetypal” plane as being the highest plane of existence.
12 Jungian archetypes. But this is not all there is. There are, in fact, infinite archetypes of thought, behaviour and narratives. Jung’s theory was actually much more fluid and complex than often depicted.
Archetypes are essentially prototypes, of behaviors, forms, symbols etc. For example, we can say that there is an archetypes of a ‘chair’, which would be a transcendent object which contains all the defining traits of a chair. All things that we recognize as ‘chairs’ would adhere to its traits and characteristics.
Jung recognised that archetypes are the framework of the human psyche. These archetypes came about as the result of millions of years of evolution, and strongly influence the way we see the world. For example, ‘Mother’ is an archetype, as is ‘Father’. We, as human beings, do not ‘learn’ what mother, father, king, teacher, tyrant, trickster are. We simply have a natural inclination to recognise these archetypal ideas. ‘God’ is an archetype, as is ‘tribe’.
Not only Jung, but various others have also recognised certain archetypes which are universal. Sage, magician, wise man, hero, jester, tyrant, creator, devil, all these are archetypes. Homeland can be an archetype. Even the ‘Known’ and ‘Unknown’ are archetypes, as are Heaven and Hell. You could say that the Magician or occultist is like a archetype of the person who ventures into the Sacred space, while ‘shaman’ is the archetype which is shifting and fluid.
In the last post, we discussed how Culture is the Divine Father, and responsible for morality, which is learned. These archetypes are not ‘learned’, but inherited. They exist within us naturally, and thus they are the product of Nature, the Divine Mother.
But Jung studied these further. This is the most important thing to understand in this post: the projection of archetypes. Essentially, human beings do not just use these archetypes on other people, but also project them onto the world. For example, we project the archetype of ‘Mother’ onto our surroundings, and the place of dwelling. Somehow, millions of years of evolution have molded the human psyche to regard ‘Mother’ as the nourisher and protector. Hence, we say ‘Mother Nature’ and ‘Motherland’. We say ‘God the Father’ and regard our culture and religion as a patriarch. Remember how in the last post we talked about Utopia simply being paradise on earth? In essence, it is simply taking the archetype of Heaven, but instead of projecting this idea to the afterlife, it gets projected to the future here on Earth. Utopian and Dystopian stories are no different than mythology about Heaven and Hell.
Stories and narratives which are extremely compelling are often archetypal in nature. Religion makes strong use of archetypal narratives, as do political ideologies. This is why they replaced religion.
Hero and Saviour can be seen as archetypes too. The longer something is around, the more it gets ‘refined’ and closer to being archetypal. This is why the more ancient a religion gets, the more its power grows. Gautama Buddha was likely a mystic who lived in the 7th-5th centuries BCE. But, over 2000 years, his story has become ‘archetypal’, meaning it has slowly warped and changed to resemble the archetypal story of the ‘Hero’. By the way, this is also why mythology from different parts of the world often has similarities. Human beings have the same archetypes, and all over the world, even in disconnected cultures, these archetypes emerge.
In magick, many traditions make heavy use of archetypal narratives. The myth of Christ, Bacchus, Buddha and Horus are often used to show the stages of magickal initiation. This shows that archetypes are more than just stories and symbols, but behaviours too. They are intrinsically linked to human existence. These figures, by the way, may be real people. But that’s not the point.
We use their legends because these are archetypal. Modern day superheroes are nothing but a modern expression of archetypal figures. Where once people were obsessed with Pantheons of Gods, now they are drawn to characters in pop culture. Superman is particular, is a strong symbol for magicians to study. And yes, the story of Superman was inspired by Nietzsche’s ‘ubermensche’.
People who do not know about archetypes often make the error of claiming that if two cultures have the same mythology, symbols, rituals and language, then one of them must have borrowed or learnt or it from the other. For example, why does the story of Jesus so closely resemble that of Horus and Bacchus? Why did the Mayans and Egyptians built pyramids? Why do so many cultures have the idea of an Earth goddess and a Sky Father? People then, mistakenly, assume that one of these must have ‘stolen’ these ideas from another. Now, there are many cases of overlap and cultural exchange, but not always.
Yes, some cultures have similarities and some religions came from the same place. But all these cultures and religions are simply expressions of the one culture and one religion shared by all humanity, expressed as archetypes all over the world. People respond to these symbols and myths on a very strong and emotional level. We feel that they are ‘true’, as in they are linked deeply to the human experience.
Its almost like the archetype describes characters and a script, and we put on these masks and personas and act out the play, at different times and places.
It isn’t just mythology that is archetypal either. Star Wars is pretty damn archetypal, as is Lord of the Rings. The Journey of Frodo and Luke Skywalker are simply another iteration of the same journey and sacrifices undertaken by Christ, Hercules, Bacchus, Horus and Krishna, or those of Beowulf and Arthur.
This how the Tree of Life works. The Sephiroth represent archetypal categories, to which multiple symbols can be ascribed.
For example, Geburah is the archetype of the War God. Horus, Nergal, Parashurama, Samael, Kamael, Indra, Tyr, Ares, all adhere to this archetype.
The mistake that many, many magicians make is failing to understand what the Tree of Life actually is. For example, they will force a deity like Sekhmet to fit into Tiphareth because she is ‘solar’ or was worshipped as a solar deity. In reality, she is an archetypal War Goddess, and belongs to Geburah. Or perhaps they will force Artemis into Geburah because she is is a Huntress, when her place is clearly Yesod as well.
A deity can even have different attributions. For example, Horus the Avenger may belong to Geburah, the Horus the Prince belongs to Tiphareth. Horus the Elder certainly belongs to Kether.
Human beings, therefore, project the contents of their psyche onto the world. It is my understanding that we project the Archetypes of our own mind onto the Cosmos. A dark forest becomes the archetypal ‘underworld’. A strange epidemic becomes the archetypal Judgement Day. The leader of an enemy nation becomes the archetypal Devil, and a charismatic political leader becomes the Messiah.
Ancient astrologers, projected the archetypal deities onto the constellations. Aries the Warrior, Taurus the Mother, Gemini the Twins, Virgo the Sacred Virgin, Leo the Hero!
When you truly love a person romantically, or truly hate a person, this is more descriptive of you than of them. Because what you’re seeing is a reflection of you, your own archetype of the Lover and the Adversary. This affects your relationship not just with people, but with Spirits, with nations and religions, and with ideas and beliefs and philosophies.
Our life becomes an archetypal journey, a story narrated by our own Mind, filled with archetypal characters, and this is especially true for a magician, who will attempt to see their life paralleled by legends of great heroes and prophets. A fantastic study of this phenomena was done in the book, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. Despite getting flak for being new age, the book is a solid exploration of the magickal initiation, and written by a openly practicing magician.
But the trouble begins where people do not realise this, and think that the archetypes are outside themselves. And then, the power passes from them to external forces.
Pay close attention to how your magick manifests, how the Deities appear, how your spells work, what you see and what symbols you channel, and what experiences you have. This is your own mind being reflected back at you. This is why you should write it down, and contemplate it.
When the contents of the mind become projected and visible, the magician can interact with them. He can interact with these archetypes, now manifest in the realm of the Unknown into which they have stepped. The magician learns about them, knows them, faces them and embodies them. And then, they recede back into his mind, now integrated into the Ego, which transforms into the Self.
Written here, is the whole secret of the magickal art, to those who will read between the lines.
The Projected Cosmos
You have likely come across the idea in many modern works of magick that magick is all psychodrama. In the 20th century, the scientific method was all the rage. Magick, occultism and spirituality were fast fading into obscurity as weird delusions and primitive superstitions.
Then came along Carl Jung with his revolutionary research on archetypes. Despite being accepted by mainstream science, very few textbooks on psychology will ever give you a full picture of Jung’s work. Jung was openly mystical, and a self proclaimed alchemist. He made absolutely no attempts to hide the full contents of his belief and work. Once, asked if he believed in God, he simply smiled and said “I don’t need to believe. I know”.
But much of it is not promoted. If you look into mainstream psychology today, you’ll see that his dry, scientific analysis is all they look at. Most are too scared to talk about or even admit to the existence of his other works like Aion, to say nothing of The Red Book. The content of these works is too much to be attributed to such a major scientific figure. Then again, no one talks about the major spiritual experiences of Newton, Descartes or many other scientists either.
Magicians too, seem all too happy to say that it is all psychodrama. Scientific materialism is all the rage among many magi these days, who are maybe too keen to be part of the status quo, or simply unwilling to challenge it. But the Gods are real. Let me explain.
Let us revisit archetypes. Consider your ‘Mother’
She is a real person, yes? And onto her, from the moment of your birth, you have projected the archetype of ‘Mother’. To you, she represents Motherhood. Keep in mind that even if it isn’t your biological Mother, you likely have a Mother figure if your life.
But, while this individual is a Mother figure to you, that’s not all she is. She is a lot more than that. An individual in her own right. A complete manifestation of the Universe, with her own Will and Destiny. And yet, within your psyche, and your perception of reality, this individual is a ‘Mother’.
Similarly, you are her Son or Daughter. But to a friend of yours, you might fill a different role, and yet to an enemy, you are the ‘adversary’. To different people, you wear a different mask/persona. In fact, in traditional theater, this is literally what actors do. While the individuals are ever changing, evolving and growing, they exist within your mind as a fixed archetype. The Mother shall always be the Mother, even though she will change a lot in one’s life.
Are the Gods real? They are. They manifest to you within the framework of your spiritual tradition, complete with a name, appearance and traits we have ascribed to them. Sometimes these are symbolic of their own Nature. But beyond that, they have an independent existence, just as you and I. Everything in Nature is alive, evolving and independent, regardless of which mask it wears at which time.
Ares is not just the God of War. This being, or phenomena of Nature, merely filled the role of War god to the ancient Greeks, who dressed him in their cultural symbolism, and gave it a Greek name. And today, we may dress him in our own symbolism. The true nature of this Being shall never be known to us, since we cannot experience the world from it’s perspective, only our own. This same being may have filled different roles/ work different masks at different times for different cultures.
If you want a quick run down on Jung, watch this video. I highly recommend it, and it will help cut down this post by 1000 words.
There are said to be three major components to magick: astrology, alchemy and theurgy. In the first post, we already discussed how the ancient Alchemists projected their minds onto the alchemical processes. These projections are really just archeytpes, and these archetypal stories and characters are encoded into alchemical mythology.
This is even more evident in astrology. Ancient humans projected their archetypes onto the celestial bodies. The constellations formed the 12 core archetypes. The planets came to represent parts of the human psyche, with the Sun being the Ego (the conscious awareness, or Ruach). You may now understand the point of astrology. As the Ego (Sun) goes around the Zodiac, it expresses itself as different archetypes. The ancient people then turned the Cosmos into a map of their own psyche. So when the Ego (sun) is in Virgo, it was understood that the energies of the Virgin archetypes would be more prevalent in people’s conscious awareness. When the sexual drive (Mars) was in Scorpio, it was understood that people would be more driven to explore hidden or taboo sexuality, as Scorpio is the archetype of the Concealer, or Antihero.
The astrological chart is really a map of one’s own consciousness. The constellations are archetypes, the planets are parts of the psyche. This is why tropical astrology works better than sidereal astrology. This is why there’s no ‘correct’ version of astrology. It all depends on which magickal tradition you use. You tap into that current, and us its symbols.
Because yes, archetypes must be understood as symbols. The last aspect of magick, theurgy, is also about projecting archetypes. Theurgy refers to invocations and evocations of various spiritual beings.
You may have heard that a ‘true’ system of magick is one which provides the student with a ‘complete’ set of symbols. This is what that means. A real, effective system of magick takes into account all the parts of the psyche, and the archetypes which they can express. For example, take the system from the O.T.A, who combine the Keys of Solomon with astrology. It gives you 72 angels and 72 demons, each divided under the Zodiac, and by planetary rank, which are under 4 Kings and Watchers. In a sense, you have every archetype you could imagine represented here, and many sub archetypes. This is a COMPLETE system. If you use this system, you do not need to include Pagan or Egyptian gods, or Rosicrucian mysteries.
The same would be said for various schools of Witchcraft, or the Golden Dawn, or Thelema, or Tantric Yoga. However, you have probably come across certain new age schools which basically throw together a hodge podge of random symbols, often deities who are all roughly the same. This is an incomplete system of magick. There is no complete set of archetypes, nor a complete cosmology given. It is based on limited logic and lack of experience, and the previous post should have made it clear why logic and commonsense can only take the magician so far.
The Symbolic Universe
While our axiomatic Values are learned, and therefore unique to each individual, these archetypes are inherited. All of humanity has the same archetypes. This is why they are said to belong to the ‘collective’ unconscious.
This idea is often misunderstood. People think of it as some sort of Hive mind, or some energetic field ‘separate’ from us. But what this really means is that there are certain traits common to all of humanity, and inherited from previous generations. This is the collective unconscious. Archetypes are universal, and passed on from generation to generation. The collective unconscious refers to those parts of the human psyche which we all share.
For millions of years, humanity lived as nomadic hunter gatherers. Our modern agricultural societies, which are only about 12,000 years old, are relatively young by comparison. Therefore, the archetypes we project are reflective of our older, nomadic past.
For example, why do many cultures depict ‘demons’ with reptilian skin, glowing eyes, sharp teeth and claws? Simple, reptiles and carnivorous animals were the biggest threat to our hunter-gatherer ancestors. Even if you’ve never seen a snake, you’ve got a fear of snakes and lions hardwired into your DNA. If you ever see glowing eyes in the dark, your first and most natural reaction would be to run, because your primal consciousness knows it means ‘predator’.
Similarly, many of our Gods of prosperity and fertility are depicted with radiant halos, golden or white clothing and vibrant faces. Because to daytime mammals like us, the Sun represents safety, security, life and warmth. The darkness represents fear, danger and death. Hence our Gods of death often appear dressed in black robes. If we were a nocturnal species, perhaps this symbolism would be inverted.
Let us assume you invoke the God Ares. He is the God of War, and there almost a grantee that he will appear to you as a well built, perhaps bearded, male. This the archetype of the Warrior. For millions of years, women gathered food and men hunted. Our brains are hardwired to recognise the ‘warrior’ as being a physically strong man, perhaps armed with a spear. Interesting how so many war Gods appear with spears, because we have used those for far longer than we have used swords, and perhaps have a natural recognition of it. The God of Wilderness, Pan, on the other hand, shall likely have horns, body hair and hoofs. The God Osiris may appear glowing, wearing white clothing, and a crown, archetypal symbols of purity, power and royalty. Kali may appear with black skin, covered in blood, with fangs and glowing eyes, archetypal symbols representing predators, danger, fear and the nighttime.
Different cultures, in different time periods, projected their archetypes onto the world. This resulted in the birth of various Pantheons. It’s the same Gods you see, and the same fundamental archetypes from the Dawn of time, and perhaps the same beings who embody them, but different manifestations.
In his book Aion, Jung described how when these symbols first appear, they grip the imagination of a culture. But then over prolonged periods of time, they turn stale and boring. Everything that can be gleamed from them has been learned, and they begin to feel empty and hollow. This is quite literally a cultural Ragnarok, or what Nietzsche called the “Twilight of the Idols”.
These symbols, or ‘idols’, die. And then a new set of symbols emerges, more relevant, more meaningful, more powerful. Sometimes, the new symbols may just be a reiteration of older symbols. (Such is the case, for example, with Paganism, Christianity, and neo-Paganism)
Interestingly, I think this is what the mystics of various religions meant when they asked their followers to give up “idolatory”. In a sense, they thought that they could get most people to give up the worship of symbols and work with the forces behind them.
And yet, it seems all such efforts are in vain. Idols do not refer to physical statues, they refer to symbols. But it seems that symbols do not go so easily. Only the most advanced Adept who has gone through all the trials of initiation can successfully give up the symbols and recognize the nameless, formless archetypes that dwell behind them.
Different orientations of these symbols produces different spiritual traditions and religions. This is what is really meant by the phrase “all religions teach the same truth”. It doesn’t mean all religions have the same moral and philosophies, because of course they don’t. But they are all paths to the same primordial, archetypal forces, and teach the same archetypal myths. Although they may be represented by various different symbols, and recognised in various external forces and phenomena, they are inner forces, found within the heart, mind and soul of every human being.
Religion involves the worship of these symbols, to imbibe and commune with the energies behind them, and spirituality involves learning to study and understand them, to increase one’s knowledge. Magick is the work beyond that, to actively call upon them, to embody them and recognize them within one’s own Being.
Nature, The Divine Mother
A lot of people these days are believers of social constructivism: the idea that pretty much all human behavior, beliefs and values are the result of social conditioning.
You know, the idea that human beings are a blank slate at birth and entirely the product of their environment.
The truth is that we are affected by Nature more than we realise. She is our Divine Mother and Her influence remains hidden in the unconscious. So much of what we do and who we are is the result of our genetic predisposition. Recent studies show that even your political leaning is genetic. This is why it’s pointless to debate people over politics, since people do not vote based on facts or beliefs, but rather based on their temperament, which is biological.
The archetypes, whatever they really are, are understood in magick as cosmic concepts. But this isn’t just a concept dreamed up by magicians in the 20th century.
Many mystics throughout the ages have also realised that archetypes are universal. For example, there were many different local religious traditions in ancient India. The ancient priests noticed recurring themes, deities and practices in these traditions, and concluded that many of these deities must be ‘avatars’ of the same larger deities.
And so they made extensive study of these and categorized them. They imagined that there was one single Divine being, and it expressed itself as a few larger Deities. All the deities that were worshipped in the world (as they knew it) were simply avatars of these deities, and then those deities were further avatars of even bigger dieties.
Pretty much the exact same process occurred in other polytheistic cultures like Egypt and Rome, where all the various Gods and myths and cults were identified as different aspects and manifestations of a core pantheon of a dozen or so deities, which in turn were identified with about 3-5 major deities. And when foreign deities were encountered, they were identified with one of the existing deities. This was an early recognition of the concept of universal archetypes, and is called syncretism.
The ancient Hebrews took this a step further, and actually recognised the conceptual nature of archetypes. For example, there were many ancient Semitic deities. Many of them were called as Ba’al (lord) or YHVH (god). You see, YHVH is not the name of a specific deity. The word is a title for a ‘male God’. Their female consorts were called ‘ASRA’, which roughly translates as ‘Wife/consort’.
The Hebrews concluded that all these deities were simply different aspects of the same God/s, and they referred to this simply as ‘Yah’ or Yehovah, meaning Father or God. And so they decided that instead of worshipping many separate deities, they would categorise them and worship the category (archetype) itself. Instead of separately worshipping many Sky fathers or War gods, there would be one primordial ‘Sky Father’ (YHVH) or ‘War God’ (ELHIM GBOR) deity. Since they were concepts, not deities, they were left without name and appearance. Eventually, all 10-12 concepts became identified with a single Divine force.
Now they did end up demonising all the other Gods in the process, but they did have the right idea. It’s just that they thought this made their religion ‘better’ and that the other tribes were worshipping false Gods, which over time became perceived as demonic.
Hopefully you see now that archetypes are not a modern concept. Even before Jung, it was noticed that spirituality and religion were universal expressions. Cultures separated by hundreds of miles would have common spiritual expressions, since these are born from the psyche itself.
This psyche is the child of Nature. It is most of who and what we are.
The Masks of the Cosmos
When magicians encounter the Cosmos, we project our psyche onto it.
The psyche is a perfect Microcosm. It is a reflection of the complete Cosmos, and the Cosmos a reflection of it.
When you cast the circle, you are establishing a symbolic Order. It is ruled by the Sun, the bringer of Light and the Heroic Ideal. The circle itself is ruled by Saturn, the Lord who binds the Universe, and rules boundaries and separations. Beyond the magick circle is the symbolic darkness, is the Chaos, the Mother, the Unknown, and she is the Moon, who reflects the light of the Sun, but also at times becomes entirely dark.
She is the Cosmos in all it’s splendor. And when you invoke the Gods beyond the circle, they are in reality masks worn by the Mother of the Cosmos, just as you yourself are a mask worn by the Father.
But what is the Unknown, exactly? It is wildness, it is animalism. Religion can shun and be afraid of it, but the Horned wild ones are always there, always lurking, waiting for us to take the first step.
One comes into this world surrounded by symbols. We are kept safe within our culture, content to believe in the world as we know it. Even in a chaotic and uncertain time, people will often fall back on something they can rely on, even if it’s a fallible ideology. The forces of Light protect us, discipline us, and prepare us for the world. They are like a bulwark against fear and death.
But the Nightside beckons always, and always it is feared by the many. The magician is the one who looks to it, and at first it glistens with brilliance. Think of how Nature is portrayed in media, as peaceful, gentle and exotic. And it is this shining call to adventure that first draws the magician out of his shell, into the Unknown. He takes on the mask of Horus and follows his Mother Isis to reclaim his birthright.
But then, as he begins to take the Light into the darkness, leaving everything behind in a youthful impulse, suddenly the Mother disappears, and the magician realises with horror what awaits him. For he sees that the Cosmos is cold, harsh and that her laws are absolute. Isis is lost, and Horus is alone faced with Set, the fury and power of the Cosmos itself, which brings it’s entire arsenal against the young God. And here Horus is blinded, because the malice he faces is too great, too powerful and beyond his imagining. And thus he is banished into the desert, where he must wander alone and lament.
But there, Horus finds Hathor, his love, and must make himself worthy of her. Now there is no Isis to protect him, and Set comes ever closer to destroy him. And so here he must delve into the Underworld, which is yet another part of the Unknown. And then the magician sees that the Cosmos he perceived before was just a surface level illusion, and that Her true secrets lie in the darkness, in the crypts and caverns hidden from view, down in the Infernal Empire where there is only confusion.
But Horus must descend. He must pass through the Temples of Darkness unscathed, and he must resist their temptations. He must master their forces. And there, at the lowest point, lies the Sarcophagus of Osiris, his slain father. And now the Cosmos reveals her final mask, as Horus makes the ultimate sacrifice of love to revive his dead father, who returns and the whole of the Underworld is filled with Light, and it becomes a gateway to world beyond. And here the Cosmos shows herself as Osiris reborn!
And only then can Horus truly call himself a Warrior, now worthy of facing Set one final time, and this time he shall succeed, having the whole of the Cosmos assist him in his efforts. He shall succeed and be crowned King! And in this way the Mother reveals her triple aspect. In Pagan witchcraft, this is the Goddess Hecate as Virgin, Crone and Bride. In Tantra, this is the Goddess Shakti as Parvati, Kali and Durga. This is why Tiamat, and Ishtar were represented being half dragon.
The Cosmic mother is the sparkling lady of stars, and yet she is also a serpentine dragon who turns one to stone with a single gaze of her glowing eyes. But if one should stand firm under Her gaze and kneel before her power, she is the radiant and mighty Queen of the Heavens.
It represents the nature of reality at the most fundamental level. It shall be understood that just as here the analogy of the Mother, of Cosmos, and Nature refers quite well to the Human psyche. The Underworld is the Subconscious.
All symbols which surround us as masks worn by the Mother. And the Individual is the Mask of the Father, which shifts and varies also. Magick is the dance of these forces in passionate romance. The magick circle is a symbolic whirling of Light and Shadow, of Fire and Water, which merge and mingle together. And where they meat, the whole of Reality manifests in the conscious perception, which is Airy. The Line which separates the Inner and Outer reality is ruled by Saturn for a reason, since Saturn is ‘The Lord God’, the highest Ideal, the Law, the Reason and the Judge, which is created by the union of the Father and Mother (Order and Chaos/ Culture and nature), which are the also the Son and the Daughter (Sun and Moon).
The impulse to drive the circle outward into Chaos, to expand the Order is ruled by Mars, while the driving forth is towards Venus, his lover who dwells beyond the circle. And Jupiter rules the balance of these forces, while Mercury causes the cosmic dance to go faster and faster, dissolving the boundaries until there shall be only Unity. Sammadhi. Apokalypsis. Gnosis.
The Sacred Feminine
It is often common for magicians, especially ceremonial magicians, to focus too much on the Sacred Masculine. That is to say, to get lost in one’s abstractions and theories. In a hastiness to describe and understand and categorise all the spiritual phenomena, the magician can fail to experience the Unknown even as he walks in its midst. This is the problem with those who ‘have an answer for everything’.
Having absolute surety in everything is masuline, yes, but it is not Sacred. The impulse to expand Order is masculine, but unless it is complemented by the feminine, it is simply a mental tyranny. It is nothing more than ineffectual theories and worldviews which often do not have any basis in reality.
Similarly, some do focus too much on the feminine, but this is rare. This is for those who jump straight into the Chaos and completely disregard all culture, all tradition and indeed, civilisation itself. Here there is only insanity, and many magicians do suffer this fate as well. This insanity is feminine, but it is not sacred. Without the masculine, without a symbolic structure, it is simply a endless void which will consume one’s soul.
The Sacred feminine, then, is Nature. Our true Nature. We, often living inside our own heads, neglect our nature too often, as we do our impulses, our bodies and our emotions. We like to act that we are entirely a product of our own Will and choosing. We like to behave like we can think our way in and out of everything, and think our way to truth and happiness, and explain everything away with thought.
As if millions of years of evolution has no effect on us. As if we can somehow ‘think’ away or ‘will’ away ancient impulses, behaviors and emotions. Our animal instincts towards sex, hunger, and aggression. The traits of our ancestors, their diets, lifestyles and instincts. The way our body works, the way it is meant to move.
And then we wonder, why we are all always so tired and depressed. The Sacred Feminine is not an idea or thought. It is awareness.
Notice your body right now. Is it not aware? Is there not a feeling and awareness from head to toe? And yet, it is not thought. Your hand is aware, but it does not think. Your heart is pumping blood, but it does not require your will.
Are you not aware of the world around you too? How often does one notice the world, and really engage with it. How often is one not thinking about what one has to do, dwelling on pointless and chattering thoughts?
To do true magick, we develop not just a strong Will and Moral compass, but also an Awareness. We also have to tap into our drives and instincts, to become one with the body. We also have to learn to feel our emotions and sensations fully and freely.
To those of you who ask how to learn to feel and sense energy, and perceive spiritual phenomena, this is the answer. Only when we learn to flow with energy, to flow with the world, does the Mother reveal her secrets. For this we do meditation, where we learn to maintain awareness and breathe deeply. We practice mindfulness, and Qigong/ Yoga, so and we become in tune with our bodies and surroundings.
This is the secret also, behind many of the gestures and motions found in magick ritual. They are not mere gestures and salutations that one must memorise and perform, but ways to draw on and direct energies.
And these powers are also developed through suffering. As we discussed before, Nature seems inviting at first. But the moment we leave our mental abstractions and fantasies and engage with Her in reality, we will suddenly be faced with the absolute and inescapable fact that life is suffering. Living in the mind is simply a coping mechanism to numb and relieve this pain.
But if we engage this pain fully, push through it, and learn to endure it, then one’s own spiritual powers shall be developed. A warrior cannot train in his garden forever. Eventually they must face real battle, which will be very different, and only many battles can make a true warrior.
Archetypes are not thoughts or concepts, but the Fundamental principles which govern the Universe, the highest Meta-Gods. To stop living in one’s head will also involve slowly learning to not rely on one’s symbols, and by extension the Gods. Because the Gods certainly are here to help us, but you shall have understood by now that we rarely engage with the Gods directly. Instead, we engage with an ‘image’ of them, created within culture and passed on to us through religion. Too often, magicians are unwilling to alter or expand their various traditions and schools of magick. But then you should have stayed nice and safe within mainstream religion. If you’re going to make the effort to come this far, you may as well take the courage and open up that shell.
Stop being so quick to judge other magicians, to categorise their and your own expereinces, to decide what you agree or disagree with. Stop being to quick to make up your mind or project yourself onto others. This closes the aura to the actual world outside, to reality and to the outer Gods.
And when you invoke the Gods with an open mind, you will begin to see them outside the frameworks you are stuck in, and they will come as they really are. And when one has the recognition that the Cosmos within is mirrored in the Cosmos outside, there will be no fear and uncertainty.
One who understands that by controlling the mind, one can control one’s entire reality, and that everything in one’s life is the result of their own Mind, shall never lose their way or get lost. And if this isn’t obvious, and if you still look for the source of your problems in the world outside, and cannot understand why the World is unfair and cruel: seek the Underworld. There, in the subconscious, are all the problems you cannot seek. Set them right, and the world shall follow suit. Awaken the Father who was slain, and the Mother shall reveal herself in new glory. And this requires sacrifice. Let the first be to embrace the pain, and face the world and life head on.
And although in the last post I told people not to wait for Utopia, that does not mean give up hope. Change is coming, and change HAS come. Look around you, and you will see the world is rapidly changing. So have hope, the world will get better as a new age dawns. But remember that even in the new age, you’re the magician. You’re the one who directs the forces of your life.
That shall be all for this time. I hope you found it helpful and gained some insight. Remember, you do not have to agree or disagree. Just take it as it comes. We all do 🙂